When I saw this pic, I felt something inside me. I couldn't explain it out. Seriously.

This is Jay Koopman.

Jay Koopman:"You should know your identity."

This is Jaeson Ma.

Jeason Ma. Chinese American.

RAP KING.

He says, "Life is about knowing Him."

Pastor Kong

The speaker of the 2 days conference.

23 to 24/9 we went to church attending like a conference "LIVE A LIFE"
It was awesome. When I say it, I mean it XD

The pastor and the whole team were from City Harvest Church in Singapore.
I saw a boy who dyed his hair like dark red. wow it was pretty cool.
The boy really looked like David.


I'm not joking. If you guys see him, you'll agree what I'm saying XD
You know, after the conference. I found the confidence.

I saw many students from our school, like Claudius, Anabelle, Federick and GERALD XD
He accepted himself as a Christian already.
Yeah, thanx Jesus.

The confidence of fighting for my studies. I know I can do well in SPM.
This really good because I have lost this kind of confidence.
Now, I have found it. =D

He shared about :- WHAT TO DO WHEN YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO
1. seek for God.
2.Focus on the Promises of God not your problems.
3.Stand before God.
4.Wait for Holy Spirit.
5.Give Praise to God.

Yeah that's right.
You know, the pastor has a wife who is a STAR.
I'll show you her wife's pic.

yesterday i went to city mall with parents.
bought many reference books. spm coming,
i need more reference books.

you know, I'm so bad.
I saw 3 couples. almost the same one. why?
good looking + not so good looking
I'm so bad.
in fact, everyone talks about it! XD haha.

I saw another 3 couples too.
alll the same one
foreign boy + asian girl
and i thought about someone [you should know who I was thinking XD]

besides that, I saw somebody's DREAM GUY too :p
i saw LING LING with his grandfather.
but he didn't walk with his grandfather.
so weird.

i got BORED while I was shopping at city mall.
then I EMO.
you know when I get BORED, I'LL EMO TO YOU without any reason.

when I emo, I just stop talking. maybe get angry without reasons too.
haha. I'm so special.
almost 2am now, its 2pm there o~ XD

but i'm not sleepy. I'm emo again....

Today is a...GOOD SUNDAY XD. Well, at least i'm not indolent as usual. When I got back home, it was like 12.30pm. I started studying till 5pm. But I don't know why i always feel like I'm not gratified what I got. Maybe I give myself too much presses.

Even Michael also told me, he knows I work XXXX-ing hard. [YOU KNOW WHAT I'M WRITING]. Yeaaah, I'm assiduous student, don't you know?? XD Mike, the diligent person in some way, we both have the same weakness.

WE DON'T EVEN KNOW HOW TO RELAX!!

yeaahh, i'm serious. One day he asked me, :"you know how to relax?" I was like, "umm...hmmm... ughhh" it was so hard to think how I relax. Then after one minute, I told him,:" Talking to you is the most effective way to relax myself."

HE WAS SOO HAPPY FOR WHAT I TELLING HIM.

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it was a heavy rain here, like AUTUMN in the America.

While I was on the bed

I saw everything was so quite.

It made me miss him much more than usual :(

today lolo was not feeling well.

she got back home earlier. she left me :(

today's like another day.

everyone was doing eko homeworks.

i did it ealier cuz i have another geo essays to write.

after got back, and i took some rest.

you know i was like crazy.

i kept writing geo essays

and

studying sej

till 11pm

then i'm here right now.

i study hard

i play hard.

everytime i see the SPM countdown notice board

i feel stress

i never felt like this before.

do you guys feel like that as i do?

at school, i acting like very happy

in fact, i feel stress.

however

i know i'll be ok.

God is always my tower of refuge and strength.

and believe that you'll get a flying colors in your SPM.

if you belive, you CAN do it.

Impossible means nothing.

just now when i was at tuition, suddenly we talked about where to study while we were doing maths. Jesbelle was planning to study in the UK, but just now she told me she changed her mind, i think so. she doesnt want to move soo far.

i dont wanna move so far too, maybe just move to Australia or New Zealand. oh no :( i dont want sheeps XD but i want Obama lol. yeah right. i wanna move there.

