To you my lovely mom

my mommy. i love you. sorry i have never said even this 3 words -i love you to you. you still love me. sorry everytime you talk to me, i think you're annoying me. i'm sorry. so sorry mommy.

i am a cool person. i dont show my love easily to others in a direct way. you know mommy, i always want to hug you. so tight. but, i cant put down my faces. sorry mommy. even just a hug i cant give you. just now when you cryin', i just sit beside you and i wanted to hug you.

cuz when im in exam weeks. when i cant study well. when i cry. you hug me, tell me keep on moving forwards. thank you mommy. i love you. just now i hugged you. you know i felt so good. even just 5 mins.

what you have sacrificed for me and this family. i know. i do really know. so i always try to get good results to make you happy. everything will be ok mom. i promise i will always take good care of myself.

when i overseas. i will make sure everything is fine. i just have not more than 3 years before i leaving for another countries. i will be cherrish to you, everyone of my parents. and my friends. to me, everyone of you can't be forgotten.

my only sunday

Today morning got up about 7am. was preparing go to church. I had a very good morning. when got back home about 1pm. then, i prayed, bathed and i studied! my uncle told me that relaxing has no benifits for me. b'cuz of this, i was studying Economics the whole afternoon! wow XD but only chp 1. even just chp 1, it took me 3 hours to complete. this is for my som revision. of course i should spend more time on it! i had my dinner about 8pm. after that, i went back do my own stuff, and my dad....kept asking me to watch tv about taiwan news. you know my chinese sucks, you still..... SIGH!! and....bad things occured! sorry bad ><

this is my sunday, my only 23/8/29 sunday.

happy mood

finally, i got your offline messages. what i need to say is, i'm totally in love with you!

you cant never be forgotten in my life!

you always remind me to study well,

and i will!

i promise you.

i'll get myself to study in America.

same country

same city

same town

with you.

i'm willing to sacrifice my sleeping time to study.

you know why?

cuz i wanna study in america.

this is one of my wishes.

my life happy bacause of you.

i love you!!

this post is dedicated to you my love

baby, thanx for being my boyfriend

I happy when you tell me how much you love me

I happy when you tell me how you escape from metting your boss then come back to home just to talk to me

I happy when we spend our time together

I happy when I chatted with you from midnight till the morning like 6 hrs. we didnt sleep. You worth it

I happy when i asked you "if you just had me for 30 secs, what would you do to me?" you told me, "i would hug you andthen tell me how much i love you"

I happy when you talk to me even you're very busy with your works. even you just online for 1 mins, that's really enough for me.

I happy when you tell me i'm the girl that you want to spend your life with

I happy when you tell me that we both were made for each others

I happy when you tell me you wanna get married with me

I happy for what you have sacrificed for me

I happy when you still believe me i'm serious about you when you can't be here

I happy when you tell me that you'll try your best to make my dreams come true

I happy when you protect me from peoples that trying to be harmful to me

I happy when you hug me so tight

I happy when you tell me last night you were holding your pillow and wishing it was me

I happy when you show your super good humor to me

I happy when you tell your friends that i'm your girlfriend

I happy when you say you like talkin to me

every thing that what you've done for me, i'll never forget.

maybe you're not my future husband, but you will be the boy i love the most in my heart ever!

I LOVE YOU BABY!

to anyone who wants to end up their lifes

now i know, something that has changed can never go back to the past. and, something, i'm waiting it coming.

oh well, forget it. i just wanna tell you that, commit suicide is the most stupid thing in the world. stupid than dudes 1000 times. do you know why peoples got their mindset like this? like killing thelselves.

they think dieing is the best method at all. this is because inside them are like empty. they feel their lifes are meaningless. dunno what's the future headings. yeah, i can understand.

whatever, please don't do stupid thing, cuz you're not stupid. God gave life to you, you should be cherrish to it.

Learn to LOVE YOUR LIFE friends!

remember: you don't own authority to end up your life, unless you give your life to yourself.

the day after exams

my goodnessss, today totally another bad day :(((( finally, teacher gave back my accounting exam paper. what the heck, i got 49.5%, plus correction only 54.5% over 100% how come i got this marks?

even only 10 students passed, but this marks really out of my mind was thinking. i was thinking i would get at least 50% above, then i got this..... i was just trying to forget this sadness thing. dont care!!

and yeah, not only acc i failed, i also failed on my BM, i got 38 out of 100% wow! actually, i'm sad.

while BM lesson, we all talking, teacher didnt teaching too. i talked with fern and shien. you know what was our discussion topic? BOYFRIENDS :D

yeah, we were discussing this. like what type of boyfriend you wish you had, what you want him to wear when you both go out together like that. it was so funny haha. and of course, we talked about Michael.

like how did i feel when we kissed, first kiss! oops XD i was a lil bit shy hehe. after our discussion, i felt more better. at least i could forget something apart from my results.

