today, something happened
i got his message wrote :[ ♥ ...
i asked what happened
he said that i didnt know what happened
and he said i left him for someone else.
*oh he thought i was serious with john* lol
but then he was asking me wanna get back to him
like i always say "once i turn around im not coming back"
i dont know how to do man!
he asked me if i still love him and i said i think so
he gave me the same answer when i asked him sooo...
should i get back to him?
or just leave him alone?
i wish i could leave him alone
but you know its easy to say hard to do
and oh im trying dont really care about it
i know i have got to make a decision
but just.. sigh its complicated
oh well i really dont know what to do
i need time :)