Sunday 19 December 2010

我是打工仔

I'm soo sorry that I have been so busy and have forgotten to update my blog..

I'm fine just so tired and busy with works. Yea I have just started working.. Not bad la.. xDD

I have worked like 3 days.. 赚钱不是酱容易的!!!! this is what i feel.. U never experienced u never knew ...

Everyday arrive office then work work till 12pm. My fav time at work xD then after lunch keep working till 5pm. This is 打工仔's life.

My works kinda boring cos I been asked to do the same thing. First day at work.. It was 16/12. I kept working working.. I wrote more than 100 sheets payment vouchers a day. ==

My working area is called 'heaven'. That is bookkeeping area.. My working mates are funny and love to joke while working.. Just like us always kept laughing during class.. I MISS THESE DAYS!!! <3

Visit my blog everyday for the newest update xD

G9 :)

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Saturday 27 November 2010

Friday 26 November 2010

Class Trip 2010




Haha inside the bus.



at hot spring.. Actually I wanted go inside.. But ummm a bit not satisfied my hygience requirement


At desa. Very smelly. The bullshit everywhere lol. I really mean it!


This is the last pic taken before we left and said goodbye to teacher the last time :'(

Well, I will cherrish every moment had been spent with you guys I'll see you guys on the day when we go back to school to take our UEC results :( tata! Don't miss me :(


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Sunday 14 November 2010

zzz

huh. what i can say is...

i regret taking LCCI accounting exam ==

everyday need to go back to school to attend 4 hours accounting lesson

my goodness ==

every boring lesson

while others facebooking, msn chatting

me at schoooool

lol

SORRY I HAVE BEEN POSTING THESE SILLY AND BORING STUFF LIKE THIS

BECAUSE I HAVE NO WHERE TO EXPLORE MY FEELING NOW

SO THIS IS THE ONLY PLACE ... ON NET I MEAN LOL

GOODNIGHT

need to sleep earlier

tomorrow 8 to 12pm

haiz.

Friday 5 November 2010

Tomorrow is coming ~

Tomorrow is a big big day for me! Yea! It is my GRADUATION DAY :D :D

I been waiting this day for really long time and tomorrow is coming.

BUT! I scare I will cry lol. U guys lah, keep saying those sad things. 毕业到那么可怜...

Well, what we can do is keep in touch man!! Distance will never be a problem if u believe :))

Ok now, LCCI is coming gonna study now ==

Oh ya I forgot to show U guys this...
Don't tell me u don't know what's this man.





I know it's kinda ugly hehe but I DONT CARE! u know how hard and how much effort I put to get this??

Tata.

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Saturday 30 October 2010

too high

woohooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant believe today has finally come!!!!
this is so lovely saturday

i been studying like crazy
now i just want to play like crazyy
last few months, my sat also study, sun got tuition

from 29/12 on, NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT!!!
im having accounting, abc and bstat examss
next month ==

i really regret taking the LCCI diploma ==
if i had not taken, i would have highed dao bao already

but then , im not gonna worry my UEC RESULTS
i have tried my best. soo
now we just waiting to graduate :)

i wish all of my friends who i started knew them since junior could graduate with me
anyway, everyone has a dream inside them
even its not like that but everything happens for a reason right :)

Friday 15 October 2010

I'm sooo freaking happpy! I finally can sleep early and my life is getting back to normal already!

During the exam week, I slept till 9 10 pm. Then had my dinner then study till 2.30 am. This is the first time seriously man.

But then I don't care abt my results already. Cos I almost all subjects soi XD YAY!!!

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Sunday 26 September 2010

Memek

Oh my goodness!!!!!!!!!!!!! My life is kinda crazy!!!!!!!!!!

Everyday test test test
Test study test study test study
Non stopping!!!!!!!!!!

Especially business studies
Every thing also need to study read memorize ... MEMEK!!!!!!

These days I only been studying
Mimi and ckl came I also didn't have a chance to go out with them :(

Whose fault?!?!?!

K la. My point is

Can I not study?

OR

Faster UEC!! I can't tahan this kind of life!!! :(((((




Friday 17 September 2010

This is my graduate gift from club

I have one hamper but damn it was too heavy to carry. Well I'm not the 1sf one to open it. Always.


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Thursday 16 September 2010

Crazy senior 3 life

I'm living a life from hell
And I'm having 6 tests a week
Super crazy ahh

Like today.. 16/9
Holiday.. People go gai gai
Me at home study
Actually also didn't study that much
Cos I'm still in holidays moodssss

Yea so.. Bless me
I've just finished studying 15 Eco essays
Now going to study this stupid business studies

You know.. Now my life is only about economics and business studies only -___-

And I wanna ask....

WHAT IS THIS?!?!


And .. Can I know why do I have to memorize these?? T.T.

Tata.

Monday 13 September 2010

Sleepy

I want this right now!


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Saturday 11 September 2010

sleepy mood

I only slept 3 hours ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

hi

seriously I'm too sleepy
不一定最好才是最適合,而是最適合才是最好。
what does 沁人心脾 means oh?

Saturday 21 August 2010

Helloooo been not updated blog .. Well just exam exam
exam and study study study == during the exam week
studying seemed only the purpose in my life BORING!!
But then now still got 1 week we have to go to school
dunno what for?!

Haiz exam finished now started worrying the results
dunno how bad or how good my result is lah XD
Actually I am like a bit regret staying for senior 3
cuz it seems too hard!!!

UEC is coming left NOT MORE THAN 70 days man
and u haven't started any revisions
yeah bless me ^^ I don't want to be ROAD SLEEPER man!!

So man we left this first ..

So how's my dearest friends in KL? :)
sorry been too busy so not been catching up
with u guys even on facebook XD

anything just leave a message on my chat box and I'll reply u
a.s.a.p ... Tak care baby :p

Monday 19 July 2010

stressed!!!! :(
wednesday- english test
thursday- business studies test ANDDD statistics :(((((

owh man, bless me. take care you all. wont be on so much as the past i did.

