SO FREAKING STRESSED THE FREAK OUT OF MEEEEEEE! SIT HERE FROM LAST NIGHT 6:30PM UNTIL TODAY 5AM JUST TO COMPLETE THE FREAKING 2000 WORDS COMPANY LAW ASSIGNMENT AND I GOT TO FINISH IN 18 HOURS ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
IM GOING TO SKIP TUTORIAL TODAY @ 10AM I KNOW I WONT BE ABLE TO COME lol
i dont want to study law anymore 
EMO so EMO!! One thing that I am going to say is… I DONT WANT GO BACK AHHH!! Just seen my junior uploading those photos in miri, the first thing that came to my mind was like kids, why are you so excited? you will be bored and tired of it during the semester!
its 3am now i have no idea why im still awake. maybe im waiting for a miracle… Oh well, im moody today moody emo moody emo~~
im currently in love with a new British-Irish boys band called ONE DIRECTION!!! Congras to them for winnning the British Singles 2012 last night.
so im a bit sleepy now will ttyl i hope
So… I have to tell something about something. We have known each others for almost one year.. I didnt know much about you.. and then when you started to talk to me i fell in love with you but i know its impossible,.. you have too many admirers i think it will be so stress to be your girlfriend…
But till now.. you just keep calling me… each call we talk up to 3 hours… im keeping the distance between us because i dont want to have a closer relationship. sometimes, being one of your best friends is so much better than being the special one in your life.
i feel like saying all these out.. but i will never let you know how i feel to you. yesterday was valentines day, i slept at 8am.. didnt sleep for the whole night even i just finished the 3 hours flight… i was spending my valentine with someone not you..
you were the first guy that called me in the middle of the night wish me happy valentines.. i told u im tidying my luggage and gonna sleep soon then u ended our call..
in the morning u saw me didnt online then u call me while i was still sleeping… we talked for awhile then u ended the call…
at the night of valentine.. u called me again… i forgot what we talked about but thanks anyway to accompany me to go through this day…
my friends all know about this. they ask, if a guy just calls you without any reasons at all you should know what he wants. im acting like i dont know cos i wish it was not real.. im just escaping from the truth..
so i guess my heart is given to the another guy… that guy is amazing.. he makes me smile and laugh so much and yet he is the one who can really make me cry so hard…im so in love with him but there is some reasons i cant have him now..
so i dont know what is going around here. im confused. i usually dont say what i feel but i will describe them in words. this blog is super convenient for me to do that.
there was something happened that i cant sleep if i cant find the way to solve this problem… its almost 3am here.. im going to end this post by telling you i love you. my prince.
I have been crazing for the Europe countries. One of my dreams is to travel the whole Europe and America!!!!!!!! This is a must for me. I can’t find any reasons or excuses not to make this dream comes to pass. Well, someday, I’m gonna make this dream comes true.
I have been discussing where to go every year with my officemates. There is only 1 girl that got the same interests with me ----- Europe!! Others are planning to go to Korea, China, Thailand, Cambodia, Brunei, Japan….. The worst thing is, they include me T.T
I don’t know if I should be happy or sad, I want to save money~ but they already helped me to book a flight ticket to JB and Singapore next month. So, I think I might go. Travelling Europe and America needs a lots of spending and I guess I need to plan after I got stable income ._.
NEW YORK CITY!!!!
OIA SANTORINI!!!!!
ROME!!!!!!!
MILAN!!!!!!!
VENICE!!!!!!!
PARIS!!!!!!
AMSTERDAM!!!!!!
BERLIN!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, these are the cities that I MUST visit in my life. Feel free to accompany the journey~ xD
I am finally home! Oh wait, it’s been 2 months since I came home. I keep thinking to update my blog as long as I’m free. But then when I finished typing the whole post, was about to post it, and the UPDATE FAILED!!!!! I was seriously like WTH happened on Blogger! That’s why I couldn't update my blog until yesterday… found this. Windows Live Writer is awesome <3
Well, what’s going in my life? I have seriously no idea at all. I am currently working. I finally decided not to take summer course due to many reasons…. I don’t know if I have made a good decision but I don’t want to take anymore.. I just following what my heart and mind tell me (:
So, I am pretty enjoying my working life. My office mates are funny. There is something happened between me and someone in the office I guess... #You know its you. Why don’t you just take a step to tell me how you feel? Because you know I am still waiting….#
So I guess if the person could take a step out of confidence to tell to someone how you really feel about that person, life would have been different compared to now. My life, is the best example yet.
I have promised myself not to let go of anything. I love you. I guess. Haha. Well, this post is kinda emo.. because I want to SLEEP NOWWW and yet havent got my dinner :/
