when i don't need go back to school...

i slept around 3.30am
woke up around 8.30am
i was really like dying

you know i hate so much
when i was woke up by the
SUPER SMELLY SMOKE!!
plus today i just slept only the 5 hours
i was damn unhappy.

then my parents brought me go to sutera
with some uncle
i was damn hungry
but no one ordered the food
then me also no ordered
just ordered a orange juice
it tasted like damn sour

then we went to some lawyer office
the whole office fulls of the law books
like the land law, lslam laws, bla bla bla
even more thicker than the dictionaries
well, i can tell you
this is what they call, a lawyer.

after this
it was already 12pm
then we just had our 'breakfast'
i was damn hungry

after got back home
of course the 1st thing supposed to do is sleep
but i did the bk 1st, yay! XD
questions were damn hard
so i just went to bed

FINALLY, the time has come
good night~ XD

i dont know what was the purpose going back to school today!
it was super boring.
so we discussed something like the sport days blablabla
we'll be at S3 Ai next year

spm & lcci coming soon!!
argh!!~~!!~~!!
why i dont have any feeling or get nervous
fortunately, not only me feeling like this
haha.

now im gonna tell you the hot news:-

I AM MARRIED TO A GIRL

you wanna know who's this luckiest girl?
check me on Facebook then XD

i was supposed to update this post yesterday.
but sorry i was tooo tired..

so now, im gonna write what happened yesterday :D

yesterday my mom waked me up bye yellin my name while i was sleeping..
then i really not very syok
you know the feelings..
like ur name was yelled so loud while ur asleep..

it was like 7am i had my breakfast
and then the conductor came and fetched me to sepanggar there...
we arrived there like 8am++
and we thought we were late..
mana tau, the lesson started around 9.30am
i should know one thing, kita punya kerajaan stuff menang macam punya ==

honestly, i never thought that i could be so fast to take the law lesson
once i reached there, the 1st thing came to my mind was:
when i could going back???
haha.

we just had 4 chinese in our class, including the teacher was 5 chinese.
so kasihan.
and those malay, philipines people LOVE to smoke.
i was like what the heck, i'm gonna die...

you know,
yesterday morning i ate only 2 cakes and dinner during dinner time,
i didnt eat my lunch cuz too many people waiting the super small canteen
i even guessing it was not called a "canteen"

honestly speaking, i didnt hear the teacher teaching
cuz they spoke malay
they were boring
so, me and loli just talking talking talking XD

yesterday was the day that i really like lived without my mom
after yesterday, i knew that mom is import. to me.
because of her, i dont need to worry abt my foods XD
haha.

tomorrow have to go to school,
i think i should get going
see you guys..

today's UBS exam...
ah b sit besides me..
so you know what was supposed to happen lah~ XD

honestly, if ah b didnt help me in the exam
i think i would die,
i mean the exam was hard to me...

however, i FORGOT to rename to backuped file
then, maybe...haiz
you may not understand what i'm talkin' about
nevermind, it's not important to me since i walked out from the lab XD

i dont know what results will i get,
of course i hope i'' get a good result
cuz $30 is not cheap ok...

im going to sleep, bye bye ur tail XD

i'm having a good and bad day...
everyone should know why
because they are also like me...

ARGH!! my results...
i cant understand why my PA scored 47%....
and add math 21/100
i'm so pro ==
in fact, im a lil bit disappointed with my SPM MOCK RESULTS T.T

and the english...
ms. luk thought had people cheating during the exam..
so she marked our papers sooo strictly...
sigh...

but one thing it's really happy for AWHILE is
i am one of the luckiest students in geo class..
because they are only 8 peoples passed geo among all students like 40++

the day after tomorrow,
i'm gonna have UBS exam!!
Listen to me, ...
I LOVE IT!!! XD

people who are not going to seat for UBS exam,
always tryin to show me like,
"heyy, i'm not gonna seat for UBS exam, lalala..."
haha. well, you know im just kidding.

now i wanna sleep, but my mom told me dont sleep first...
when i wanna online, my mom keeps asking me go to bed, go to bed...
isn't something wrong with me and my mom? O.O

even my results are so suxx, but i still believing
EVERYTHING CAN BE CHANGED, just trust me and you yourself :)

My SUNDAY

Oh my...Today I'm pretty tired.
I'm already very tired, plus I have gone out the whole day....

I went to church around 8am till 1pm like that.
Then I just slept like 30 mins cuz around 3.30pm I had to go to pastor house to have tea time..
I got back home like 5.30pm..
And of course we had a great evening there :)

This is Pastor William and his whole family.

He with his wife, Auntie Lorna and their two sons-Issac and Jeremaih.

At night, I had math tuition.
Was doing many excercise there and was not bad.
But I am really very tired.
I'm not acting tired.
Yeah, this is what have happened on my SUNDAY :D


Before I make conclusion, I would love to say 'thank you' to my sister, sis. Annie..
Even she's sick and not feeling so well but she still went to my home fetched me to pastor house.
I'm impressed of this so much :)
Well, God 'll bless her back haha.