Saturday 10 July 2010

8.7.10

I PASSED MAN !! if you get it :)

Monday 14 June 2010

13.06.10

huh got up around 11am today.

then we went out for breakfast

went to karamunsing gai gai

from 12 till 4pm

didnt do what huh it took so long time long gai only

of course bought something new la muahaha XD

then we went to upperstar to have our dinner around 4

and got back at 5pm

im freaking tired

but have to write down here just as a memory of our family :)

Sunday 13 June 2010

pointless

boredddd at home. except sleeping eating watching tv online really got nothing to do.

let us think about this:

you ever thought about what you really need?

to be honest sometimes i dont really know what i what

yesterday some doctor talked to me

i was bit scared

he was asking me which courses and bla bla bla

and he told me

pharmacist is needed in this market

so

did i choose wrong?

maybe should i go to science stream

but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

cant imagine

k la time to sleep bye

:)

Monday 7 June 2010

to all of you

如果你和你的他/她分隔两地,请不要放手。

哪怕你承受着很痛苦的思念,哪怕每天晚上都会睡不着。

只要你坚持了,那么你将拥有别人没有的幸福。

珍惜现在所拥有的才是你应该做的事。

他/她不希望等来的是空白。。。

有些事物等失去了,再回头就已经没有了。­

当你发觉他她是多么爱你、对你多重要的时候,

再回头说“对不起”就已经晚了,

不是每句对不起都能换来没关系的…­

“执子之手,与子谐老”­

因为你们的等待是值得的。

虽然远隔千山万水,但是她的心时时刻刻放在你身上,

虽然你们想对方的时候只能发条短信

虽然你不开心的时候他没陪你身旁

但是不要埋怨他,难道他不想陪你吗?­

找一个喜欢你的人容易,但是找一个用心爱你的人难!­

距离就是考验你们感情的试卷,时间就是考试的题目。

茫茫人海可以找到一个心爱的人, 这是多么大的福气。

想你就是一份简单的幸福。。。

能等到你和他永远在一起, 才是真真的幸福。

type 到很累啊~~

Sunday 6 June 2010

bye bye

emo man !!
just saw a romantic sweet video
but i hate it, it made me lovesick ==

haiz, wake up lo sofia yong
its over
and even he's getting me back
i'll only say a "NO"
no regret. yup no regret.

honestly, i want to make myself busy
busy so i have no time to think about him
but holidays, at home so boring
what to do what to do ??

we planned everything our future...
when and where we will get married
name of our kids
but its over
man its over
i have to stop thinking
but it seems not working on me ?? 

man why is it so hard to forget thing?
如果这个力量能用在学业上, 
i think i can get at least 80% for every subjects easily ==
cuz i cant forget its hard to forget

i need time, 
its been 2 months since we broke up
时间还不够长啊 ?????
k lah, my cousin cried every night for half years since she borke up with her boyfriend XD
me good lo, 
i have not been crying for him since the day we broke up
but still when i see something about love
ill get emo 
i need someone to replace it
will you be the one ? hahahahaha 

just forget his hugs, his kisses, his everything
maybe i cant forget
but its over
and i have no reason to remember all these stuff
i wont forget this love which i used to be so deep in love with you

thanks for your forgiveness 
even i did wrong you would only say "its ok just dont do it again"
thanks for your gifts im gonna throw them away

forget me, im not the girl you love the most,
im not the girl you want to spend the rest of your life with
maybe someone i get married
im not hoping and wishing you were the groom 
or when you get married i wont be wishing that i was your bridge

k la, im sorry i just want to tell how i feel right now
so i just write it here 
this love sucks
its not perfect
thanks for loving me even i know your love is fake
just remember he's gone forever.

Saturday 5 June 2010

im backkk

yay finally exam is finished!!!
think im not going to sleep tonight
no for other reasons
just to celebrate exam is finished

考试期间,我的生活生不如死
每天不是读书,就是考试
读读读,后来就 bot 神经了==

holidays is on now
haiz
our class trip go to nexus
so freaking expensive
each person rm 100
WAHH
better use the rm 100 to buy clothes and bla bla bla

besides that, i have another trip
it only needs rm5
freaking cheap

so where should i go?
or both dont go
stay at home bot moi
everyday online till morning
and then sleep at morning

eat drink sleep sh*t
all these stuff
are gonna be part of my daily routine

last night studying chinese,
saw some words that really impressive ;)

我不在乎付出多少,我只要最好的。

it was 3am,when u wake me up, and we jump into the car and drive as fast as we could go, just to get away ~~~ XD

Sunday 9 May 2010

今年的母亲节 09.05.10

今天是母亲节,我最近都在忙自己的东西,都忘了今天是个特别重大的节日。

我刚刚完成了明天将要送给妈妈的礼物,我也写下几句我一直很想很想跟妈妈说的话。

我一边写一边哭,不知为何,泪不停流,可能感动?但是,我并不要十么感动,我只是很想把话说出来。

我要说,"谢谢你妈妈,让我成为你的女儿,我感到很幸福,我爱你。"

Saturday 8 May 2010

"love is just a game my dear"

so what should i do?
should i take the risk?

well, love is just a game. nothing else

有时侯真的玩不起

if we ever break up again. i will be like lose my direction

i need you to stay with me forever

i dont want you to leave me

how can you forget someone qho gave you so much to remember?

you never can i never will

we have already created our future together

i dont want to give up

talking to you is my daily routine

without it, ill die probably :/

i want you and only you



alright almost 2am now bye :)

Thursday 6 May 2010

if i died tomorrow, what one thing would you want me to know?

and

are you mine only?

