Monday 31 August 2009

Online People on Facebook

Online People on Facebook

hey guyss. how you doing in holidays?? well, i was not doing ok. i was sick and i couldnt go out do projects. that was soo suxx. now i'm ok. thank u God :)

i just found this pix. it means something, just for those people who just broke up with their gfs/bfs.

...make sure you read every sentences...



Sunday 30 August 2009

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My MATHEMATICAL FUNCTION :-
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Thursday 27 August 2009

A Powerful Prayer

“This is my Bible. I am what it says I am. I have what it says I have. I can do what it says I can do. Today I will be taught the word of God. I boldly confess my mind is alert, my heart is receptive; Ill never be the same. In Jesus name, God bless you.” - Joel Osteen

wedding day 250809 :DDD

Hey you :D I’m pretty good mood today :DDD today’s 250809. My wedding day HAHAHA. Well, I’m serious. Just now chatted with him. I was supposed to sleep early but since he was on there, so I talked to him. finally he got back from Virginia haha. I’m so happy :DDDD

I was sooo tired but still I talked to him. he told me what had happened in Virginia. And yeah… of course told me that he loves me lol :p he shared his dream to me, it was like :-

I was out at the jobsite one night until 11:30 PM and i was so tired I fell asleep at the desk
when I fell asleep that night I dreamed about u and I dreamed we were getting married lol
when I woke up my head was lying on the desk and it was so real i was like OMG
i heard u say the wedding vows
it was like real
we got married on a beach
u were wearing a veil covered in purple flowers
we were both wearing white

haha. I was so happy. Actually, this is what I always dream about! :DDD yeah, maybe you think I’m crazy. And YES! I can tell you I’m crazy for him!!!

from now on, he is my naughty sweet awesome husband :DDDD and I’m his sweet deliceous wonderful lovely awesome wife.

this was written by himself i just copied and pasted.

sick

hellooo :) got up super early like 7am. you know why?? cuz i was not feeling well yesterday..normail enteritis like indisgestion. vomitted about 4 times, it was like dying.

just now aet some maggi, only a few but i couldnt finish. that means i havent 100% healed la :( i'm so poor :( i was supposed to go to school yesterday. but i really couldnt! sorry lolo :(

so, only lolipop and eason did the project. :(

Monday 24 August 2009

i love u

finally he got on line.
talking to him, makes me happy.
i'm so happy. i can't sleep.
this pic shows what i feel inside right now.
I love u more than mostest!
i just got fiona's message. she told me she's leaving for America with her mom this friday. so sad.

and my friends they are leaving for Malacca today! attending 54 Christ (Fight For Christ). actually, i was planning to go, but i need studying. so i just....

Jay Koopman.

this pic was taken during Extra Ordinary Conference which held on 28-31/5/09.

...miss those days...

even tired, but worth it.

when i look at this pic, i remember what he said the funny joke :D

and telling me that

I'm EXTRA ORDINARY!!

Sunday 23 August 2009

To you my lovely mom

my mommy. i love you. sorry i have never said even this 3 words -i love you to you. you still love me. sorry everytime you talk to me, i think you're annoying me. i'm sorry. so sorry mommy.
i am a cool person. i dont show my love easily to others in a direct way. you know mommy, i always want to hug you. so tight. but, i cant put down my faces. sorry mommy. even just a hug i cant give you. just now when you cryin', i just sit beside you and i wanted to hug you.
cuz when im in exam weeks. when i cant study well. when i cry. you hug me, tell me keep on moving forwards. thank you mommy. i love you. just now i hugged you. you know i felt so good. even just 5 mins.
what you have sacrificed for me and this family. i know. i do really know. so i always try to get good results to make you happy. everything will be ok mom. i promise i will always take good care of myself.
when i overseas. i will make sure everything is fine. i just have not more than 3 years before i leaving for another countries. i will be cherrish to you, everyone of my parents. and my friends. to me, everyone of you can't be forgotten.

my only sunday

Today morning got up about 7am. was preparing go to church. I had a very good morning. when got back home about 1pm. then, i prayed, bathed and i studied! my uncle told me that relaxing has no benifits for me. b'cuz of this, i was studying Economics the whole afternoon! wow XD but only chp 1. even just chp 1, it took me 3 hours to complete. this is for my som revision. of course i should spend more time on it! i had my dinner about 8pm. after that, i went back do my own stuff, and my dad....kept asking me to watch tv about taiwan news. you know my chinese sucks, you still..... SIGH!! and....bad things occured! sorry bad ><

this is my sunday, my only 23/8/29 sunday.

Friday 21 August 2009

happy mood

finally, i got your offline messages. what i need to say is, i'm totally in love with you!
you cant never be forgotten in my life!
you always remind me to study well,
and i will!
i promise you.
i'll get myself to study in America.
same country
same city
same town
with you.
i'm willing to sacrifice my sleeping time to study.
you know why?
cuz i wanna study in america.
this is one of my wishes.
my life happy bacause of you.
i love you!!