Gtg now, see you guys..

'Shopping' + Dreams + Story

Hmm, you know today i just slept like 5 hrs ONLY.
from 3am to 8am++ like that. I'm like dying..
You know why I got up so early? Because of my mom lo
She wanted me to accompony her to shopping.
I can say 'NO' meh?

I am very scared of this you know....
Because my mom will go into the shop that she likes the most,
And starts to pick the clothes and EVERYTHING she likes
And me just sitting down there....
Walking around...
Sounds boring right?
YESSSSS, this is what i can tell you..

Just now at church, we were discussing our DREAMS :D
Last time i asked my mom, "Mom, what kind of jobs do you want me to have?"
She was like very automatically answered, "BANK MANAGER."
Then , I was hanging there.
Cuz I never thought that I wanted to be manager.
Even if I really want to be manager,
I'll choose to be a HOTEL MANAGER but not BANK MANAGER.

Well, see how first XD
Maybe I change my mind tomorrow
and my mom will win.

And, today, I wanna share some story to you..
I heard my pastor told me just now...real story:-

1 boy, he is like 21 yrs old.
His parents divoiced since he was still a young boy.
He has a 18 yrs old girlfriend.
He told the pastor that his gf got pregnant and seeking for helps.

This does matter, the most important thing is:-

When the pastor asked him, "How come like this? Are you planning to marry her?"
Then the boy said, " I dont know. She's NOT my dream girl. I'm just....."

Did you get my 'important point'?
This true story is used to remind all of you no matter boys or girls
If you're human being then you should always remember this story...
Don't get in wrong situation just because want to satisfy.

To girls, find your Mr. Right not Mr. Right Now
To boys, find your Mrs. Right not Mrs. Right Now

So yeah... This is just to remind you before you 'do'
Ok, time for me to sleep now, so see you guys... :)

Today's a challenging day, to me.
Cuz an important thing is happening. [sorry i cant tell cuz it's private]

It has just finished and thanx God..
It was not as bad as I thought.

I have learnt something,

No matter what happens, just stay your faith and avoid all negative thoughts.

well, i have to go now, see you guys. Sweet dreams :)

Happy B'day DADDY!

hey hey! I'm pretty good today :D I also don't know why O.O
but one thing, I wanna say and tell the world is...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!!!

Even today's my dad b'day, but we have not celebrated with him.

'Cuz he's so busy, been working the whole day. Really the whole day XD

Well, I think I'm not gonna say the 3 words [you know that XD]

But, since today's my dad 50th b'day, so I think i'm gonna say....

I LOVE YOU DAD!!!

ARGH!!! I wanna kill somebody! ==
Just in case he's super stubborn.
He drives me so crazy.

Why guys are always like that?!
I don't know what to say. Seriously.
If he continues like this, I promise I'll never talk to him again.
And stop arguing with me, PLSSSS!

I don't want him to own me.
It's not what I want.
He says he understands me. Is him fuking kidding?
Now who is bluffing who??

Sorry ya, I'm just....
This guy is winding me up.
I can't stand anymore..

True Jokes

I heard this... Were funny but a lil foolish XD

[At Burger King]
Cashier: What would you like to order?
Guy: A cheeseburger.
Cashier: Do you want cheese on that cheeseburger?

AND

[Somewhere]
Guy to girl smoking cigarette: Didn't your mother tell you smoking is bad for you?
Girl: Didn't your mother tell you never to talk to strangers?

haha.

I was supposed to update my blog last night.
But, I didn't know why there was somebody kept talking to me.
Super fan. ==

When we chatting,
I was just thinking about should I create another msn id?
hmmm, well, I will tell you guys if I did.So don't worry you can still connect with me XD

After the mock exam, I feel like I don't wanna study anymore.
No matter how many imes I have been telling myself,
It just seems like not working out :(

So, I hope myself can study even just 30 mins!!!!!!!
Yeah, I think that's all.

Sunday Morning

Yesterday night somebody told me, "ui, tomorrow we go Vegas have our breakfast."
Then, I followed after church service next morning.

I just ordered a cup of hot Cuppucino. The original cost was 6++
Since it was happy hour so it cost me like 3.50.
It tasted nice.

So you can go there have a good time when HAPPY HOUR.

I was hungry but I couldn't have my breakfast
cuz my I had to have my another breakfast with my parents.

So I just watched them eating their breakfast.
American breakfast so yummy XD

Ok, I think I should get going. I'm hungry XD

Heyy! Today is quite good because my mood is good.
You know why? cuz I had a good sleep till 11.30am like that.
haha.

When I got up, I shocked because I didn't realize it was so late.
Then, my mom brought me for a haircut.
Thx God, my new style of haircut is still ok XD

Last day of mock exam!

Today's the LAST Day of SPM...Mock. Yay!
How much I wish today was last day of REAL SPM EXAM.
Well, I should be happy at least this exam is over and I can online and update blog.

Yesterday while I was doing my revision for Geography sub,
My mom suddenly told me, "In fact, I can go to science stream de bah."
Me also suddenly.... I was silent.