Monday 3 May 2010

hey hey hey
im pretty good mood today
well just talked to someone special
i feelgood

but you know what spoils me is
IM HAVING BUSINESS STUDIES TEST TOMORROW
and i know most people will be killed
well hope not :)

and now, im having the third baby lol ==
well im really sleepy now have to go to bed
dont miss me :)

Sunday 2 May 2010

im not your PERFECT daughter. im sorry mom !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! why?????
you know how heavy is my burden?????
you know i really hate it
i hate it like i hate the hellll
i know im not a perfect person
why i get angry so easily then you all say " you say you are a christian.." and bla bla bla. SHUT THE F*CK UP MOM and my DEAREST AUNTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who says chirstians cant get angry?
who says christians are perfect??
you say you understand me
i was just got angry at my dad
because it was just a small thing and he said im stupid
do you know i REALLY REAlly REALLY HATE it when you call me stupid??
i have my own MY SWEET MOMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sometimes i really cant understand why my dad treats me like this?
work pressures?
like i dont have school presure tooo??????????
do you know teenagers nowadays love thier own ways???
it is called BEING INDEPENDENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really hate this
i almost wanted to end up my life
i have many pressure
school, relationship, and PARENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dad you know, the way you talk to me is like you hate me
if you hate me then why you gave birth to me
if you hate me then why you bought everything to me
sometimes i really cant understand why
dont you think REBELLING is such a POPULAR stuff in the teenagers' life nowadays???
today my aunt is gonna share the same room with me
and guess what?
she just said that she has already understood me
she said i just couldnt do well
WT*????
how the hell you knew??????
SO, i think im gonna give up
and IM NOT GONNA SHARE MY ROOM WITH YOU
I WONT ASK YOU TO GET OFF FROM MY BEDROOM
AS I KNOW, I GIVE A F*CKING RESPECT TO YOU
SO, I'LL SLEEP IN THE COUCH DOWN STAIRS THERE
GOOD NIGHT SLEEP DREAMS !!!!!!!!!!!!

1.05.10 *wish i could reverse the time so everything would be perfect*

today, something happened
i got his message wrote :[ ♥ ...
i asked what happened
he said that i didnt know what happened
and he said i left him for someone else.
*oh he thought i was serious with john* lol

but then he was asking me wanna get back to him
like i always say "once i turn around im not coming back"
i dont know how to do man!

he asked me if i still love him and i said i think so
he gave me the same answer when i asked him sooo...
should i get back to him?
or just leave him alone?

i wish i could leave him alone
but you know its easy to say hard to do

and oh im trying dont really care about it
i know i have got to make a decision
but just.. sigh its complicated

oh well i really dont know what to do
just wait
i need time :)

Saturday 1 May 2010

fun fun fun

just got back from 1b.
haha it was fun really
well of course i went to watch IP Man
not bad la.
at least i didnt feel boring so it was really ok :D

today loli and i have watched 3 movies WOW
2012, che bi, and IP man
tired really tired

today also the firts time i went out with friends so late
that i came back almost 12am
well, i hope to have the second chance going out with you guys again
its fun im sure :)

tomorrow, help school wash the land of our canteen
oh no. regret little now haha
well im so tired, see you guys :)

Friday 30 April 2010

a.r.g.h. ARGH

umm yeah well
ignore my relationship status on FACEBOOK
i love everything about fb
but theres one thing i hate
your FACEBOOK HOME PAGE'S TOP NEWS THERE
if no "top news"
then it would not have problem now
sigh :(

well like i say
im not really in a relationship
i just help my friend as you already known it
so you got it?

yea i just mad at some people
haiz
why they seem serious?
if i say i eat shit then will you believe?
if i say i been to atmosphere will you believe?

time for me to leave
see you :)

Saturday 24 April 2010

爱一个人很容易 放下/放弃一个人很难

是 , 很难 , 但是也不就是什么 ? 俗语 拿得起 放得下 , 既然放不下 就别拿 . 不知道后果 , 就别碰 别抱起希望 , 浪费泪水


but i did. i really did. i gave up on him.
yea i wont cry anymore
its useless
there're pleanty of fish in the sea :)

-end-

Thursday 22 April 2010

thanks to you. now i get what i want

well today's the 4th day i broke up with him.
i have to suit myself living my life without him
and now im getting better
knowing that there're pleaty of fish in the sea :D

i've learned this lesson with a positive minded :)
i have to DISREGARD my past so nothing can keep holding me back
well, all my ex boyfriends are losers!!
haha.

i saw my first love while i was __________ and we were shocked. it was the 2nd day i broke up with my ex boyfriend. maybe its the sign of something... ?

Monday 19 April 2010

crying :'(

well, i didnt sleep last night
and then went to school
im so so tired.

why i didnt sleep?
i dont want to mention
it just sucksssssss

i had been crying for 1 to 5am
just because i never thought that this would happen
im regret and broken heart inside me

who can fix me when im in pieces?
im broken heart girl

now i have to get over it.
i have to forget about everything between you and me.
forget about the way you smile at me
forget about the way you kiss and hug me
forget about everything
forget about our future that we have planned
its all fake
yup its fake

you say you felt cheated
so do i?

get over it sofia.
forget about our memories
remember he's GONE FOREVER

its hard to forget
but i believe that i all i need is time
time can heal my broken heart you have made

i have to face the truth
im crying again im sorry
tell me how can i get over it

to make myself busy?
but when im alone i think about it

so whatever
he's not my everything

i will get over it
yes I can.!!!!!

bless me.
im broken hearted girl
who is willing to fix my broken heart?

Sunday 11 April 2010

this is my sunday 11/4 :)

today about 12pm went to city mall.
was gonna interview the popular but then the manager cuti ==
then we went to some shop interviewed
yeah so we did.

then pang pang and i went to starbucks to manage all those data
ordered frappucino chocolate cream chips :D
it costly though
then bought mints
perfumes yeah

i was online on facebook.
i know i was not supposed to but the guy sitting beside us was on FACEBOOK
so i couldnt tahan too haha

was online then managing the data
that sin shien and felicia just online facebook only
only me doing and pang pang accompanying me to do
how sweet was she :) lol

somebody was jealous.
slets see the conversation:

me: im leaving for starbucks now
he: will you bring me too?
me: yeah but im going with my friends
he: fine you dont want me

haha he is somebody that i wont share with anyone <3 :)
this is my sunday
and oh yeah
i didnt sleep last night
i sleep around 7am then woke up at 10am
why?

because you will stay up late all night long just to talk to the person you like <3

Sunday 4 April 2010

gift

♣¤══¤۩۞۩ஜஜ۩۞۩¤══¤♣
♪♫♪♫♫]▓▓║♥║▓▓[♫♪♫♪♫
♣¤══¤۩۞۩ஜஜ۩۞۩¤══¤♣

this is my son sent to me love it :)


______________ cant be trusted :p

never. :)
thank to you cuz im being loved.

but you still cant be trusted
theres some secrets of you i know :p

night.

