Tuesday 30 June 2009

dont ask anything!

this midnight, getting more and more lonely :( i have been trying sooo hard just to get into sleep. sigh. i dont know whats wrong la man, not school pressure, not parents problem, haiz dont know me la, ugh.

i just saw someone blog, 1st term TOP STUDENT x bf's blog! watching their SWEET pics there, seem havin soo much fun. but why they broke up ler?? haiz so sad. not just this case, but i saw many many cases they are like that. they love each others, because of their parents or some reasons they have to break up! sighh.

like me, why the person i love lives in another country? this love is so hard. more than you know man. and lagi, my parents dont know i have a bf outside, they say: dont marry an european guy lagi, so whats wrong with falling in love with an european guy?? give me a good reason thanx.

actually, i want to give up le T.T {cant imagine i wanna give up}, nt b'cuz of distances, but this year-SPM year! should put all my efforts on my studies, but, i love him so much and he does so, why i have to give up someone who i love so much ler? maybe i cant find again if i give up him.

why those peoples who love their bf/gf cant be together?? WHY???

sigh. i am super emo after writing this = = and pls, jangan peduli saya. terima kasih.

Monday 29 June 2009

spm cancelled!

today i received msg, someone sent me saying :-

spm this year has been cancelled. for more information, please login to www.stopdreamingandstudy.com.

then i thought it was real, but i XXXXXX. i forwarded to another girl. she told me she really searched that website LOL. really zha dao.

if you believe me then you're really a fool. hahax.

Sunday 28 June 2009

mixed post

today stay at home the whole day...almost. got up abt 7am dont know for what. really super boring aaaaaa. today 28/6, oh no! his b'day is coming-after 1 month. but i still havent start prepare...... ahh!

last time i asked him, what you want to be your b'day gift, he said he wanted a MIC, so we can talk on the mic, feel like we are really together... i am happy for that :D but i didnt get my mic yet. ouwwwwww.....

i want to get a MIC as soon as possible man. i dont want let him disappointed on me. if i get a MIC, what will i talk to him ler? i know i will LAG cuz quite long time didnt talk to him. agh, dont even know what to say lerr....

you know, we should always be thankful to those peoples who love us like your bf/gf. seriously. because:-

...he gives you the feeling of being loved :)...
...he lets you understand what is LOVE :) ....an amazing stuff....
...he loves you for no reason at all...
...he wants to spend his life with you, you should pround of it...
so, if someone you really in love with, pls dont give up on him.
also, if someone chasing you who you know he is real serious abt you, pls dont give up.

Saturday 27 June 2009

PTS's day

today slept at 3am and got up around 9.30am...felt like dieing now == i guess everyone also...PTS'S DAY A~~ i arrived there almost 10.30am, uumm....only had 1 parents there lol {ting ting's mama} ....

when my mom talked to that teacher, they were so cooperation. i just sitting there acting like a doll listening them talking blablabla.....uumm, actually i already see the result at friday... cuz i couldnt wait to know...erm, not bad la, only SCI!!!! got 64 T.T last year i got at least 70++ de lo...

and CCA marks also, haiz this one so sad. cuz i got 1 time didnt come to club and 4GOT.............. my marks supposed to be 80, nw only 72. so sad. how could this happened to me le?? sigh.

i dont know how was ur results of u all, if u passed...you should be happy cuz at least you didnt fail. if u failed... study harder and harder till you get a GOOD results, show that you CAN. all the best :)

Wednesday 24 June 2009

GIRLS need a BF like him!

this post is for GIRLS:

please be cherrish to those guy that

1. cried in front of you.

2. kisses you with meaning.

3. hugs you when you're sad.

4. calls you make sure you got home safe.

5. told his secrets to you.

6. always hugs you for NO reason at all.

7. prays that you're happy even you're not with him.

8. would give his seat up for you.

9. tried to show how much he cared you through every word and every breath.

10. holds hand with you.

11. tell you you're beautiful no matter what.

12. would sit and wait you for hours just to see you for 10 mins.

13. would give his jacket up for you.

14. would not force you do what you don't want to do.

15. just wants to CUDDLE and LOVE you for NO reason.

Girls need a BF like him! This is what a BF should do, he won't blame it b'cuz he LOVES you.