Then my mom kept saying like I dont like enough confidence and bla bla bla....
I tell you guys... I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD GO TO SCIENCE STREAM.
I would rather do my accounts than physics, bio, chemis...

Teacher Alex already told us that Geo is the most hardest sub among all SPM subs.
But me didn't realise that.
Today, I have realised! Really hard. Cuz you'll need to memorise a lot of things.

Yesterday I didn't study the Geo past years,
So just now before the exam started I just started studying.
And the girl from Senior 1... [everytime during the 3rd recess she finds me that one]

She came my classroom and found me.
I was really shocked because I knew she would really disturbed me.
Then, I really got disturbed.

I was running out of time, she still talking to me.
I was like WT* . I was trying my best to control myself.
And she didn't ask my premission to WEAR my jacket. [ I hate that without my permission....]

So I just be patient for what she had done.
While I was doing the past years, she told me, " dont do lah, last minute already.
Actually, i had left 25-30 mins before the exam started.

For her actions, the words she said to me,
I didn't know what to do, so I just smiled at her and kept saying lol lol lol.

So the point I got today is,

This girl is used to train my patient.

Well, even just finished the mock exam, but don't relax yourself.

Remember, the real SPM is waiting us.

Good luck and night everyone xx

WHY AM I ALWAYS LIKE THAT?

Sunday. My last time to update blog from tomorrow.
SPM mock coming soon.
Sunday is just my another busy day.
Except coming to church, I need study on Sunday too.
So, I have studied today. Tomorrow we have tests.
Just now no current [always like that]
I studied too.
See, I'm crazy.

Besides that, I'm just human. An extra ordinary human.
But I have to prepare properly.
I do my best, God do the rest.
I'm tryin' to relax myself.
I don't have to force myself, give myself so much pressure.

Except studying, I'll miss him too.
I know I'll not be able to online for 8 days long.
Even online also can't be long, so what for?
Better not online.

Why we are together, I just not cheerish him [maybe he always envy envy envy!]
And when he leaves, I start to miss him.
Why am I always like that.

Now I'm not be able to online again.
I am regret.
Regret for what I've done to him.
I promise no next time.

Year 2010.
I'll be in Senior 3! Yay!
Finally, I have been waiting this year to come.

I'm writing this is very EMO mood.
Almost 1am, I guess my bed is waiting for me.
Good night sweet dreams sleep tight for me.

我知道我有情绪，我要照顾它

I have been so long time not online. Tired. Super mega tired. Last Friday, we had 3 tests. and Next Monday I'm going to have another 2..ugh ugh

Just now U.Edwin picked me back to home. While on the way to home, he talked to me about the society. and this really encouraged me to study HARDER! yeah, h.a.r.d.e.r

He told me:" If you want to earn more $, you must study more harder then others, more hardworking than others and many more......"

When I almost give up, uncle told me this and I should think of it seriously.

THINK OF YOUR FUTURE!

You know when exam coming soon, I will be like a lil bit easy-angried. So, Loli taught me this one

[ 我知道我有情绪，我要照顾它]

this is very useful

I know I have emotional, I need to take care of it.

This is an another pointless post, don't see it!

Heyy! long time no see :) I have been not updating my blog for long time cuz I don't know what to post.

These few weeks, I am like dying. Everyone seems like dying because of a lots of works to do, really a lot lerr.

Plus i'm suffering from FLU & I get a sore throat. Now I'm ok with my throat, hopefully.

Just the FLUUUUUU BAH!!

Something funny here... I have promised somebody that I would always take good care of myself.

but, the next day, I got sick!! aweee.

Well, I think I'm not gonna tell him. He will only worries for me only. so what for?

oops, I really have no idea to write...BB!

When I saw this pic, I felt something inside me. I couldn't explain it out. Seriously.

This is Jay Koopman.

Jay Koopman:"You should know your identity."

This is Jaeson Ma.

Jeason Ma. Chinese American.

RAP KING.

He says, "Life is about knowing Him."

Pastor Kong

The speaker of the 2 days conference.

23 to 24/9 we went to church attending like a conference "LIVE A LIFE"
It was awesome. When I say it, I mean it XD

The pastor and the whole team were from City Harvest Church in Singapore.
I saw a boy who dyed his hair like dark red. wow it was pretty cool.
The boy really looked like David.


I'm not joking. If you guys see him, you'll agree what I'm saying XD
You know, after the conference. I found the confidence.

I saw many students from our school, like Claudius, Anabelle, Federick and GERALD XD
He accepted himself as a Christian already.
Yeah, thanx Jesus.

The confidence of fighting for my studies. I know I can do well in SPM.
This really good because I have lost this kind of confidence.
Now, I have found it. =D

He shared about :- WHAT TO DO WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
1. seek for God.
2.Focus on the Promises of God not your problems.
3.Stand before God.
4.Wait for Holy Spirit.
5.Give Praise to God.

Yeah that's right.
You know, the pastor has a wife who is a STAR.
I'll show you her wife's pic.