Friday 2 April 2010

Today's GOOD FRIDAY! lets be thanksful to God for what He has done for us.


recently, i been doing maths
was gonna memorize the eng but lazy
haiz. tomorrow have math tuition.

my To Do list:
1. eng
2. read the bm essay. i know you guys wont read de lah haha
3. math AHHH!!
4. cut my hair
5. attend math tuition

oh no. there is a crash
where should i go?
either cut my hair or go to math tuition
if my math is good i wont mind not going to tuition so much
so, ==

2am now i cant sleep. but tired. haiz






you still dont know what's the problem. sad.

Tuesday 30 March 2010

car

i drove the new car !!!!!!!!
very comfortable
love that car
i want a new car to drive when i get my P license XDDD

sleepy zzzzz

Saturday 27 March 2010

每次的感情挫折, 让你更明白自己渴望的爱情是什么样的 :)

mimi is leaving today :(
sorry didnt come to the farewell party because i had something to do
but it didnt mean this was more important that your farewell.

well i dont know what am i doing these days
i need a good rest
sleep the whole day the best
haha

well i have to go now
i saw some teenagers book
about love love love that

i saw this and thought it was meaningful

每次的感情挫折, 让你更明白自己渴望的爱情是什么样的

Thursday 25 March 2010

emo me

hi im here.
been few days havent updated blog
well, no mood haiz

i have 2 reasons.

1. mimi is leaving T.T
2. i cant accept why my ABC failed. only 48% !!! ahhh

but on the other side, im happy though.
because:-

1. i cant believe my add maths passed. i thought i would get 30 40 but i got 70
2. my results not so bad but what is weird is.. what i expected passed i failed
just like ABC haiz. but what i expected i failed i passed like add maths ==

almost 2am now. bye :)

Sunday 21 March 2010

Saturday 20 March 2010

pretty tired today
i have had driving lesson again
wow the turtor asked me to drive from likas to sepanggar then 1b then dogongon then ums
drove till 60 only 60
but already high XD

slept from 8 till 11pm then just woke up online
why now still sleepy?
i been staying up late for no reason
saw mimi them online they are PPS-ing
yeah i know you guys de la

and.. im bored right now
what can i do at 2am except sleeping??

aw holidays have to be finished already
ask yourself, what you been doing this holidays?
me, online, sleeping, eating, driving, pak to-ing lol and what else?
waste of time!!

yeah guess have to sleep
or just facebook-ing now
byeeee

Thursday 18 March 2010

hmmm...??

i slept at 4am and got up at 9am
then went out for breakfast and then shopping this and that till 7pm
went to many many places that i never been there before
im super tired.

i was bringing a primary 4 little girl like her nanny ==
she's only 10. and she has her own hand phone
i was just thinking...
when i was primary all i had was those bears dolls which were useless
haha

they are leaving tomorrow so yeah
i will be alright then :)
but im gonna miss them so much

and.. i hate womanizer
it seems hard to hate someone you love maybe
why boys have their wifes and still not enough?
why they always lie? sigh!
well my cousin's bf sucks lol
dont know why my cousin still loves him so much
cry every night
its not worth my sweet cousin :(
really i dont know how to say my cousin
just stupid fool
well, maybe i can conclude this with " LOVE IS BLIND"
it does blind
sometimes sweet sometimes you'll want to commit suicide when your partner dumps you

hmmm really wierd
been waiting the person to come online but he seems like never come online
but these persons im not waiting for..i see them online allll the time
sigh.

got to sleep earlier today so good night :)

Wednesday 17 March 2010

ouch ouch

heyy im back from driving lesson
i was really high and now too
was driving from likas complex there till 1 borneo
especially the high way part i love driving in the high way
hahaha but bit was bit nervous

been playing piano the whole day
canon really awesome
i love this song!!!
and my fingers and hadns are so painful
because been too long didnt play piano

thats all
maybe will update later on if im bored
so yeah see you later on

Tuesday 16 March 2010

silly me

nothing to say really. just bored and been playing the piano
almost whole day
hands are painful and tired
haiz no choices bored at home always

tomorrow again.
3rd driving lesson
last time was really high
i was learning at likas complex there
just few cars and when i steped the 'oil door'
wow terus terbang XD

so thats all for today
i always tell myself, i want to get P license within this year!!!
umm actually at least before christmas :)

i ran out of things to do on facebook
but still on it
because im a loyal facebookers!! :D

oops gtg now before i continue being silly

second day of holidays

mommy!! im damn hungry. damn it!
i been playing piano recently
and im learning canon in d
and also 'when you're gone'
this 2 songs
man hard really hard especially 'when you're gone'
why all double notes [if u know what i mean]

i downloaded 2 songs of canon.
one is 9 mins and another is 3mins
the beginning of this 2 songs are absolutely different
the 9 mins is too classic so i love the 3 mins one :p
the only same thing is the chorus there haha.
if not same then not call canon already la ==

and im finding the piano sheet of 'right here waiting'
this also amazing song
but, my printer is not working
even i have found it cant print them out so :(

i had my second driving lesson
haha was really funny
especially the conductor asked me to go out the road there
bit nervous haha

yeah 3am now oh my!
got to get up 8am later bye :)

Sunday 14 March 2010

uh huh my font

hey hey
first, welcome back my cpu
second, i miss you guys!!
third, was planning go to school to paint. but my parents not allow due to my sensitive skin.

so whats your plan this coming holidays?
im gonna have my second driving lesson tomorrow yay
yesterday i had the first one.
fortunately it wasnt as terrible as i thought haha.

and also..
have you ever heard "the more you love, the more you get hurted"?
well i have been hearing this so many times
someone just to advise me dont fall in love too deep
well... am i falling too deep?

so well now im learning to protect myself.
dont fall in love too deep.
haha dont even know what im writing this haha.

well i got to go now
love you friends :)

Friday 19 February 2010

the sweetest words ever : don't cry sofia.:)

hey hey you you whats up?
im pretty good today but before this
i was bad mood and cried in the morning not because of anyone of us but the special one

i cried not because of he scolded me
it was because i felt sorry for him
and im really sorry i didnt mean what i said :'(

after i were gone for dinner
he bought an iPod touch for me
and i did something to hurt him
well i really didnt mean it
he felt sorry for overreacting to me
so we just kept sorry-ing for at least 30 mins

but after this, i feel better and he too i think
but i dont know why how come facebook mobile doesnt let us send msgs anymore thats so sucks
yeah so thats all for today
i still feel sorry for what ive done and i hurt him maybe

but only after this happened
i relaized he was so cared about me i was so happy hahaha
but when he told me like " im not sharing you"
i was really hurt i was like "awwwww" lol

and dont you hate it when somebody calls your bf/gf like darling baby honey
what the heck he's mine not yours
hahaha im only kidding im not saying you XD

