im backkk

yay finally exam is finished!!!
think im not going to sleep tonight
no for other reasons
just to celebrate exam is finished

考试期间，我的生活生不如死
每天不是读书，就是考试
读读读，后来就 bot 神经了==

holidays is on now
haiz
our class trip go to nexus
so freaking expensive
each person rm 100
WAHH
better use the rm 100 to buy clothes and bla bla bla

besides that, i have another trip
it only needs rm5
freaking cheap

so where should i go?
or both dont go
stay at home bot moi
everyday online till morning
and then sleep at morning

eat drink sleep sh*t
all these stuff
are gonna be part of my daily routine

last night studying chinese,
saw some words that really impressive ;)

我不在乎付出多少，我只要最好的。

it was 3am,when u wake me up, and we jump into the car and drive as fast as we could go, just to get away ~~~ XD

今年的母亲节 09.05.10

今天是母亲节，我最近都在忙自己的东西，都忘了今天是个特别重大的节日。

我刚刚完成了明天将要送给妈妈的礼物，我也写下几句我一直很想很想跟妈妈说的话。

我一边写一边哭，不知为何，泪不停流，可能感动？但是，我并不要十么感动，我只是很想把话说出来。

我要说，＂谢谢你妈妈，让我成为你的女儿，我感到很幸福，我爱你。＂

"love is just a game my dear"

so what should i do?
should i take the risk?

well, love is just a game. nothing else

有时侯真的玩不起

if we ever break up again. i will be like lose my direction

i need you to stay with me forever

i dont want you to leave me

how can you forget someone qho gave you so much to remember?

you never can i never will

we have already created our future together

i dont want to give up

talking to you is my daily routine

without it, ill die probably :/

i want you and only you



alright almost 2am now bye :)

if i died tomorrow, what one thing would you want me to know?

and

are you mine only?

hey hey hey
im pretty good mood today
well just talked to someone special
i feelgood

but you know what spoils me is
IM HAVING BUSINESS STUDIES TEST TOMORROW
and i know most people will be killed
well hope not :)

and now, im having the third baby lol ==
well im really sleepy now have to go to bed
dont miss me :)

im not your PERFECT daughter. im sorry mom !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! why?????
you know how heavy is my burden?????
you know i really hate it
i hate it like i hate the hellll
i know im not a perfect person
why i get angry so easily then you all say " you say you are a christian.." and bla bla bla. SHUT THE F*CK UP MOM and my DEAREST AUNTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who says chirstians cant get angry?
who says christians are perfect??
you say you understand me
i was just got angry at my dad
because it was just a small thing and he said im stupid
do you know i REALLY REAlly REALLY HATE it when you call me stupid??
i have my own MY SWEET MOMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sometimes i really cant understand why my dad treats me like this?
work pressures?
like i dont have school presure tooo??????????
do you know teenagers nowadays love thier own ways???
it is called BEING INDEPENDENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really hate this
i almost wanted to end up my life
i have many pressure
school, relationship, and PARENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dad you know, the way you talk to me is like you hate me
if you hate me then why you gave birth to me
if you hate me then why you bought everything to me
sometimes i really cant understand why
dont you think REBELLING is such a POPULAR stuff in the teenagers' life nowadays???
today my aunt is gonna share the same room with me
and guess what?
she just said that she has already understood me
she said i just couldnt do well
WT*????
how the hell you knew??????
SO, i think im gonna give up
and IM NOT GONNA SHARE MY ROOM WITH YOU
I WONT ASK YOU TO GET OFF FROM MY BEDROOM
AS I KNOW, I GIVE A F*CKING RESPECT TO YOU
SO, I'LL SLEEP IN THE COUCH DOWN STAIRS THERE
GOOD NIGHT SLEEP DREAMS !!!!!!!!!!!!

1.05.10 *wish i could reverse the time so everything would be perfect*

today, something happened
i got his message wrote :[ ♥ ...
i asked what happened
he said that i didnt know what happened
and he said i left him for someone else.
*oh he thought i was serious with john* lol

but then he was asking me wanna get back to him
like i always say "once i turn around im not coming back"
i dont know how to do man!

he asked me if i still love him and i said i think so
he gave me the same answer when i asked him sooo...
should i get back to him?
or just leave him alone?

i wish i could leave him alone
but you know its easy to say hard to do

and oh im trying dont really care about it
i know i have got to make a decision
but just.. sigh its complicated

oh well i really dont know what to do
just wait
i need time :)

fun fun fun

just got back from 1b.
haha it was fun really
well of course i went to watch IP Man
not bad la.
at least i didnt feel boring so it was really ok :D

today loli and i have watched 3 movies WOW
2012, che bi, and IP man
tired really tired

today also the firts time i went out with friends so late
that i came back almost 12am
well, i hope to have the second chance going out with you guys again
its fun im sure :)

tomorrow, help school wash the land of our canteen
oh no. regret little now haha
well im so tired, see you guys :)

a.r.g.h. ARGH

umm yeah well
ignore my relationship status on FACEBOOK
i love everything about fb
but theres one thing i hate
your FACEBOOK HOME PAGE'S TOP NEWS THERE
if no "top news"
then it would not have problem now
sigh :(

well like i say
im not really in a relationship
i just help my friend as you already known it
so you got it?