Tuesday 23 June 2009

attention!!

today so boring, talking to those peoples, always ask me questions de, lazy answering them, i am BORED. i hate them when they ask me questions below:

1. what you doing?

2. you busy?

3. are you horny?

4. are you bisexual?

5. do u have bf? (if i say yes, they ask what do i do with him == ; if i say no, they'll ask me why i dont have one...)

6. do u have cam or pics?

7. what would u do if i was there with you right now?

8. have u ever kissed a girl? ( i am forced to be kissed kan darling XD)

9. are you virgin?

10. you missed me? ==

so, pls dont ask me those question i listed above. or keep asking the same question. or ask me something that you already know. THANX! :D

Thursday 18 June 2009

my results

argh!! my results T.T not so bad but also not so good like nothing == last time my sej got 64 de lo, now 60 :( and CHINESE!!!!! last time i 80 now 65 T.T my maths also not bad, improved from 22 to 36, better than last time la even also FAILED. and.....my bm, last time i got 30++ now 50 haha :D T.T

my bm, haiz, last time 30++ now 50. am guk (not chinese). only 10 marks o!!! i only FAILED 3 subjects, lowest is maths haiz. my eko scored 43, u seeeee, last time i got 20++ now 43 :D == since senior 1, i never past my MATHS and BM, even junior also. why? T.T last year i scored 75++ for eko de lo, now the DUT teacher teaches me, i got 43 ONLY :(

very fortunately, i PASSED my science :D but only 60 aweee :( studied so hard, only got 60. SIGH. and my comp 68 o... if my maths got 68, i would be super happy really. i studied so hard but still couldnt pass, it doesnt mean i'm USELESS. i was just didnt study smart. *Mr.POONG said that.

the highest is GEO :DD i never thought my essay scored FULL MARK la. HAHA. well, im not showing off to u == i also never thought that, my geo higher than my bk, but only 2 marks lol.
my commerce got 89 last time, now 72!! why o?? :( tell me why, i didnt study hard enough???

when we take the results? haiz, need to worry again whether i FAIL or PASS :(

almost 2am, bye bye la...




Friday 12 June 2009

to u my bf

To the guy that confesses himself as my bf :

you seem so busy these few days, even back home also need to bing the report to do.

BUT, u knw, even u didnt come home online, i also miss u, i nvr 4get u. im not that kind of girl

that love her bf only whn she is with him!!! U signed in jz nw, i was so happy, hopin' 2 tlk 2 u

more. BUT, d 3rd things u asked me was, "so how's ur french bf?" whn i heard this u know i

was sooo hurt T.T. a real sad. maybe u're too sensative, u knw u're not the 1st time lk this,

BUT, 2 persons together should have confidence inside each other!!!

U told me many times u luv me, n yeah so do i? we mean it. we can share anything lk u said.

i tell u abt d french boy, b'cz i dont want 2 hide anything behide from u, i knw u dont like it.

2 persons together should be honest to others. so i told u abt d french boy, u KNEW he

wasnt my bf but YOU!!! thn jz nw, y u asked me hws my french bf??? SO SAD. Ive bn tellin

u so many times, no matter what happens, u're not gonna lose me. YES REALLY. u knw u n

him are really diff. i rather have u in my life. no matter wht they did (guys), they can nvr

replace u. i try already. I WANT U 2 KNW THT!!! wht i promised u i will make it comes true!!

thxx 2 b my bf, let me knw d feeling of being loved n cared even u're not here with me, bt u

gv me a REAL TRUE LOVE, tht kind of luv is much more REAL thn stanley gave me even he

lives here. u're the boy i love the most, no one can replace u in my heart. I LUV U...

ur gf


oh thxx blogger!!! b'cuz of u letting me wrote down my feeling, i feel much better nw.

blogger: "u're welcome sofia."

lol XD

Wednesday 10 June 2009

tag

1. First thing you wash in the shower? hand

2. What colour is your favourite hoodie? never use that

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? confirm XD

4. Do you plan outfits?sometimes

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? not really :(

6. What’s the closest thing to you that's red? the angpao lol

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having. i dreamed abt.......forgot

8. Did you meet anybody new today? no

9. What are you craving right now? wishing i could help him....................

10. Do you floss daily? u think i know flossing?

11.What comes to mind when I say cabbage? yuckk ==

12. Are you emotional?yeah

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?.....999...1000! done them XD