besides, i miss Michael so much. we are like lost connections even one day not talking to him. it's like killing me you know. this is what i wrote last midnight:-

umm..well, my relationship, oh God! save me :( im not ok. if we lived in same country, how great our lifes would be? what i wish right now is, i need make sure my studies doing ok, make sure everything. after 2 years, i'll be leaving for America. maybe Pittisburgh, WOW! i love that. if so, we could get the chance to meet :D and yeah, maybe my parents send me to New Zealand. that's good too because my aunt lives there, and she can take care of me. i always tell myself, if one day he dumps me, what's my respond to him? even he tells me many times, our love is everlasting, but being a girl, i must agree with this statement:- BOYS ALWAYS A LIAR

i'm trying to rescue myself from not being hurted by boys anymore. i know he will never hurt me. if he does, i'll forgive him. i'm just so in love with him. but i will keep a distance away from him, girls like me should know how to protect themselves from getting pissed by guys.almost 2am, time to sleep. sweet dreams :)

huh

finally, i have finished exaaaam! now, focus on my piano exam pieces and school projects. before start doing these stuff, i wanna say something :-

i just wanna say, thank you God, my lovely mother and my awesome father.

in the past exam week, i was tired of studying, they were like always encouraged me, giving me strength to pull through every problems.

while i was studying, i couldnt memorize last time, i was so nervous. it was about 8pm and had not studied all. so i just prayed. God heard me!

He said, "calm down, I'm your God."

just these simple words, but powerful. i clamed down and i could studied well. Praise God!

my boyfriend :)

you know im mad at YOU. dont even know whats going on with us. just gettin' worse, can you feel it? im so sorry because of im not cherrish to you when you're here.

when you're gone, i realized that you're so important to me, sorry baby.

i have been missin you so much you know. in the past, no matter how tired i am, im still stayin here until i meet you. i do know you do the same as me, you always back home to take your lunch, spend your lunch time with me, oh baby thats so sweeet.

thanx for givin me such good and sweet and awesome memories. i'll put them alll in my heart and nothing can take them away from me. the everlasting memories. i told you, i never met guys like you that is soo nice to me. i dont know why you treat me like this, im not worth it but i thanx for your love to me.

im the luckiest girl in the world!!

you dont have to worry anything, to me, you're irreplaceable! so no one can replace you in my heart. hope u understand. my exam is comin soon, so i will less online on this week. my exam is gettin started on 11/8 for one week. so see you soon.

H1N1 is gettin worse everyday, so plsssss take good care for me baby. i'll always love you xxx

im tired by school stuff

you know im sooooo busy!!! today just finished history and economics tests, super tired. i just receiced message from lolipop telling me that tomorrow will have accounting test. and im havin 2nd term mis term exam on next week. you seeeeee, i dont even have any time for sleeping. im tired. almost wanna give up, however, i WONT!!! if something hits me 1 time, i tell you im gonna hit back it 100 times!! yeahh, this is who i am.

sadness

our subject teachers have changed our class seats, ughh. why?? i am not able to sit with yilu again T.T i feel so sad. when we seperated, she hugged me like 3 4 times and yeah i did too lol :p just felt like i dont want this!! now she has moved to new seat and me too, oh man! ive been missing her so much T.T and another thing is, no one will let me to see her bm answer again that's so sad.

i'm not a good girlfriend :(((((((( because i FORGOT his BIRTHDAY!!!! my goodness. how could i forget his b'day????? oh well, today i just noticed. sighh. i'm soo sorry because i was too too tired last night. why i was soo tired? cuz the maths tuition la!! haizz. i'm so sad. i just noticed it about like 6pm. too late. he must be so sad.

today's another day full of numbness. but i still believe tomorrow will get better ...

long post

hi i'm here again. i got nothing to do really. been studying too hard. everyday, i feel the same. i feel like something i want but seems like can't have it. why? like i want him back!! i want my friends back... where are them?

ok, just leave it. don't wanna talk this topic again. but, i have to say that, THANX REILA! just what she wrote on her blog. i tell you i'll never forget what she wrote. just nice :) this is what i want to tell you,

she was writing about me:-

虽然你的blog有满满我最讨厌的英文字。。。

但我还是看完了。。。

因为这是你的blog。。。

即使你打火星字我也是一定会看完它。。。

看了你的blog。。。

i feel very sad。。。

你上选科的时候。。。

有另一种孤独。。。

thank you reila. you wrote what i feel inside every single day. i am trying to rescue this friendships. but what others do?

所以我习惯了。。。

无论在谁的面前。。。

没有冷笑话也要将废话。。。

我们不同班了。。。

不同会社。。。

不同科。。。

只有同一个礼拜只有一次的补习。。。

一次只有两个小时。。。

只有这个时候我们才能呼吸同样的空气。。。

这是我有史以来最开心的补习。。。

因为我可以跟你讲很多话。。。

平时只有下课讲而已。。。

因为我又很多很多的东西要跟你讲。。。

im so touched man! i'm sorry cuz sometimes i skip you during bk tuition, i'm not really want to do, but i just care about my bk very much, i can't fail my accouting. im not like you, you know drawing, you can earn $$$ by drawing. just learn hard about art and your english...

you know bk tuition is my most favvvvoourite tuiton at all, cuz i can talk! talk! talk!