Thursday 20 August 2009

this post is dedicated to you my love

baby, thanx for being my boyfriend
I happy when you tell me how much you love me
I happy when you tell me how you escape from metting your boss then come back to home just to talk to me
I happy when we spend our time together
I happy when I chatted with you from midnight till the morning like 6 hrs. we didnt sleep. You worth it

I happy when i asked you "if you just had me for 30 secs, what would you do to me?" you told me, "i would hug you andthen tell me how much i love you"
I happy when you talk to me even you're very busy with your works. even you just online for 1 mins, that's really enough for me.
I happy when you tell me i'm the girl that you want to spend your life with
I happy when you tell me that we both were made for each others
I happy when you tell me you wanna get married with me
I happy for what you have sacrificed for me
I happy when you still believe me i'm serious about you when you can't be here
I happy when you tell me that you'll try your best to make my dreams come true
I happy when you protect me from peoples that trying to be harmful to me
I happy when you hug me so tight
I happy when you tell me last night you were holding your pillow and wishing it was me
I happy when you show your super good humor to me
I happy when you tell your friends that i'm your girlfriend
I happy when you say you like talkin to me
every thing that what you've done for me, i'll never forget.
maybe you're not my future husband, but you will be the boy i love the most in my heart ever!
I LOVE YOU BABY!

Wednesday 19 August 2009

to anyone who wants to end up their lifes

now i know, something that has changed can never go back to the past. and, something, i'm waiting it coming.
oh well, forget it. i just wanna tell you that, commit suicide is the most stupid thing in the world. stupid than dudes 1000 times. do you know why peoples got their mindset like this? like killing thelselves.
they think dieing is the best method at all. this is because inside them are like empty. they feel their lifes are meaningless. dunno what's the future headings. yeah, i can understand.
whatever, please don't do stupid thing, cuz you're not stupid. God gave life to you, you should be cherrish to it.
Learn to LOVE YOUR LIFE friends!
remember: you don't own authority to end up your life, unless you give your life to yourself.

Tuesday 18 August 2009

the day after exams

my goodnessss, today totally another bad day :(((( finally, teacher gave back my accounting exam paper. what the heck, i got 49.5%, plus correction only 54.5% over 100% how come i got this marks?

even only 10 students passed, but this marks really out of my mind was thinking. i was thinking i would get at least 50% above, then i got this..... i was just trying to forget this sadness thing. dont care!!

and yeah, not only acc i failed, i also failed on my BM, i got 38 out of 100% wow! actually, i'm sad.

while BM lesson, we all talking, teacher didnt teaching too. i talked with fern and shien. you know what was our discussion topic? BOYFRIENDS :D

yeah, we were discussing this. like what type of boyfriend you wish you had, what you want him to wear when you both go out together like that. it was so funny haha. and of course, we talked about Michael.

like how did i feel when we kissed, first kiss! oops XD i was a lil bit shy hehe. after our discussion, i felt more better. at least i could forget something apart from my results.

besides, i miss Michael so much. we are like lost connections even one day not talking to him. it's like killing me you know. this is what i wrote last midnight:-

umm..well, my relationship, oh God! save me :( im not ok. if we lived in same country, how great our lifes would be? what i wish right now is, i need make sure my studies doing ok, make sure everything. after 2 years, i'll be leaving for America. maybe Pittisburgh, WOW! i love that. if so, we could get the chance to meet :D and yeah, maybe my parents send me to New Zealand. that's good too because my aunt lives there, and she can take care of me. i always tell myself, if one day he dumps me, what's my respond to him? even he tells me many times, our love is everlasting, but being a girl, i must agree with this statement:- BOYS ALWAYS A LIAR
i'm trying to rescue myself from not being hurted by boys anymore. i know he will never hurt me. if he does, i'll forgive him. i'm just so in love with him. but i will keep a distance away from him, girls like me should know how to protect themselves from getting pissed by guys.almost 2am, time to sleep. sweet dreams :)

Monday 17 August 2009

huh

finally, i have finished exaaaam! now, focus on my piano exam pieces and school projects. before start doing these stuff, i wanna say something :-

i just wanna say, thank you God, my lovely mother and my awesome father.
in the past exam week, i was tired of studying, they were like always encouraged me, giving me strength to pull through every problems.
while i was studying, i couldnt memorize last time, i was so nervous. it was about 8pm and had not studied all. so i just prayed. God heard me!
He said, "calm down, I'm your God."
just these simple words, but powerful. i clamed down and i could studied well. Praise God!

Saturday 8 August 2009

my boyfriend :)

you know im mad at YOU. dont even know whats going on with us. just gettin' worse, can you feel it? im so sorry because of im not cherrish to you when you're here.

when you're gone, i realized that you're so important to me, sorry baby.

i have been missin you so much you know. in the past, no matter how tired i am, im still stayin here until i meet you. i do know you do the same as me, you always back home to take your lunch, spend your lunch time with me, oh baby thats so sweeet.

thanx for givin me such good and sweet and awesome memories. i'll put them alll in my heart and nothing can take them away from me. the everlasting memories. i told you, i never met guys like you that is soo nice to me. i dont know why you treat me like this, im not worth it but i thanx for your love to me.

im the luckiest girl in the world!!

you dont have to worry anything, to me, you're irreplaceable! so no one can replace you in my heart. hope u understand. my exam is comin soon, so i will less online on this week. my exam is gettin started on 11/8 for one week. so see you soon.

H1N1 is gettin worse everyday, so plsssss take good care for me baby. i'll always love you xxx

Thursday 6 August 2009

im tired by school stuff

you know im sooooo busy!!! today just finished history and economics tests, super tired. i just receiced message from lolipop telling me that tomorrow will have accounting test. and im havin 2nd term mis term exam on next week. you seeeeee, i dont even have any time for sleeping. im tired. almost wanna give up, however, i WONT!!! if something hits me 1 time, i tell you im gonna hit back it 100 times!! yeahh, this is who i am.