CNY holidays is gonna end :(
time passes so fast but I LOVE IT!
1. miss u guys
2. i can back to the nomal life [ i can take my meals on time ]

see you guys

Wednesday 17 February 2010

i only slept 3 hours from 6am to 9am
then i got up went out with parents
well went to really many places
and many places were the first time i went no joke

went to inanam for breakfast
then was on a very long ride
went to tampuruli spanggar there
then went inside the sampa just to see the school inside there

*kids there have no clean white shirts to wear to school, how lucky we have clean ones*

after that, went to PLKN camp there
wasai it was so sucker than i known
no natural water there
and the lorry is used as a water tank to bring water from the city to there
see how dirty the water is
and the food also
and also many insects
luckily i dont have to participate XD

then, went to the crocodile farm there
mmmm adventurous
there have nearly 1000 crocodiles there
and also some places there very smelly
because of their sh-

and also went to the new IS buiding
so modern
and yeah i really forgot where i have gone today

so night im tired and a bit emo for no reason
muahahaha XD ==

Monday 15 February 2010

boring CNY

CNY is so boring man!
today just staying at home
watch tv
eat sleep shower
and watch tv
shienzzzzzzzz

anyway, i have slept really late these fews days
at 14/2 that night
i started online around 1am till 6am
then woke up at 10am
almost crazy
well i cant tell you what i was doing in the 5 hours
anything can happen in 5 hours lol

well i got nothing to say
just that
so happy CNY and belated happy Valentine's
i love you all
and you baby
take care xxx

Saturday 13 February 2010

the body shop day

i got back from wisma again
saw ah b with her mom.

finally i found a new pencil case after shopping the whole building [almost]
and i also wanted to buy a perfume o~

i was planning to buy after cny
use my ang pao $$$
but my mom said she could buy for me like credit sales
im gonna give her back the money

well i bought this :D
this is the new perfume..

it's rm85. with promotion 20% discount it costs rm 68.
so im gonna pay my mom back rm 68.

this is the whole set. if you buy the lotion and shower gel you'll get 50% discount.

since my skins are allergy i better dont buy.



this is the whole set. i wish i could buy all of them

if you are new member of the body shop then you can get a free make up within 1 month

so who wants to go just tell me.

i dont know if i go then probably will be like funny

because i dont really like make up stuff haha

so i got to go now see you tonight

Friday 12 February 2010

12.02.10

i got a new watch baby!! thanks dad mom everyone :D

well today im pretty tired.
i followed my dad went to the Rumah Bakti Harapan at Inanam there
this is actually a chang zhang yuan
we visited them and gave them some foods like that

*dad is pretty good mood today 0.0*

then we went to wisma to buy my bro's shoes
first, i saw pei ming and her friend gai gai
then i saw mimi hkl and ah b
oh my goodness they all got new hair styles wowww!! XD

i also saw tan jia yi and her cousin gai gai
and also chung ying selling 'kering daging'
haiz, lulu is in KL, felicia is Taiwan, chung ying is leaving for HK this sunday
Sam already in Kudat, pang pang already in Sandakan

see all gone.
but as long as im staying here XD

we went to dinner around 8pm
the foods arrived at 9pm
we finished around 10pm
i was so sleepy that i even slept in the restaurant
night!!

Thursday 11 February 2010

today's special

well, im bored at class
me, pang pang, sam and others were just keep talking something 18x
haha very fei lerr ==

and and, the new and simplified facebook's home page
hmmm not really know how to use it
i was like "umm where the account setting already a?"

recently, i have been providing homeworks for them
like the maths and the accouting homeworks
i even wrote 'copyright reserved' on my original papers
haha well funny i guess

i was a bit bad mood just now
because i slept around 6pm and then i had set the alarm at 7pm
i dont know who silent the alarm so i didnt wake up
then my dad woke me up at 9pm for dinner
and he always scolds me because of this!!
thank God i didnt get that gastric!
you just dont understand how much i scare and hate that gastric!!!!

well i got to go now and i love you :)
night night

Tuesday 9 February 2010

09.02.10 happy birthday!

oh no i forgot today is my mom's birthday
im not a good girl then
i didnt even wish her a happy birthday
didnt talk to her much

i love my mom. she's smart awesome great gorgeous mom ever!!
even im always not hear my mom's advice
and im always complain this complain that

and because of stresses
sometimes i have a bad temper
thousand apologies :(

well, thank you mom for preparing my breakfasts lunches dinner for years and years
thank you for everything that you have bought for me
im really appreciate it and last..

I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!!



Saturday 6 February 2010

6.02.10

oh man i got sunburnt!!!
especially my right hand
only my right hand huh?

i have done event caller for this 3 days
the easiest job i think
todays also the busiest day uh huh

hmm i wonder why there was 5 peoples in 4x100m event
i got timothe david mario ivan and nelvord
then i had to choose which 4 of them got to be choosed

so mario was not included in the event
haiz how sad
it was because he wanted the shoes but his legs were big size like me
and he didnt want to run without shoes
so he quited!! sad!!!

i interviewed timothe after he had finished the events
he totally pervert
how could he ran so fast
and he was about to break record but ummm forgot the reason lol

now i just realize junior students are so cute
cuz even we lost
but they still very high
and me too

i was so high i almost spoiled my image
but pity only got 30 mins to high
not enough

to b.h :
even we lost it, but like teachers say, the important thing is the process
and positions arent really important
so, stop crying
be strong!!
we are not always win, so we must learn how to lose

alright then, time for bed :)

Thursday 4 February 2010

first day of annual sport meet

just got back. wasai!!!
bring house really not easy huh
the weather is soo hot

got some problem with our marching
i think the people at the last row couldnt hear the voice
so um yeah not really tidy
but dont worry we have 2 more days to go!!

i love our dancing!!
actually, i saw 5 houses dancing
pink and blue house were most wacthable
cuz other houses's dancing just sui bian.
or maybe they are gonna give us a big surprise on sat? o.o

im a photograper of this 3 days
but i was doing an event caller job today
just took the book going around under the hot sun make me crazy!!!

yeah this is what happened today
so keep goin on people!!!
we have 2 more days to go :D


Wednesday 3 February 2010

we only left 8 hours before the game begins!

its the last day before sport days
um, nervous, scared, fears
they are so busy with house stuff
but im like nothing to do
i feel sorry for them.

well, one thing that i should be happy
i have passed with distinction in LCCI exam!!!!!
well, got to go now.
have to get an enough sleeping time
to fight for b.h tomorrow
add oil everyone!!!!