*if i am able to tyoe chinese, no matter how much i dont like to type, i'll type for you too!*

i wanna say thank you to you all my friends! thanx for veing my friends. i dont know how we will be in the future, maybe all of us already become "hello friend". maybe. but i wanna thanx to you all, you know everyone of you was my 1st friends celebrating my b'day. so i thought all of us would celebrate b'days together...now, i dont know already.

feeling sad, but what to do? i still have to study hard, still have to practice well for my piano exam... however, i still believing LIFE IS FULL OF LOVE, but how you find the love without Jesus?

i'm sorry for posting this again and again. cuz i dont feel like say it out so i just telling you by posting on my blog. Good night.

here's my wish :-

i hope i can rescue the friendships between lolipop and reila. we already seperated, cant let this seperate again.

and thanx for lolipop, everytime i spend time with you, i feel happy.

thanx for reila, willing to be as childsih as you can, just to make me happy.

THANX MY FRIENDS!

...

...everyone of you...

my saturday

ohhhh man! i'm super farking tired!!!! been doing the shit school stuff the whole night, it's time to rest. BUT!, my mom is sleeping on MY bed. i can't sleep. sighhh!

i feel so stress these few weeks, got really lots of school stuff to do, but i only got 24 hours. i didnt have my dinner today, just didnt feel like eating. now im hungry. very hungry :( almost 2am, no one cook for me and its impossible for me i cool for myself. I'll DIE!

we just had the FASHION SHOW in church! well, it was great and awesome. i'm just lazy to upload pics, so pics are not available hehe :D tomorrow is gonna be another busy day... every day is a busy day. so, i'm learning how to enjoy even a busy day!!

i have lots of work to do tomorrow, like practice piano exam pieces, 3 essays, study all those poems and short stories and many more... i was gonna die yesterday. i just feel like i cant overcome!

but, i know, I'M EXTRA ORDINARY!! and yeah, this is what an extra ordinary person does!

take it seriously.

this is what i want to update now, i promise you this is the last post for today, after this, i'll go to sleep....

This is what God wants you to know, take it seriously...

Did you know, my child, that all this time you've been struggling, you've actually been growing roots.

...i just found this and thought it was meaningful, wasn't?...

-end-

happy + tired

another busy and really tired FRIDAY! but you know, something happened today.
well, while i was waiting the teacher at the corner there, the boy just passed through me and he smiled at me :DD he smiled at me made me put down my anxious. i felt so sorry to him cuz something....now i think it's getting better :)

andthen, after the chinese lesson, i was standing at the door (just needed to go inside the classroom), i never thought that it would happen :DD i'm not gonna say about this one, cuz i think you dont have to know. :p

i'm just too happy cuz the two guys are ok. cuz of this, i feel better :)

this post is replied to your post, friend.

actually, i already know it for long time ago. already observed and keep thinking where's the problem between us. i dunno. maybe school resuffle. today's no tuition. you know i kept waiting till school end and i wanted to come home online see what did ham ka ling posted, cuz yesterday puma asked me to see her blog but i already slept.

just now, i saw what she wrote. i feel so sad, really. i keep thinking, what's the problem ya? i miss the days we spent together, like going to canteen together, having lunch together...everything. but did you guys notice that, every time i ask you, " you both want eat at canteen a?" that's mean i wish we could have our lunch together, like in the past. but you almost say "yes."

and, every time when geography lesson, you'll wait me in front of my class waiting me go together with you guys to ai class. today, you didn't...i was disappointed again.... in the past, i really pround of you guys as my friends, cuz we were like true friends, it was like you could feel it.

now what i feel is, our distance is getting far and far away. in the past, geo is one of the lessons i love the most, cuz i am able to see you guys, talk to you. but now, i am like i dislike going to geo lesson, cuz i am alone there. even i sit with you guys but i still feel the distance between us, i just cant go into your daily talking topic. so i just studying there, listening the teacher teaching, even it's boring, but i have no choice.

i always try to find any topics to share with you guys, even not funny joke i also tell to you guys cuz i want talk to you, even just a joke. i was hoping these jokes could repair our friendships, back to the past...i supposed to believe that, it wouldnt happen, maybe.

i dont know whether we can back to past or not, what we can do is, do what we like and what we want, dont force yourself after viewing this blog, like force yourself to eat with me, force yourself to talk to me during geo lesson, it's meaningless.

sorry about what i wrote, this is what i feel. but i still believing friendship forever, until we cant talk or nothing to talk anymore.

My Yesterday

today's offday cuz yesterday was our school bazzar. i didnt go there cuz i knew it would be many people there plus very hot weather, ugh. i rather stayed at home and online :D i was playing piano the whole day...almost. i have to practise real hard and this is what i want and should do :D

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i cant sleep these fews days. i dont know why. been missing him so much you know???????? :(
if one day we break up, how sad i can be? and now, i'm listening this song, "THINKING OF YOU", my goodness, i miss him so much, can't wait to see him :(

you know i never cried for boys, NEVER! but, i did last night, CRIED, cuz i missed, i missed the time we spent together. it's hard to maintain this relationship, different countries, different nationality, i know! i do really know!!

some girl said to him, "you're girlfriend is lucky....."

he said, "i'm lucky to have her"

i'll never forget this situation!! 'cuz of this, i promise him he is not gonna lose me no matter what.

what i can say is,

my boyfriend is worth to the long distance relationship!!

