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INSANITY OF MY LIFE

SO FREAKING STRESSED THE FREAK OUT OF MEEEEEEE! SIT HERE FROM LAST NIGHT 6:30PM UNTIL TODAY 5AM JUST TO COMPLETE THE FREAKING 2000 WORDS COMPANY LAW ASSIGNMENT AND I GOT TO FINISH IN 18 HOURS ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

IM GOING TO SKIP TUTORIAL TODAY @ 10AM I KNOW I WONT BE ABLE TO COME lol

i dont want to study law anymore

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EMO so EMO!! One thing that I am going to say is… I DONT WANT GO BACK AHHH!! Just seen my junior uploading those photos in miri, the first thing that came to my mind was like kids, why are you so excited? you will be bored and tired of it during the semester!

its 3am now i have no idea why im still awake. maybe im waiting for a miracle… Oh well, im moody today moody emo moody emo~~

im currently in love with a new British-Irish boys band called ONE DIRECTION!!! Congras to them for winnning the British Singles 2012 last night.

so im a bit sleepy now will ttyl i hope

Happy Valentines~

So… I have to tell something about something. We have known each others for almost one year.. I didnt know much about you.. and then when you started to talk to me i fell in love with you but i know its impossible,.. you have too many admirers i think it will be so stress to be your girlfriend…

But till now.. you just keep calling me… each call we talk up to 3 hours… im keeping the distance between us because i dont want to have a closer relationship. sometimes, being one of your best friends is so much better than being the special one in your life.

i feel like saying all these out.. but i will never let you know how i feel to you. yesterday was valentines day, i slept at 8am.. didnt sleep for the whole night even i just finished the 3 hours flight… i was spending my valentine with someone not you..

you were the first guy that called me in the middle of the night wish me happy valentines.. i told u im tidying my luggage and gonna sleep soon then u ended our call..

in the morning u saw me didnt online then u call me while i was still sleeping… we talked for awhile then u ended the call…

at the night of valentine.. u called me again… i forgot what we talked about but thanks anyway to accompany me to go through this day…

my friends all know about this. they ask, if a guy just calls you without any reasons at all you should know what he wants. im acting like i dont know cos i wish it was not real.. im just escaping from the truth..

so i guess my heart is given to the another guy… that guy is amazing.. he makes me smile and laugh so much and yet he is the one who can really make me cry so hard…im so in love with him but there is some reasons i cant have him now..

so i dont know what is going around here. im confused. i usually dont say what i feel but i will describe them in words. this blog is super convenient for me to do that.

there was something happened that i cant sleep if i cant find the way to solve this problem… its almost 3am here.. im going to end this post by telling you i love you. my prince.

My Dreams~

I have been crazing for the Europe countries. One of my dreams is to travel the whole Europe and America!!!!!!!! This is a must for me. I can’t find any reasons or excuses not to make this dream comes to pass. Well, someday, I’m gonna make this dream comes true.

I have been discussing where to go every year with my officemates. There is only 1 girl that got the same interests with me ----- Europe!! Others are planning to go to Korea, China, Thailand, Cambodia, Brunei, Japan….. The worst thing is, they include me T.T

I don’t know if I should be happy or sad, I want to save money~ but they already helped me to book a flight ticket to JB and Singapore next month. So, I think I might go. Travelling Europe and America needs a lots of spending and I guess I need to plan after I got stable income ._.

NEW YORK CITY!!!!

OIA SANTORINI!!!!!

ROME!!!!!!!

MILAN!!!!!!!

VENICE!!!!!!!

PARIS!!!!!!

AMSTERDAM!!!!!!

BERLIN!!!!!!!!!!!

Well, these are the cities that I MUST visit in my life. Feel free to accompany the journey~ xD

BREAK!!!!! <3 <3

I am finally home! Oh wait, it’s been 2 months since I came home. I keep thinking to update my blog as long as I’m free. But then when I finished typing the whole post, was about to post it, and the UPDATE FAILED!!!!!  I was seriously like WTH happened on Blogger! That’s why I couldn't update my blog until yesterday… found this. Windows Live Writer is awesome <3

Well, what’s going in my life? I have seriously no idea at all. I am currently working. I finally decided not to take summer course due to many reasons…. I don’t know if I have made a good decision but I don’t want to take anymore.. I just following what my heart and mind tell me (:

So, I am pretty enjoying my working life. My office mates are funny. There is something happened between me and someone in the office I guess... #You know its you. Why don’t you just take a step to tell me how you feel? Because you know I am still waiting….#

So I guess if the person could take a step out of confidence to tell to someone how you really feel about that person, life would have been different compared to now. My life, is the best example yet.