Sunday 31 January 2010

happy birthday boy! XD

keep moving people!
well, im bored, super boring sunday night.
you guys are tired of those marching and dancing.
im tired of my parents.

well, i was bad mood because ish!
I just hate it when you SHOUT my name while im sleeping.
cant you wake me up in a betterw ay??!!
since my brother has been studying here,
my mom is like everything about him needs me to manage!
man, can i handle this?

because of the house stuff, every breaks is so busy.
especially lollipop!
she's marching leader, everytime she's so busy, even in the class
so we're less talking these few days.

recently, im hanging out with some really crazy friends.
well they look like they have no fun to be with
but when you discover them
you'll see the sides of them you didnt know like wild sexy even more crazier than me XD

ohh yea, today is ____________ : ---

HAPPY 21th BIRTHDAY NIXON!! :D

Saturday 30 January 2010

PE lesson or PIANO lesson? XD

man whats wrong with my dear modem?
line not so good recently.
so thats why i must update blog as quickly as possible.

we had PE lessons today
and teacher gave us do our own things.
because of this. i was forced to play the piano at the hall.
man, just unbelieveable.
i mean it been a long time i havent played the song
why just now i could play
i know it was bit suck but i was trying my best :D

and yea, i dont know who said im grade 8
im not grade 8 bah. i got the diploma already! XD [you know im just kidding]
but i wish i can get the diploma.
it doesnt mean i must be a piano teacher in the future.
i just wanna get it for fun, shuang! XD

just now had my dinner around 8.30pm
because waited my mom dad this and that so..
i was sleeping then suddenly my dad shouted me,"dont want eat your dinner a?"
then i shocked, of course bit not so syok.
so bit moody, sorry!

yea well i gtg now dont miss me :p


Friday 29 January 2010

friday night

im here again
have you missed me? well i guess you have :p

yeah just the same, been so busy with house stuff
just now i was hearing and watching them discussing about the dancing part
lol everyone was so high
funny things laugh, not funny also laugh [like me]
well it is good isnt? XD

well thx God because i was fell asleep around 6pm
and when my mom tried to wake me up
i could get up!! lol
you know after the gastric happened
i am scared until now.
no matter how tired, i'll still go to eat first
and then sleep [pig!]

yea, my throat is still bit painful here
im trying my best to drink as much as water i can
yesterday was funny
i drank too many water till i felt i was so full ==

well, i got to go now
even im not sleepy
but im sure when i get up tomorrow morning
i'll be like awww nooo, my bed doesnt want me to leave :p
night

Tuesday 26 January 2010

dedicated to BH :)

just got back from dinner.
well, im so full, everytime when i want to eat the pan mian
before i eat, i get full ==
just now also.

oh well, we all has shared something on today english lesson
because our english teacher wanted us to
so, um yeah.
after the sharing,
im more understand my classmates :)

yea we can blue house.
i feel we're getting improved
so keep going. sports days is coming and will be finished soon :D
so everyone can get back to normal.

yea, this is what i want to say.
and, i really want to participate dancing and marching
it's last year man
but i cant due to my skin problem
so sorry BH

i feel good after telling you guys this just now.
thank you my mates and teacher for giving me the chance :)



Saturday 23 January 2010

its the last time!

hey guys. im pretty tired. my muslces are painful though.
if this time was not my last time, i wouldnt go either!
yeah, and we got no.5 in the cross country competition.
um not bac la, because we only have 1 junior one class.

actually, this is a nevermind to me.
because its only a competition
and of course we have no. 1 and the last one.

and i think the most important thing is not the position in a competition
but the co-operation.
im not saying the position is not important, it is less important comparing with the co-operation :)

and yeah, keep moving on all house
especially blue house :D

we had a lot of fun when cross country.
mimi and hkl always in front of me :p
come on admit it you guys have s short feet! :p

and yeah, time to rest now.
see ya :)

Thursday 21 January 2010

can you see what i see? :p

hi guys. im pretty good today for no reason. see how emo i am XD well its not a bad thing..

um actually i dont know what to say. also the same...everyday is the same... we keep doing the same thingso busy with our own house stuff. but i seem like im not? haha well, i dont have marching and dancing becauseof some reason.

well, im also trying my best to help my house. i've learnt a lot. really. the first time to bring house. also the last timeto bring house. so we got a short time to be co-operative person.

i've also learnt how to be patient. well you know im not really a patient person. we all been studying together not more thanhalf year, for even 1 month. because of this, i've learnt a lot. learnt how to control my mood. sometimes my physical body is tiredbut i cant show to everyone that im tired especially my parents. well im tired because of ive got many things to do.like i said, i not only have to manage my stuff but also my brother's stuff.

sometimes i have a bad temper [im emo person].but one thing, i have repeated so many times that: when im serious about something, dont joke with me!!! as the words say, everyone has their own style..your understanding will always be appreciated :)

i know you mayb guessing and thinking, "why she is saying this? whats wrong?" well, i have always wanted to say this, but it seems like bit wierd when i suddenly say this right? so, its the right time to say out here. yeah :)

Wednesday 20 January 2010

happy mood

cross country practice. so tired.
muscle also tired and painful.

actually i was not gonna online
but i wanted to check my mail
yes everyday i do checki my mail!!!

because of this, i have to online everyday
and one of the mail i must check and see
so i wanna get some mobile that got Wi-Fi
so that i'll be able to ONLINE without using pc
this is 21 century

fortunately, the person that i wanted to talk to was on the line
so we talked quite a lot like 3 hours
because i missed talking to that person
yeah so, the person has just left without telling me
so when the person gets online back, muahahha XD

well, the person is a secret. you'll never know who is the person
just secret!! XD
and sleep tight baby :)