Hilton New York Hotel

This is Hilton New york Hotel, the largest hotel in Manhattan.

Outside the hotel

Normal bedroom

Master bedroom

Other sides from master bedroom

Fitness Centre

The bathroom

Outdside the registration counter

Hilton New York Hotel

Dinner place

*wishing something *

Meaningful

i attended some service that was really awesome. i know i'm full of annoiting, i'm full of energy, i'm the princess like that, i found myself :D i wish you guys will someday. i remember the brother is called Desmond, he prayed for me and he said,

God'll use me in many ways in the future.

I do believe. so, i'm here to practice well my piano, glorify the powerful name of God. so i'm here trying to tell you what has happened just now :)

my conclusion is,

no matter how big the problem is, it WON'T bigger than my God.

fun friday :)

today's chinese lesson was the most funniest and playful lesson =D and today was prize-giving ceremony. i really didnt think that i won the bestest supporting actress, haha thanx! i'm happy for that even i kno just playing but i got so many koropok lol haha.

it was fun and i will never forget today. i'll remember today cuz it is gonna be last forever :) but, after this, we're going to do a lots of SPM past year papers, no more playing :( just now tuition maths, i was gonna die = = my maths seems not tiam le, next year ....

golden said in tuition, we will learn more about differentation and this contains many shit stuff like log, sin, cos, tan inside differentation = = UEC standard lagi T.T , so congras to all students who will be staying till senior three. Congras!!! you'll become smarter after taking the UEC exam!

we're havin BAZZAR this coming sunday in school :D so, see you guys there ;)

my tuesday

i upgraded my piano level to GRADE 7 since last saturday, wow! XD of course i'm very happy for that, but you know, the songs seem so hard to play! every piece of song at least 2 pages. in the examination, the examiner will give you aural test, sight-reading etc. i hateeeeee the most!

this is scales and arpeggios, also hate the most, b'cuz i need to memorize all the scales and arpeggios inside there, from grade 1 - grade 7, so, ....... but, the examiner only pick a few like 1 or 2 to ask to play! so......

this book i loveeee the most :D contains many classic songs inside, songs inside are nice but real hard to play on it. some very fast, some slow. need to pratice very well everyday. and.... i forgot to practice my piano today, haha!

this sight-reading. ohhh NOOO. i always hang there when the examiner tests how well my sight-reading! i hope this time not....

above 3 books, cost RM 111.70. i tell you, i'll remember this price forever and ever.

i didnt buy this book, cuz it's useless.

Busy tuesday is almost over, today's kinda tireed. i dont have time to take rest, that's sucks. today morning, i was in 2 periods of chinese lesson, that's super sucks, teacher scolded us for not preparing well for the drama.



man, that drama is so complex and many chracters there, how can we prepare well in short time? we also have another things to do!! teacher compares science students to commerce students, she said, science students jiu shi science students, and blablabla.... WA, so hurrt :(



i have lots of works to do already, now this drama again. it's fun but i rather dont want this fun :( i have no choice you know. it's really an EXTRA ORDINARY life, like superman life = = im soo tired like always wanna sleep like that. i always keep reminding myself, SPM a~~, but i am like nothing.... what to do??

老爸的英文情書

i found some post that really .... i dont know how to say. see below :-

『老爸的英文情書』

Dear Wang little sister:

From see you one eye, I shit love you.
Your eyes close, I die; your eyes open, I come back to live.
Your eyes close and open again and again,I die again and again.
Maybe you do not remember me, no matter.
When you carefully look at me, you will one see clock.
I think l should introduce myself to you. I call Li big great. Toyear 25
My home have four mouth people-papa, mama, I and DD.
I am a good man, in a big company work.
I do early Fuck every day, so that I can have strong body to protect you.
Please come to eat and sleep with me, or I will cut my hair to be a monk,
And find a place where many monks live in to over my life;

Like Your people.

沒有高手翻譯你不會看得懂的喔 !

全版如下 :

Dear Wang little sister:
親愛的王 小姐

From see you one eye, I shit love you.
自從看到你的第一眼 , 我便愛上你。

Your eyes close, I die; your eyes open, I come back to live. Your eyes close and open again and again,I die again and again.
妳的眼睛閉上，我就死了，你的眼睛打開，我又活過來，妳的眼睛眨啊眨， 我就死去活來 ?