I have promised myself not to let go of anything. I love you. I guess. Haha. Well, this post is kinda emo.. because I want to SLEEP NOWWW and yet havent got my dinner :/

 

hi

heyyyy

My future room ^^<

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finally im free for few days. just finished all my year 1 units. hopefully i can pass without taking any supplementary exams :] now got to move on to my last paper on 2nd nov, while everyone already back to KK = = just saying a hi to everyone out there i been really busy. will soon uploads those pics here when the line is good X) well then nothing to say im still very tired sleeping 4 hours and studying 8 hours getting normal in my life

duh

IM BACKKKKK!!!! oh God, ive been so busy for ahilwe. I got 3 assignments same due date and i was dying. I just got back here from 1 week heaven holiday and started to prepare for marketing debate stuff. unfortuntaely, sore throat hits me up and how am i going to practice??? :( I thank God cos my another oral presentation isnt same as the marketing debate. as least i will have another 1 week to give my throat to rest. but now, 2 days more. i only have 2 days to get my voice back :( alright, im bored outta my mind. cos TODAY I DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING~~~ like if you get it ;) ahahaha. ._.

im home baby!

FINALLY!!! im back home. eventually i am be able to understand the true meaning of HOME SWEET HOME :D

well nothing much to say, this time the feeling i got when i came home isnt the same with the previous one.know why? i have already submitted 5 assignments and completed 2 exams. and i just have 1 week holiday. -.-

this time, im trying my best to meet all those who i have not seen them like 10 years lol.

ok la. im really tired. gn.

BYE BYE LAH~

I'm leaving again and I hate this!!!! ><

Especially when u got a long semester break and now ur moods just so complicated cos u don't wanna go back there to start ur semester!!

Soo, I don't know what to say. But I really hope everything will be alright. :]

Tata night.



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Enjoy~

These are the pics taken during the year..


Celebrating sam's bday :)



Ok well, me and my monkey sister XD




This is what we built last last Saturday in youth. Our building was the most stable building among others so we got the cola ;D



My lunch in the airport.. On 11th June .. Coming back to kk



This happened on April.. Sushi Tei with my 'sisters' XD



BBQ party...



The girl with purple color shirt .. Her bday BBQ party.



Took while in the plane.. XD



Henrys crime.. The most fei movie I ever seen lol..



Accompanying mom went to the market.. Such a miracle XD

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15.7

Ok,i have been telling myself lets update blog tonight but kinda lazy XP

Im leaving this Sunday :( this 1 month holiday isnt that long..

but im better than others.. they already left here since Wednesday

ok well now, imma boom my uni =.=

just because i enrolled late, i got a penalty for RM 100 >< !!!

not only this, even i paid the panalty i also couldnt log in the OCR, online class registration.

this causes me cant choose my tutorial times, good stuff? ;D

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ok so before i leave i want to play my piano first.. lets calculate

i have not played my piano for like forever lol

tata

pics will soon be uploaded from my phone directly ;)



-everyone enjoy ur holiday or semester-

3/7

Well I thought this Sunday would suck... Wait till afternoon. I have had so much fun with a couple of funny aunty and uncle! :)

Pics soon ;)


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Crazy night 30/6-1/7

Been out for 17 hours today! :D it's also my very first time got out till 12++am back home.

Well actually was planning to go back earlier, but then... The cashier messed up with this.

I came back to office today..我上次停止上班到现在，他们都没有忘记我。

怎么说呢？有几个我跟他们不太熟的同事今天看到我突然出现在公司，反应几乎是一样的。。就是脸上很多问号哈哈。

有个姐姐还跟我说，「哦！是酱啦！回来也不去隔壁打下招呼。。」

我其实没有打算要酱做。。。因为根本就不太熟。。但是，今天，回去了，就突然之间大家变得很熟了。为什么呢？

今天在公司呆了1天，晚上就 KFC，然后就唱 k...这次虽然我没拿 mic 唱，但是我几乎没有声音了 zzz (I know everytime we go sing k, must have 'Sophia' this song included ==)

We said we would leave at 11pm. But then too many songs, postponted till 11.30pm. Actually our limit was till 1am. But tomorrow they have to work so...

Then, because of some problem with the payment there, we waited there almost 20 mins... 弄到我12点多才回到家。

今天可以说是我很开心的1天，至少玩够了。。

然后我要讲的是，每一次跟他们出时，他们都不要我出钱。而且，明年去西马的机票某人帮我付了。

还有，那个男生每次叮我嘴的今天没来，他知道我今天会回来，所以他把他的位让给我坐。

以上名种事情都很奇怪。

Almost 3.30am now. Gtg. And... I started to listenig to SOME Chinese and Korean songs just because the musics. I like! :p


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昨晚本来要 update blog。。但为什么没有呢？是因为我为了要 download 1首歌。。废吗？ = =