Tuesday 19 January 2010

pointless dont see or u'll regret!

hey hey you you i dont like your girlfriend! XD
i was gonna update blog last night
but haiz people too missed me
when i online then just kept chatting till i forgot update XD

um well, nothing special recently
im just very very tired
cuz of _____ [shhh! it's a secret baby!]

so, back to the point
im gonna go to IS after UEC
actually, i want to study some course, i have found the information
but then, suddenly told me that i have to go to IS
i was a bit shocked

if i really go to IS,
then should i take the IELTS test this year?
if i really go to IS to study A-Level or another diploma
then where should i continue my uni life?
my dad just chout me
kept saying "if you dont learn how to cook how to wash clothes a, then you want burger everyday or you want bring your mom to there?" [good idea! ... ==]
haiz, i no rasa already

well, im sorry i keep saying this topic recently
well it is really messed me up!
i keep thinking this question
because i dont want to study IS
but it is better to go to IS IF i want to overseas
if i overseas, then i'll live alone then :(

ok well, i think this is the problem that cant be sloved in 2 3 days
but i'll wait.
wait till its over.
because i know it'll over.
its just a matter of time.

good day :)

Sunday 17 January 2010

moody nasty emo

man im so ______
my mood is so super mega complicated these few days
well honestly

at school, i seem like im ok
yes im really ok
but at home
oh man!! my mood is killing me ==

oh well...

i just came back from math tuition
yup my only sunday afternoon is gone
well the math teacher was a funny person
just laughing laughing there
and just did 10 questions in 3 hours XD

so thats all for today.
im gonna sleep soon so bye :)

Saturday 16 January 2010

A-Level, can i have the chance not to take it?

um um um well im so tired
but still i wanna update blog

oh well, was just talking to my parents
well the same topic again ==
at first, i was just asking my dad if he wanted me to take the IELTS test
and then dont know why..
changed the topic to what should i study

well i still dont know yet :(
i wonder why my dad wants me go for A-Level
i was trying to explain to him that
if you study senior 3, then you NOT need go for A-Level again
its just more or less the samething, isnt?
uh huh!

well, i cant blame on my dad
i know he cares me he loves me
but erm dont know lah
so the conclusion is, i also dont know man!!
i know its just so confusing
oh God help me !!! T.T
i just dont want study A-Level
1. it's wasting time
2. it's wasting $$$$
3. i cant fine any reason to study A-Level when i have got my UEC certificate

so...??

and, im talking to some guy on fb that i dont know at all
you know first thing he said to me was, ...
"hey hey you you i dont like your girlfriend"
lol i really zha dao.
so the whole conversation of us is like lyrics conversation

well its time for me to sleep sooon
bye xx






it's saturday baby

i was updating blog yesterday night like 10.30pm
andthen suddenlt no current
but fortunately i just wrote something that seemed like super emo
so it didnt a matter to me

and and, well i got nothing to say really
cuz im very sleepy
now, im on facebook
and i hate it when im busy and the facebook chat there keep going out a new conversation window !!!

and ah!! i miss talking to someone
but because of i slept late and got up late
probably the person went offline already
sorry!! T.T

*well but im not tryng to get into any relationships ok *

tomorrow have PE lesson again
sigh man can we cancel the PE lessons Mr. Yee? XD
sweet dreams :)

Wednesday 13 January 2010

hey guys
tomorrow is cross country practice
and im not participating T.T

pls pls believe me
i want to go
but my mom said, gastric ache o, how to run
and this and that

so, but i promise you guys
you'll see me on 23/1
if i dont have any problems hopefully :)

so if you dont see me on 23/1
just kill me
its very easy for you guys to do right? XD

ok im up late now
so see you guys
and im very happy today :D :D

Tuesday 12 January 2010

dont know what is this!

oh man im tired!!
and i got gastric ache again ==
hope im getting better

everyone of us is so busy with our house stuff
um well im just busy at school [make pom pom] sometimes
keep moving!!! :D

its just jan
new year hasnt come yet
but i feel like exam is coming soon ==
im not giving you stress
but the truth it is
so....

man im really tired, plus i got many many things to do
the speech, bk, memorize the puisi
ahh!!

and i have just took some quiz to shuang xia:---

今年情人節你會怎樣過?!

50% 在外國旅遊中, 發生浪漫異地戀...
22% 和一大班朋友, 慶祝光棍生活, 玩通宵...
15% 你討厭的人向你表白哦~~ 救命~!!!
9% 情人悉心地為你安排了浪漫的慶祝活動~!
3% 沒什麼特別, 和平常一樣地過~
1%你心儀的人向你表白哦~ 幸福 ^ ^


very very right!
this is how i met him man! XD
not 50 but 100%%% :p

k lah, i shuang enough already
so its time for me to do my homeworks
TATA!

Monday 11 January 2010

gastric ache, hope it is going away

hey hey!
i was going to update blog yesterday
but haiz...

yesterday was too tired so i slept around 6.30pm
and then i thought i would wake up at 8pm
who knew, when i got up it was likw 10.35pm

no one woke me up man T.T
i woke up not because of i hungry or what
it was because gastric ache
haiz!!

ya i know, it was like i wanted to bring some problem to myself
but i really really very tired
tired till i would rather went to bed instead of taking my dinner

so when i went to bed from 11pm till the morning 5am
i can tell you that i didnt really have a good enough sleep
even i was asleep but my stomach very painful
pain till i couldnt sleep
honestly i even cried T.T
you know its just sooo painful
i vomited, this and that blablabla

what i can say is, it was scary!! T.T

i was planning not going to school today
but i wanted to go
so yeah i did XD

but thx God that i didnt vomit or want go to toilet or what :D
hoping tomorrow i'll be getting better
i promise myself i'll take my breakfast, lunch, dinner ON time!!!!

so yeah, its time for me to sleep now so see ya bye ;)

Saturday 9 January 2010

Love is in the air~

hey im here again
just came back gtom the wedding dinner
what i can say is, LOVE is in the air~ XD

you know from the beginning till the end
they got people sang all LOVE songs
mostly old style one
only one new style that i knew is, Hatin' In the Club-Rihanna
only this i knew man!
actually i was a bit bored.