Maybe you do not remember me, no matter. When you carefully look at me, you will one see clock..
也許你不記得我 , 沒有關係 , 當你仔細看著我，你就會一見鍾情

I think l should introduce myself to you.
我想應該介紹一下自己。

I call Li big great. Toyear 25
我叫李大偉 , 今年 25( 今天是 today, 那麼今年就是 toyear. )

My home have four mouth people-papa, mama, I and DD.
我家有四口人 .. 爸爸、媽媽、我和弟弟。

I am a good man, in a big company work.
我是一個好男人，在一家大公司上班。

I do early Fuck every day, so that I can have strong body to protect you.
我每天都做早操，這樣我會有強壯的身體來保護你。

Please come to eat and sleep with me, or I will cut my hair to be a monk, And find a place where many monks live in to over my life;
請嫁給我吧 , 否則我將削髮為僧 , 找個廟來了此一生。 ( 實在想不起「嫁」字怎麼翻譯，好在頭腦靈光 , 嫁過來不就是和我吃住在一起。至於「廟」字 , 也不會翻譯，不過很多和尚住在一起的地方，就是廟。 )

Like Your people
喜歡妳的人

tired o~~~~

十名男女測驗

依照順序填上名字，

不要填家人喔！（那可能會怪怪的～）

這是女生的順序，男生填的時候要把性別顛倒。

1.男　
2.女　
3.女　
4.男　
5.男　
6.男　
7.女　
8.男　
9.女　
10.女

　都填好了嗎？看結果囉！

〔解答〕
1.最愛　
2.好朋友　
3.一生的朋友　
4.有緣　
5.不可能在一起　
6.有緣無份　
7.知己　
8.無緣無份　
9.關心你的人　
10.影響你最深的

i found this on somebody blog, i just copied it and let you guys have some fun =)

tagged by PUMA

Tagged by PUMA

1.被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
2.請老實的回答每一個問題。
3.不行擅自塗改題目。
4.寫完請點8位朋友，不可不點。
5.點完後請通知那8位小朋友他被點到了。

A-Z
1. HKL
2. Mao mao
3. Mimi
4. Loli
5. Leonard
6. ..
7. ...
8. ....

。。。。個 人 題 - 10 題。。。。
01 你叫什么: see my blog title
02 你的綽號：mumu, darlie == ...
03 你的血型：O+
04 你的星座：scorpion
05 你是男還是女：see my name then u'll know
06 你幾歲：16.5
07 你住哪裡：my house
08 你現在的學校 ：STTSS
09 你有沒有手機 ：016-8*8*6*3
10 承上，那是多少： 承上承上承上承上承上承上承上承上承上承上承上承上

。。。。朋 友 題 - 10 題。。。。
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）：uumm, what if more than one?
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）：uumm, less than one


。。。。 情 題 - 10 題。。。。
21 你有沒有喜歡的人： ask them
23 如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半：...
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過： one only, only ONE!!
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過： uumm, like 4 gua ....
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：2
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：already happened T.T
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 ：NOOOOO
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人： super funny, very cute, good looking, care abt me, have a good heart, know how to cook!!!
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎: he broke my virgin already... lol
32 你和另一半抱或親過嗎: he succesfully broke my virgin already
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎：already told you!!!!
34 是誰，你們什麼關係：boy-girl friends relationship
35 現在有人在追你嗎： not available

。。。。混 合 題 - 10 題。。。。
36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：sad
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：sad, thinking why the hell they doing this to me T.T
38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：leave him?
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎：NOO, where else i can go?
40 你上課認真嗎 ：only when i feel nice and good mood
41 你功課好不好：middle
42 你开电腦都在幹麻：replying ur tag la
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: what do u mean?
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性：what do u mean?

。。。。兇 手 題 - 10 題。。。。
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：PUMA
46 这個人對你好不好：not bad
47 這個人是你的誰：funny cute friend
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：lol ==
49 你們認識多久了: 03.01.2008
50 這個人是怎樣的人：very crazy, like shouting a lots
51 這個人正／帥嗎：cute also sexy~
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过: p/s., im not lessbian.
53 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办: ya o, how o????

。。。。 聯 想 題 - 10 題。。。。
56 說到正妹你會想到誰：my cousin
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰：some boy haha
58 說到憨你會想到誰：lolo
59 說到痴你會想到誰：PUMA
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰：myself
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰: mimi, HKL them
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：i am ghost~~
63 說到傻子你會想到誰: PUMA
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰：rynna
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰 : tiong tiong

。。。。學 校 題 - 11 題。。。。
66 你的班導是誰：a teacher
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：lazy to say
70 你的英文好嗎：improving
71 你的體育好嗎：not really
72 你的数学好么：@#$%^&*(~
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長：ok ok
74 你的學校好看嗎：ok ok
75 你的班級是：senior two yi
76 你的班級在幾樓：1st floor

after lunch, i feel asleep, ugh! we're now havin' moral lesson, talking about projects. teacher says, we need to hand up within this week, OH MAN! i supposed to finish last last month but LAZYNESS, all because of LAZYNESS, SIGH!

we're not in english lesson, that's my fav. lesson b'cuz i can do anything i want to do. teacher is teaching the novel 'the pearl'. well, it's super boring. the teacher just reads every sentences from the book. i HATE so much dear!

spm coming soon, we all acting like "the days still very far" like that. i hope i can really pay attention in the class, especially BM, EKM, SEJ & MATH. but. so hard. i wanna show you that I CAN!!!! =)

we're going to have celebrating dinner this coming sat at Upperstar. after that, we discussed go together clubbing. lol thats not my style la. if michael was there, i would go confirm XD well, michael's not here, also my parents not allow me to go up so late like 2am HUH!

people who clubbing are seeking for LOVE, PEACE & JOY. i got them all in church, i know i have choosed the best =)

morning 9am

Hey you! =D i'm wirtting this post while teacher is teaching. Well, you know it's soo boring here---Math lesson. Math lesson always boring one T.T... I was thinking I wanted to get some sleep but I couldn't! Because when I reached school, I slept till 6:45am even I slept around 1:30am, I'm full of energy now, YAY!