但是这首歌我越听越喜欢。它就像有一首华语歌, 我寂寞寂寞就好（好像）。

Talking to the moon- Bruno Mars

所以我在这里recommend 下。哈哈。。

我睡了9个钟。但为什么我的黑园圈还不舍得消失啊？！？！

其实，自从上星期它就出现了= =
而我忙到竟然是某某人跟我讲，「你看你，你的黑圆圈都跑出来了」

好吧。就到这。

我还有很多东西没有处理。但是，懒！






让我想起某人哈哈。

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11.06.11

我终于回家了！家就是家！好舒服啊~~~

今天下午3：50的飞机，期待酱久，竟然给我 delay.. 其实可能因为太多飞机一起飞吧。= =

不知为什么我就是没有像上次回来那么兴奋。。。为什么啊？可能这次回来是带着沉重的心情。。

我真的有点担心我的 degree final results... 如果我 fail 一科，我就要重拿。我不要啊！！！但是也没有讲没有补考，但是真的是要回来补考？我也不要啊！！！！！

算了，我现在只能够相信自己-我是不会 fail 的！ 

其实，我很想去evaluate, 投诉考试时间不够！他们真的以为我们一看题目就知道答案是什么。神啊！ = =

好吧，今天到这。我很累，但我还是坚持用中文打。因为我要证明我还会华语 zzz. = = 

Goodnight
:) 


It took me 1 hour to finish this zzzzz  




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long post dont read it unless you want it

hello. guess whats my mood today zzz

Im actually not in a good mood today

Dont know if there is something really happened or i think too much

But tonight i really really want to decide this

Final is coming

And management is the most worried subject

Actually, overall, im afraid of the 4 subjects

just learning to cope with this

if i fail, i need to come back on July for the suplementary exam

and

I KNOW I WONT FAIL! I WILL PASS! EVEN PASS WITH CREDIT! DISTINCTION! or even HD!!

yes this is positive mindset (learn from me, haha)

well seriously im trying to make it out

well besides this one, theres one thing i want to make a decision on it

.......

maybe these few months

i have relied on you too much

until..

you have become part of my life

now i guess this has come to an end

i have given you many chances but since you dont even cheerish them its fine

i will start to live without you, being part of my life

its kinda hard for me cause, i need to take you out, from my life.

treat you like nothing ever happened between us

difficult

but still i need to learn this

so from now on, i wont be hoping receive a message from you

i wont be hoping you to share anything with me

when i see you, i will just act like nothing happened

Ive always liked Ashley's [It's alright, It's ok]

this song is super awesome

|its alright its ok, im so much better without you|

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Just got a message from Unlce David, saying, "do your best and God will do the rest."

yea even just a message, it works.

simply cause this is a stress period, and without parents by my side, ive got some friends

but friends arent my everything

cause sometimes they do make me feel disappointed

this teaches me that only God is my priority in life, whenever and wherever.

and oh yea, suddenly this just came out in my mind,

"Smile, because God loves you."

surely i will do this alll the time

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so ive decided to give up.

as the saying goes, "if your love doesnt work with that person, it simply means someone loves you more."

carrying this and moving forward

its Sunday tomorrow and surely i will start this new, miracle-fulled weekend with new mindset

gonna leave this tonight, leave this in a random Saturday night :)

Sweet dreams, i know i will be alright.

long post dont read it

hello. guess whats my mood today zzz

Im actually not in a good mood today

Dont know if there is something really happened or i think too much

But tonight i really really want to decide this

Final is coming

And management is the most worried subject

Actually, overall, im afraid of the 4 subjects

just learning to cope with this

if i fail, i need to come back on July for the suplementary exam

and

I KNOW I WONT FAIL! I WILL PASS! EVEN PASS WITH CREDIT! DISTINCTION! or even HD!!

yes this is positive mindset (learn from me, haha)

well seriously im trying to make it out

well besides this one, theres one thing i want to make a decision on it

.......

maybe these few months

i have relied on you too much

until..

you have become part of my life

now i guess this has come to an end

i have given you many chances but since you dont even cheerish them its fine

i will start to live without you, being part of my life

its kinda hard for me cause, i need to take you out, from my life.

treat you like nothing ever happened between us

difficult

but still i need to learn this

so from now on, i wont be hoping receive a message from you

i wont be hoping you to share anything with me

when i see you, i will just act like nothing happened

Ive always liked Ashley's [It's alright, It's ok]

this song is super awesome

|its alright its ok, im so much better without you|

-------------------------------------------------------------------

Just got a message from Unlce David, saying, "do your best and God will do the rest."

yea even just a message, it works.

simply cause this is a stress period, and without parents by my side, ive got some friends

but friends arent my everything

cause sometimes they do make me feel disappointed

this teaches me that only God is my priority in life, whenever and wherever.

and oh yea, suddenly this just came out in my mind,

"Smile, because God loves you."

surely i will do this alll the time

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so ive decided to give up.

as the saying goes, "if your love doesnt work with that person, it simply means someone loves you more."

carrying this and moving forward

its Sunday tomorrow and surely i will start this new, miracle-fulled weekend with new mindset

gonna leave this tonight, leave this in a random Saturday night :)

Sweet dreams, i know i will be alright.