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick? i prefer lick ice cream

15. Do you like your hair?if my hair is dyed....

16. Do you like yourself? yeah im special :D

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? i would ask him to go to meet Obama with me

18. What are you listening to right now? you're so beautiful.......

19. Are your parents strict?depends on which section

20. Would you go sky diving?i would if u gave me this chance

21. Do you like cottage cheese? i guess

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?yeah

23. Do you rent movies often?i dont see movie

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?no

25. How many countries have you visited? 2 or 3

26. Have you made a prank phone call?of cuzz

27. Ever been on a train?yeah

28. Brown or white egg?white

29.Do you have a cell/mobile phone?yeah

30. Do you use chopsticks?not much

31. Do you own a gun?i wish if i could maybe to have it

32. Can you use chopsticks?yeahhhhhh

33. Who are you going to be with tonight?alone :(

34. Are you too forgiving?yeah

35. Ever been in love?yeah

36. What is/are your best friend(s) doing tomorrow? ask them

37. Ever had cream puffs?yeah

38. Last time you cried?aiya....forgot

39. What was the last question you asked?see above

40. Favourite time of the year?after spm

41. Do you have any tattoos?nope

42. Are you sarcastic? lol no

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? i see the word of "The Butterfiy Effect"

44. Ever walked into a wall?no thats stupid action

45. Favourite color?allll....except red ==

46. Have you ever slapped someone?lol no im not that rude

47. Is your hair curly?i dont like curly hair

48. What was the last CD you bought?i never buy a CD

49. Do looks matter?if u were a model, then looks is really matter

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?yes but i wouldnt never trust him/her again

51. Is your phone bill sky high?yeah the house one

52. Do you like your life right now?yeahhhhh

53. Do you sleep with the TV on?if u buy me a tv i would

54. Can you handle the truth?yeah

55. Do you have good vision?not really

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?like of cuz

57. How often do you talk on the phone?not much

58. The last person you held hands with?him

59. What are you wearing? my t-shirt

60.What is your favourite animal? katak XD

61. Where was your default picture taken at?my room

62. Can you hula hoop?no

63. Do you have a job? nope

64. What was the most recent thing you bought?my lunch

65. Have you ever crawled through a window?no...

tagged:
lolo, leonard, reila, HKL, joie....

Tuesday 9 June 2009

worrying

It's not much time we have together.
I don't know where i go to continue my uni-life, but sure i have to go overseas.
I should be happy cuz i am havin' this chance to study more, gettin' a higher education.
But u know, i don't even know how to cook an egg or maggi or whatever....
How i survive?? ....if i live alone there, lagi kasian....
My parents, especially my dad acts like a garrulous person to me ==
sayin'-
Dad : "sofia!!! i ask u to cook and u go online??"
Me: "i really don't know how to cook ma... =="
Dad: "learn la!!! if someday i send u to another country then u must mati"
Me: "==... yala yala...mati..then go heaven ==..."
Dad: "if u dont know cook...ur future bf also dump u la..."
Me: "before he dump me, i will dump him de....and i'll make sure my bf knows how to cook"
He zha dao ...yay!!! .... now my mum also T.T
I'm not interesting in cooking so that's why i don't learn.

Monday 8 June 2009

pointless post

Radio City Music Hall


World Financial Centre

Times Square



Bridge in *******

********** skyline


Camden Maine


Flat Iron Buidling



The Chrysler Building


Grand Central


Narrow Bridge
now
tell me
where's the places is.
don't answer:
somewhere in the world

european guy learns chinese

Let me show you how an European learns Chinese language in 5 mins :

1) That’s not right........ Sum Ting Wong

2) Are you harbouring a fugitive... Hu Yu Hai Ding

3) See me ASAP..... Kum Hia Nao

4) Stupid Man..... Dum Fuk

5) Small horse... Tai Ni Po Ni

super borken ==

Thursday 4 June 2009

maybe i should not commend this

tuesday night 11:56pm .. i commented my status:


i'm learn' to speak broken italian language

then 5 peoples commented me ==



Daniel: wow..cool sia..

Sofia: u want to learn find me then XD i'll speak in italian language u never heard b4 hehe

Daniel: hahahaha... okok..

Jade: daniel sen ka

Daniel: -.-... u la.. sen ka and 8!!!