Tonight, I'm goin to have my accouting lesson =) this is the tuition I enjoy the mosttt =D Well, we have PUMA, HK, FIONA, EN EN, ME & talented girl-Jesbelle, haha, she is really talented girl b'cuz even though she doesn't come to tuition, her results also flying colors!

Now, teacher is asking us to do Math excercise, ughhhhhhh! we all acting like DOLLS, haha! we all doing our own things like reading story books, sleeping, hearing mp3, playing handphone games, and me-posting =D you should pround b'cuz you're readong this which i am willing to post to.

This girl, sitting besides me, doing her LCCI Level 3- Advanced Business Calculations past year questions from 1996 to 2008.Yup, she's so crazy. Teacher asks her to do about 50 questions about depreciation. Oh man! Except that, she needs to memorizr essay questions! like our commerce essays. UGH!

This Math lesson is so boring! We're having 2 lessons of Math, 1 hour 20 mins. Rainy day here in Malaysia, what about in America? OH! I miss him so much. He os so busy these fews days, everyday writing reports. He hatesit but this is what he does everyday! aweeeeeeee

I think we have to find the point of living everys ingle days, if not, we're having our pointless days! and remember every moment lasts forever. Please be cherrish what you got and you should know who you are. this is the most important thing in yout life ever! Have a great day =D

love u michael :)

erm, this pic actually taken my David. what did you see in this pic? haha.

yeahh... it's so hard to fine this pic you know? and because of that, i made a lots of copies from the original one lol. it's kinda stupid but you should know, LOVE is blind! =)

she didnt know the boy she was talking to me was my bf haha.

I chatted with a girl from USA. Well, the girl was so funny and we kept talking about boys like what type of boys do you like and blablabla. She was talking about the boy, and she told me the boy called MICHAEL lol. And Michael told me he knew the girl also. Lol so we know each others.

Michael knows me know the girl, and I know he knows the girl too, but the girl doesn’t know Michael knows me haha. It’s kinda confusing but very funny! The girl told me the boy is good looking, and sexy lol, I really zha dao. And she was trying to get the boy, but michael said, “I already have a gf.” I was like oh my, I am touched man! Haha XD he knows I am his gf haha :D and the girl told me, “he already has a gf, I am very sad, his gf is really lucky and blobloblo.”

When we knew each others about 2 months, she started to act like a fool to me. She asked me to have sex with her. OH MAN! That’s impossible so I blocked her, awe. Michael told me the girl asked him to have sex with him too, but he didn’t do, just don’t feel like it is right thing, so because of that, we both blocked her haha.

But, she still send me offline messages, saying:-

Hi Sofia, how have you been? You know I miss you so much when you’re not here talking to me, today I saw a couple in the club, it was an Asian girl with her European boyfriend drinking beers in the club. When I saw the girl I thought of you and your boyfriend Sofia. I wish I could meet you someday really, can you go to my club and find me?

Then I just replied her saying:-

Hi XXXX, I miss u too. Sorry I couldn’t come to online because my exam coming soon.
Haha. I am so bad, who asks her to act like a pervert to me first huh?

I got to go now, see you gus. Take care and thanx for visiting my blog =)

where's the point?

Owh man! Connections so sucks here. Im posting this because I am bored. Bored by all those things. I don’t even know what to write but just try to writing down how’s I feel. I feel good, nice, and SWEET! :D

Today penilaian, we all acting like nothing. Ui, spm lo!! Actually me either, yesterday I studied soo hard, from 6pm to 10pm, studied, studied and studied. When I was studying, I listening songs, watching tv, eating haha. Were so interesting XD

I prepared so long time just to show my results on 2 hours and 30 mins papers. HUH! If I had a chance, I would want to DROP BM this sucks subject. My BM really…. Haiz. You know I know la. Last year Ms.Voo teached us Science, my Science was so GOOD. Now, Mr. Poong, everything changes!

My friend told me, “ha? Mr.Poong teaches you Science a? o gui la u…students who teached by him not many can score A de la…” aiyo, poor science teacher. Always says, “do the right time at the right time, separate your desks follow the American style, learn science learn more English….” = =

I wish I could tell him that, M’sia is M’sia and U.S is U.S la ok. You know he likes to talk about SEX, almost. today penilain last period, joanne said, “it’s time for me to have my lunch.” Me really zha dao. She had her lunch with bubur.

