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hi i'm here again. i got nothing to do really. been studying too hard. everyday, i feel the same. i feel like something i want but seems like can't have it. why? like i want him back!! i want my friends back... where are them?

ok, just leave it. don't wanna talk this topic again. but, i have to say that, THANX REILA! just what she wrote on her blog. i tell you i'll never forget what she wrote. just nice :) this is what i want to tell you,

she was writing about me:-

虽然你的blog有满满我最讨厌的英文字。。。

但我还是看完了。。。

因为这是你的blog。。。

即使你打火星字我也是一定会看完它。。。

看了你的blog。。。

i feel very sad。。。

你上选科的时候。。。

有另一种孤独。。。

thank you reila. you wrote what i feel inside every single day. i am trying to rescue this friendships. but what others do?

所以我习惯了。。。

无论在谁的面前。。。

没有冷笑话也要将废话。。。

我们不同班了。。。

不同会社。。。

不同科。。。

只有同一个礼拜只有一次的补习。。。

一次只有两个小时。。。

只有这个时候我们才能呼吸同样的空气。。。

这是我有史以来最开心的补习。。。

因为我可以跟你讲很多话。。。

平时只有下课讲而已。。。

因为我又很多很多的东西要跟你讲。。。

im so touched man! i'm sorry cuz sometimes i skip you during bk tuition, i'm not really want to do, but i just care about my bk very much, i can't fail my accouting. im not like you, you know drawing, you can earn $$$ by drawing. just learn hard about art and your english...

you know bk tuition is my most favvvvoourite tuiton at all, cuz i can talk! talk! talk!

*if i am able to tyoe chinese, no matter how much i dont like to type, i'll type for you too!*

i wanna say thank you to you all my friends! thanx for veing my friends. i dont know how we will be in the future, maybe all of us already become "hello friend". maybe. but i wanna thanx to you all, you know everyone of you was my 1st friends celebrating my b'day. so i thought all of us would celebrate b'days together...now, i dont know already.

feeling sad, but what to do? i still have to study hard, still have to practice well for my piano exam... however, i still believing LIFE IS FULL OF LOVE, but how you find the love without Jesus?

i'm sorry for posting this again and again. cuz i dont feel like say it out so i just telling you by posting on my blog. Good night.

here's my wish :-

i hope i can rescue the friendships between lolipop and reila. we already seperated, cant let this seperate again.

and thanx for lolipop, everytime i spend time with you, i feel happy.

thanx for reila, willing to be as childsih as you can, just to make me happy.

THANX MY FRIENDS!

...

...everyone of you...