yea i just mad at some people
haiz
why they seem serious?
if i say i eat shit then will you believe?
if i say i been to atmosphere will you believe?

time for me to leave
see you :)

爱一个人很容易 放下/放弃一个人很难

是 , 很难 , 但是也不就是什么 ? 俗语 拿得起 放得下 , 既然放不下 就别拿 . 不知道后果 , 就别碰 别抱起希望 , 浪费泪水


but i did. i really did. i gave up on him.
yea i wont cry anymore
its useless
there're pleanty of fish in the sea :)

-end-

thanks to you. now i get what i want

well today's the 4th day i broke up with him.
i have to suit myself living my life without him
and now im getting better
knowing that there're pleaty of fish in the sea :D

i've learned this lesson with a positive minded :)
i have to DISREGARD my past so nothing can keep holding me back
well, all my ex boyfriends are losers!!
haha.

i saw my first love while i was __________ and we were shocked. it was the 2nd day i broke up with my ex boyfriend. maybe its the sign of something... ?

crying :'(

well, i didnt sleep last night
and then went to school
im so so tired.

why i didnt sleep?
i dont want to mention
it just sucksssssss

i had been crying for 1 to 5am
just because i never thought that this would happen
im regret and broken heart inside me

who can fix me when im in pieces?
im broken heart girl

now i have to get over it.
i have to forget about everything between you and me.
forget about the way you smile at me
forget about the way you kiss and hug me
forget about everything
forget about our future that we have planned
its all fake
yup its fake

you say you felt cheated
so do i?

get over it sofia.
forget about our memories
remember he's GONE FOREVER

its hard to forget
but i believe that i all i need is time
time can heal my broken heart you have made

i have to face the truth
im crying again im sorry
tell me how can i get over it

to make myself busy?
but when im alone i think about it

so whatever
he's not my everything

i will get over it
yes I can.!!!!!

bless me.
im broken hearted girl
who is willing to fix my broken heart?

this is my sunday 11/4 :)

today about 12pm went to city mall.
was gonna interview the popular but then the manager cuti ==
then we went to some shop interviewed
yeah so we did.

then pang pang and i went to starbucks to manage all those data
ordered frappucino chocolate cream chips :D
it costly though
then bought mints
perfumes yeah

i was online on facebook.
i know i was not supposed to but the guy sitting beside us was on FACEBOOK
so i couldnt tahan too haha

was online then managing the data
that sin shien and felicia just online facebook only
only me doing and pang pang accompanying me to do
how sweet was she :) lol

somebody was jealous.
slets see the conversation:

me: im leaving for starbucks now
he: will you bring me too?
me: yeah but im going with my friends
he: fine you dont want me

haha he is somebody that i wont share with anyone <3 :)
this is my sunday
and oh yeah
i didnt sleep last night
i sleep around 7am then woke up at 10am
why?

because you will stay up late all night long just to talk to the person you like <3

gift

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this is my son sent to me love it :)


______________ cant be trusted :p

never. :)
thank to you cuz im being loved.

but you still cant be trusted
theres some secrets of you i know :p

night.

Today's GOOD FRIDAY! lets be thanksful to God for what He has done for us.


recently, i been doing maths
was gonna memorize the eng but lazy
haiz. tomorrow have math tuition.

my To Do list:
1. eng
2. read the bm essay. i know you guys wont read de lah haha
3. math AHHH!!
4. cut my hair
5. attend math tuition

oh no. there is a crash
where should i go?
either cut my hair or go to math tuition
if my math is good i wont mind not going to tuition so much
so, ==

2am now i cant sleep. but tired. haiz






you still dont know what's the problem. sad.

car

i drove the new car !!!!!!!!
very comfortable
love that car
i want a new car to drive when i get my P license XDDD

sleepy zzzzz

每次的感情挫折, 让你更明白自己渴望的爱情是什么样的 :)

mimi is leaving today :(
sorry didnt come to the farewell party because i had something to do
but it didnt mean this was more important that your farewell.

well i dont know what am i doing these days
i need a good rest
sleep the whole day the best
haha

well i have to go now
i saw some teenagers book
about love love love that

i saw this and thought it was meaningful

每次的感情挫折, 让你更明白自己渴望的爱情是什么样的

emo me

hi im here.
been few days havent updated blog
well, no mood haiz

i have 2 reasons.

1. mimi is leaving T.T
2. i cant accept why my ABC failed. only 48% !!! ahhh

but on the other side, im happy though.
because:-

1. i cant believe my add maths passed. i thought i would get 30 40 but i got 70
2. my results not so bad but what is weird is.. what i expected passed i failed
just like ABC haiz. but what i expected i failed i passed like add maths ==

almost 2am now. bye :)

i am bored so yeah

pretty tired today
i have had driving lesson again
wow the turtor asked me to drive from likas to sepanggar then 1b then dogongon then ums
drove till 60 only 60
but already high XD

slept from 8 till 11pm then just woke up online
why now still sleepy?
i been staying up late for no reason
saw mimi them online they are PPS-ing
yeah i know you guys de la

and.. im bored right now
what can i do at 2am except sleeping??

aw holidays have to be finished already
ask yourself, what you been doing this holidays?
me, online, sleeping, eating, driving, pak to-ing lol and what else?
waste of time!!

yeah guess have to sleep
or just facebook-ing now
byeeee