Wasai! When she eat, the whole class watched her eat and the smell……. Me very hungry at that time, and also very fan because I didn’t know how to answer those sucks questions. You know that kind of feelings? I was gonna spank something!

Ok la, im getting sleepy should get to bed soon. Good night everyone and MICHAEL I love u ♥ :D

loong post

i have not talking to him since last week, well i miss him and i confess XP. yesterday, i was gonna get to bed about 1am, and i saw loli and michael signed in at the same time lol. so just talked to them for awhile. awhile means ONE HOUR, wow! so i slept at 2am. that's not matter, when i got to bed last night, i couldnt sleep a~ sign thats sucks man. dont know what causes getting me like this.

well, even just 1 hr, but we talked kinda lots. he told me he was super busy, he had to do 3 peoples works so thats why he didnt come home for lunch. i thought he XXXXXX.... then i asked him why he could get back home for lunch, he said he missed me so he brought his works back to home do besides chatting with me even he just could stay about 20 mins.

ohh man. i am touched by what he telling me last night. you know that feeling?? LOVE is amazing thing. even we dont live in the same country, it's about 356489 km from MALAYSIA to AMERICA, but still can feel the love from each other. i consider this is much better than like some couples who fight each other everyday.

baby, i guess i am really falling in love. NO! i am still under-age. and i dont wanna lose my virgin so early lol just kidding. well, if you fall in love, you will much much agree what i'm saying you know? because its truth and truth is truth.

anyway, my first poriority is GOD confirm, andthen parents, special friends :) and lover...... however, you guys know there's no one can replace each of you!! not every friends are a real person in front of you, you'll know whose the real friend and whose the fake one :)

lover also, you are able to know if he is a good bf or not, just see the way he talks to you. i am telling you this my experience ok? lol yup. if you dont know about it, come and find me on crazygirl_1119 at hot male dot com. for more information, please dail 016-8*8*6*3 thanx.

sign, spm coming soon, one month examination, ugh. art students preparing their art project, history students are most poorest, why? cuz they always asked by our chinese teacher answering question. for geography students, always need to pay 100% attention during lesson. its 1/7 1am now! so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUMA! :D yeah i am getting sleepy and sleepy, i will be having 2 periods of geo lesson. OH MY BABY! how sucks is it?

owww miss sofia getting tired now, so bye bye la~~ good night ^^

dont ask anything!

this midnight, getting more and more lonely :( i have been trying sooo hard just to get into sleep. sigh. i dont know whats wrong la man, not school pressure, not parents problem, haiz dont know me la, ugh.

i just saw someone blog, 1st term TOP STUDENT x bf's blog! watching their SWEET pics there, seem havin soo much fun. but why they broke up ler?? haiz so sad. not just this case, but i saw many many cases they are like that. they love each others, because of their parents or some reasons they have to break up! sighh.

like me, why the person i love lives in another country? this love is so hard. more than you know man. and lagi, my parents dont know i have a bf outside, they say: dont marry an european guy lagi, so whats wrong with falling in love with an european guy?? give me a good reason thanx.

actually, i want to give up le T.T {cant imagine i wanna give up}, nt b'cuz of distances, but this year-SPM year! should put all my efforts on my studies, but, i love him so much and he does so, why i have to give up someone who i love so much ler? maybe i cant find again if i give up him.

why those peoples who love their bf/gf cant be together?? WHY???

sigh. i am super emo after writing this = = and pls, jangan peduli saya. terima kasih.

spm cancelled!

today i received msg, someone sent me saying :-

spm this year has been cancelled. for more information, please login to www.stopdreamingandstudy.com.

then i thought it was real, but i XXXXXX. i forwarded to another girl. she told me she really searched that website LOL. really zha dao.

if you believe me then you're really a fool. hahax.

mixed post

today stay at home the whole day...almost. got up abt 7am dont know for what. really super boring aaaaaa. today 28/6, oh no! his b'day is coming-after 1 month. but i still havent start prepare...... ahh!

last time i asked him, what you want to be your b'day gift, he said he wanted a MIC, so we can talk on the mic, feel like we are really together... i am happy for that :D but i didnt get my mic yet. ouwwwwww.....

i want to get a MIC as soon as possible man. i dont want let him disappointed on me. if i get a MIC, what will i talk to him ler? i know i will LAG cuz quite long time didnt talk to him. agh, dont even know what to say lerr....

you know, we should always be thankful to those peoples who love us like your bf/gf. seriously. because:-

...he gives you the feeling of being loved :)...

...he lets you understand what is LOVE :) ....an amazing stuff....

...he loves you for no reason at all...

...he wants to spend his life with you, you should pround of it...

so, if someone you really in love with, pls dont give up on him.

also, if someone chasing you who you know he is real serious abt you, pls dont give up.