Sofia: lol

Jade: =.= you so bad oweys bully me one..not gentlement at all!!

Daniel: i think u mean not gentlemen.... -.-....

Jade: Whatever..heng!!

Daniel: ala... ^^

Jade: u don come bak kk!! u come bak baru kau tau!!

Daniel: hahahahahahaha!!! THen i will go back... wait me ya..^^

Sofia: oops jade :)

Jade: ya u becareful

Daniel: hehe.. im not scare... and i will always welcome u.. must find me wor.. ^^ Muah!!!

Sofia: lol daniel

Jade: =.= u stop lcly there=.= sorry sofia daniel is kacau kacau+ing

here...i will stop him..this monkey too naughty.. escape from the zoo...


Ivy: hey sofi...hmm...who is this daniel??..ur boy???.hahah...anyways, good luck wf ur lang..


Daniel: Cheh.. if i am really monkey a.. u oledi no hair liao lo!!!

WUUAAAAAAAAAAAKAKAKAKAKAKAKKAAKAKAK!!!!!!!!! don be act good ppl

la.. help ppl wa.... -.-


Daniel: -.-.. im not her boy la. just friends....

Jade: =.= =.= =.= swt.. fine u win. speechless. u really not gentlemen

atall. cham..why i got such fren.


Ivy: ops..my bad...:(..heheh

Daniel: HAHAHAHAHAHA... u got me is your luck OK!!!!! Don blame

yourself bcos of me...^^


Daniel: pity sofia... email spamming....

Sofia: lol he's not my boy boy la lol

Sofia: lol its ok jade take care of urself :)

Jade: LOL my email spamming too..

Daniel:I told her oledi.... k la.. i sleep lo... have a fun chat u guys... good

night sofia and her fren... and haiz.... don even want to greet le.... -.-

haiz... k la... good night J...A......de.... Cho....ng.... haiz.. so hard...


Jade: thanks dear sofia =)

Sofia: lol yeah lots of spamming email .. all abt facebook

Jade: omg too bad!!! u too badd!!!

Sofia:lol ok good night daniel :)

Leong: ciao....

Sofia: ciao :)

Leong: buona notte...

Sofia: Avete intenzione di male? in modo veloce

1 status 36 comments (if u bored u can count whethere its 36 comments or not XD)

Wednesday 3 June 2009

if i were a pastor lol

i cried so much that night when i watched the video abt Jesus Christ died on the

cross, i felt the love of God. i realized that no matter what happens, God promises

He always by my side. that kind of feeling is much more different than everyone tell

me cuz God is God and we just human. when Jesus was on the way to the place that

he was go'n to die there (he already hinted very seriously and could really saw His

internal organs but those peoples still forcing Him to walk with the cross), He saw

His mother and He said, "see, mother, I make all things new." i was like Oh my..., i

cried so much cuz i didn't know what for. we are just sinners, we are not worth He

died for our death.


He makes all things new b'cuz of He died for our sins, so we don't need to die on the

cross. B'cuz of His rose again, we can have hopes. B'cuz of he still alive, He promises

He will help us when we get in troubles. we just have to accept Him, confess He is

the Son of God, is that so hard to do?



many peoples go to night clubs, they spend all $$$ there, get drunk juz to find what

we have.


they finding someone who can really love them care them. but after the night, they

got headache cuz they drank too much beers. Go'n to church, it's diff, cuz u wont

feel headache the nxt day, and u can find the love, peace and hope. only God can

gv us everything we are looking for.


Hell is created to the devil not us, when you die, u'll stand b4 God, and He will ask

you a question, "why should i let you enter heaven?" and what u gonna say? ei, im

postin' this not forcing or calling u guys accept Jesus a XD just feel like i need to

post here cuz its super important.


i was not a holy christian, i didnt care abt holy cuz i didnt know who am i like the

pastor said. now i know who am i, listen, u are borned for a reason - to be a world

changer. u need to find out who u r and u'll knw ur future. man its super important.

don't waste ur life time anymore.



there's only 3 types of peoples in the world:


1. peoples that make things happen


2. peoples that watch things happen


3. peoples that ask "what happen?"



if u want to find out who u r, u should know who created u. tell u, God created u.

God is awesome, his chidren also awesome God is powerful and we also powerful.

I do speak like a pastor lol