then, the bridge and groom's both parents sang the song named 'The Wedding' to thier son and daughter
andthen the bridge and groom started walking slowly from the back to the front
that was the most romantic moment!

and the bridge and groom sang the chinese love song
umm, wang li hong and S.H.E sang
yeaa that song
two of them were just so nejoyed singing the love song
and me blur blur

and i've thought about something too XP
well you should know what ive thought
yeah, the main character was not me lol.

people always ask my photos of me and him
sorry man i cant post here or on facebook
just because i dont want people feel like im showing off to them even im not
but who knows

if you wanna know
then just see who's my future husband is.
nobody knows only God knows.

and and... one thing,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY AHMAT!! XD
got to bed soon
very tired man
night :)

untitled

it's the 1st saturday 2010!
well umm just that
tired + busy

um, i dont know why our class is combined to mimi their class
of course got good and bad sides
the good side is wow its the first time, so many peoples at one classroom XD
bad side is ummmmmm toooo noisy and couldnt even hear what the teacher was teaching
but nevermind, ABC is easy, at least easier than business statistics :)

today we had 2 periods of english lesson
um bit boring
cuz the teacher was like, "Ok class, read one more time from 1 to 10.."
dont you figure out it is like going back to primary school? XD

and when acc lesson
i was almost didnt pay attention
well she just used power point explaining this and that and just gave us 1 excersice to do
acc lesson should do more practices but not just using power point to teach man

haha. i got lots of opinoins man, isnt a good thing, is it? XD

and one thing i MUST complain is my sweet chinese teacher ==
she is sooo fan ><
its only jan man

and i havent write the speech
so gtg nw and have a wedding dinner tonight
hope its not as boring as i think

and maybe i will update blog after i get back home tonight
so see you guys! :)

Friday 8 January 2010

sleepy zzz

today just the 5th day school reopened
chun gu already asked us to write a speech
during the 1st period, she just kept kept talking like chinise education and uec bla bla bla
BORING till me and loli changed our focus points to the beautiful house out there

and...
i want MATH tuition ahhh!!
even its hard but, haiz at least i wont give up :)

tomorrow pe lesson
uh huh!
just hate it cuz have to change sport shirt

whatever, i m extremely sleepy now
and almost dont know what im writing here
so night

Thursday 7 January 2010

busy + tired but happy

hey guys.
its been long time didnt update blog
missed me? XD

well im just too tired.
i'm managing those schoo stuff, tuition stuff
not only mine, but also my brother
ahhh!

currently, im so busy with house stuff also
well you know this and that
plus our class is quite less people like 33

today we had house meeting
actually i was supposed to bring the senior 1
but then michelle asked me to accompany her plus they lacking people
so i went to junior 2

walao, the way they talk seem a bit rude man
they like spread 'cold water' ==
ont of the little boy calls cheng jia hao
when we said we had to go to CCA 7th
then he started to complain this complain that
he was like, "why? why we have to follow you? why? tell me why?...."

i know its normal, in the past we were also like this XD

now i just realized to be a senior 3 student
really not easy
ok whatever, its time to bed now
so night!! :)

Monday 4 January 2010

school reopened yay

oh my im so tired.
finally, school has reopened
so how's that? :)

well, mine not bad
umm bit still have something i want to complain ..
the classroom very high xia
IS toilet bit scary xia
whatever, im gonna stay here for 10 months almost 1 year

and and... ahhh!!
my chinese is going to be teached by chun gu!!!
ABC and B. Statistics is the new teacher Mr.Ho
dont know he tiam or not ler~
hopefully lah

i wonder why people saw me today
they told me like, "look at front while driving"
ahh lol
thank you for your concern
next time when i practice driving i'll always remember this XD

11pm already
must sleep soon so nightzz
sure see you guys tomorrow XD

Sunday 3 January 2010

the day before school reopen, so.. :D or T.T ??

tomorrow school reopen.
dont know what's my mood now
happy? cuz finally can see your face? XD
sad? cuz cant sleep late

i just recieved a call from jackie
he asked when we start bk tuition
so if you guys want tomorrow
then just call me

*i wonder why i also been called to do this ==*

and yeah,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO GCC!!! :D
yup, it's the 16th anniversary to our church
um um, think i should sleep early
you know whenever i sleep
tomorrow you must see me sleeping XD
so, dont on facebook lo
one day not on will die meh?
this is what i always tell myself
especially the exam months XD
good night!! :)

Saturday 2 January 2010

I'm a Scary Driver!

its the 2nd day of 2010.
how's your day going? :)

well, i went to bengkel with loli
it was so hard for me to get up at 7am
dont know how can i get up at 5am when school reopen T.T

the bengkel was soo boring
even better than last time law lesson
but still ...
fortunately i brought jelly belly
muahaha XD

and abt 2.30pm like that
i started to drive!!
as normal i was so nervous
cuz i never thought the uncle would ask me first
i wanted loli 1st so that at least i could see how loli drived
not bad bah, loli pro
at least better than me
i just kept mati-ing enjin XD

so, im really improving!!
hope i can get P license within this year.

and yeahh, one thing
i never seen so many kancil at 1 place
many kancil going around.
they drived the car made me felt scary
but then, me also.

so the uncle and loli very lucky lah,
could see how i drove
and i was laughing while driving at the same time
just funny.

bcuz of the bengkel
i couldnt come to church
so my sister just called me and she upgraded me
to become usher teams manager
something like that

*you may not understand, just congratulate me then! XD*

that's all for today.
and sleep early so bye your tail!!

Friday 1 January 2010

still NEW YEAR!!

hey hey!
its the 2nd post of 1/1/10! XD

well, went to city mall just now
i was going to buy some stationary at popular
but it off today

so, we just went here went there
actually my school bag a bit rosak sudah
then my mom saw some bag at bingo
and so she bought for me
thank you mom!! :D

actually, it doesnt look like a school bag
looks like more like shopping bag
anyway you'll see it this coming monday
school reopen!! ><

and i bought jelly belly
so the whole day just eating this
also for tomorrow bengkel lesson

its late here
actually im not going to online tonight
but i want to update blog

so thats all for today.
night :)