PTS's day

today slept at 3am and got up around 9.30am...felt like dieing now == i guess everyone also...PTS'S DAY A~~ i arrived there almost 10.30am, uumm....only had 1 parents there lol {ting ting's mama} ....

when my mom talked to that teacher, they were so cooperation. i just sitting there acting like a doll listening them talking blablabla.....uumm, actually i already see the result at friday... cuz i couldnt wait to know...erm, not bad la, only SCI!!!! got 64 T.T last year i got at least 70++ de lo...

and CCA marks also, haiz this one so sad. cuz i got 1 time didnt come to club and 4GOT.............. my marks supposed to be 80, nw only 72. so sad. how could this happened to me le?? sigh.

i dont know how was ur results of u all, if u passed...you should be happy cuz at least you didnt fail. if u failed... study harder and harder till you get a GOOD results, show that you CAN. all the best :)

GIRLS need a BF like him!

this post is for GIRLS:

please be cherrish to those guy that

1. cried in front of you.

2. kisses you with meaning.

3. hugs you when you're sad.

4. calls you make sure you got home safe.

5. told his secrets to you.

6. always hugs you for NO reason at all.

7. prays that you're happy even you're not with him.

8. would give his seat up for you.

9. tried to show how much he cared you through every word and every breath.

10. holds hand with you.

11. tell you you're beautiful no matter what.

12. would sit and wait you for hours just to see you for 10 mins.

13. would give his jacket up for you.

14. would not force you do what you don't want to do.

15. just wants to CUDDLE and LOVE you for NO reason.

Girls need a BF like him! This is what a BF should do, he won't blame it b'cuz he LOVES you.

attention!!

today so boring, talking to those peoples, always ask me questions de, lazy answering them, i am BORED. i hate them when they ask me questions below:

1. what you doing?

2. you busy?

3. are you horny?

4. are you bisexual?

5. do u have bf? (if i say yes, they ask what do i do with him == ; if i say no, they'll ask me why i dont have one...)

6. do u have cam or pics?

7. what would u do if i was there with you right now?

8. have u ever kissed a girl? ( i am forced to be kissed kan darling XD)

9. are you virgin?

10. you missed me? ==

so, pls dont ask me those question i listed above. or keep asking the same question. or ask me something that you already know. THANX! :D

my results

argh!! my results T.T not so bad but also not so good like nothing == last time my sej got 64 de lo, now 60 :( and CHINESE!!!!! last time i 80 now 65 T.T my maths also not bad, improved from 22 to 36, better than last time la even also FAILED. and.....my bm, last time i got 30++ now 50 haha :D T.T

my bm, haiz, last time 30++ now 50. am guk (not chinese). only 10 marks o!!! i only FAILED 3 subjects, lowest is maths haiz. my eko scored 43, u seeeee, last time i got 20++ now 43 :D == since senior 1, i never past my MATHS and BM, even junior also. why? T.T last year i scored 75++ for eko de lo, now the DUT teacher teaches me, i got 43 ONLY :(

very fortunately, i PASSED my science :D but only 60 aweee :( studied so hard, only got 60. SIGH. and my comp 68 o... if my maths got 68, i would be super happy really. i studied so hard but still couldnt pass, it doesnt mean i'm USELESS. i was just didnt study smart. *Mr.POONG said that.

the highest is GEO :DD i never thought my essay scored FULL MARK la. HAHA. well, im not showing off to u == i also never thought that, my geo higher than my bk, but only 2 marks lol.
my commerce got 89 last time, now 72!! why o?? :( tell me why, i didnt study hard enough???

when we take the results? haiz, need to worry again whether i FAIL or PASS :(

almost 2am, bye bye la...

to u my bf

To the guy that confesses himself as my bf :

you seem so busy these few days, even back home also need to bing the report to do.

BUT, u knw, even u didnt come home online, i also miss u, i nvr 4get u. im not that kind of girl

that love her bf only whn she is with him!!! U signed in jz nw, i was so happy, hopin' 2 tlk 2 u

more. BUT, d 3rd things u asked me was, "so how's ur french bf?" whn i heard this u know i

was sooo hurt T.T. a real sad. maybe u're too sensative, u knw u're not the 1st time lk this,

BUT, 2 persons together should have confidence inside each other!!!

U told me many times u luv me, n yeah so do i? we mean it. we can share anything lk u said.

i tell u abt d french boy, b'cz i dont want 2 hide anything behide from u, i knw u dont like it.

2 persons together should be honest to others. so i told u abt d french boy, u KNEW he

wasnt my bf but YOU!!! thn jz nw, y u asked me hws my french bf??? SO SAD. Ive bn tellin

u so many times, no matter what happens, u're not gonna lose me. YES REALLY. u knw u n

him are really diff. i rather have u in my life. no matter wht they did (guys), they can nvr

replace u. i try already. I WANT U 2 KNW THT!!! wht i promised u i will make it comes true!!

thxx 2 b my bf, let me knw d feeling of being loved n cared even u're not here with me, bt u

gv me a REAL TRUE LOVE, tht kind of luv is much more REAL thn stanley gave me even he

lives here. u're the boy i love the most, no one can replace u in my heart. I LUV U...

ur gf


oh thxx blogger!!! b'cuz of u letting me wrote down my feeling, i feel much better nw.

blogger: "u're welcome sofia."

lol XD