Jack told me something that impressed me a lots, he told me if he had a chance to overseas, he would find jobs there and wouldnt go back here. i have been thinking this question so many times....

i think i will get back here of course XD cuz i dont wanna leave my parents, friends, or anyone. this is my hometown. am i right? ^^

we had a talk at school, around 9am we went to hall. Mr. POONG didnt know we all went to hall and he went to our class... he's always like that....actually, i already learnt it at church. the main point is : NO MORE NEGATIVE THOUGHTS. =D

just now tuition, Golden niat sai. why? we said he is like a children, baby. haha. he got angry also because of he couldnt get the correct answer for the hard hard maths question.

i love this band:-

BOYS LIKE GIRLS

and yeah, girls like these boys XD

i heard they said in the radio...

"keep your loves one close you like we do"

always remember this, keep the person who you love besides you :)

hi

so tired these days like dying you know == even i less online, i wanna sleep, but i seem like never get a SUFFICIENT sleeping-time. why??? k la, i just .....

i wanna say abt NOTHING :D ==

thanx jamie for helping us in the commerce project.

thanx everyone who help me in the geo project.

thanx everyone who support me all the time.

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hmmm, you know?

just tell you especially if you're girl

do you think posting your sexy picsss on net like profiles on facebook

is

so so

cool nice ??

and people will add you because of this?

and people will do something with ur pic?

if i see this pic

the first thing i know about you is

YOU'RE CHEAP

i'm sorry for sayin this

but everyone has different opinions

and my opinion is this.

My Monday

English oral started from today! i was the 3rd person to present my oral. hehe XD

well, i was a lil bit nervous cuz i was not sure whether i could memorise or not

but, i never thought that...

teacher told me: "Good. You have done well."

muahahaha XD

thanx God for what i got :)

i'm still very busy with school stuff like projects

i just done commerce pro

now come out a comp pro again = =

my life...

but we still can make it meaningful

My day II

i am supposed to do Geo project EARLIER.

But i am lazy.

so today the whole day just doing the geo project.

i have lotssss of works to do.

oh pleaseeeee!

eng oral,

summaries,

essays.

commerce pro. :((

k la, not only me. trying to console myself. -.-

i have spent like 2 hrs. just to draw the map of likas. pro right??? XD

and yeah

i got FULL marks on my essay part of GEOGRAPHY sub.

this is the second time.

wow~~

hope i can score FULL marks again on my final exam

and of course SPM.

My day

today's the first day school reopens. i couldnt get up myself lol. too tired ba. uumm, my results for last exam not bad la. only my accounting. SIGH!

i was in the tuition, we helped somebody marked all the answer sheets. didnt even do one question, cuz it was allll add.math. believe me, if you were me, you wouldnt do either! XD

Jesbelle was so busy doing her gift for her boyfriend. just asking advices from Susan.

Susan was doing the gift that will be given to Craystal. she's leaving for Switzerland.

and me, was doing nothing. just seeing those pics of Jesbelle with her boyfriend. soo sweet ~ XD

while at school, i was asking teacher to give me moreee marks. HE BULLIED ME! that was funny haha.

Online People on Facebook

Online People on Facebook

hey guyss. how you doing in holidays?? well, i was not doing ok. i was sick and i couldnt go out do projects. that was soo suxx. now i'm ok. thank u God :)

i just found this pix. it means something, just for those people who just broke up with their gfs/bfs.

...make sure you read every sentences...

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My MATHEMATICAL FUNCTION :-

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A Powerful Prayer

“This is my Bible. I am what it says I am. I have what it says I have. I can do what it says I can do. Today I will be taught the word of God. I boldly confess my mind is alert, my heart is receptive; Ill never be the same. In Jesus name, God bless you.” - Joel Osteen

wedding day 250809 :DDD

Hey you :D I’m pretty good mood today :DDD today’s 250809. My wedding day HAHAHA. Well, I’m serious. Just now chatted with him. I was supposed to sleep early but since he was on there, so I talked to him. finally he got back from Virginia haha. I’m so happy :DDDD

I was sooo tired but still I talked to him. he told me what had happened in Virginia. And yeah… of course told me that he loves me lol :p he shared his dream to me, it was like :-

I was out at the jobsite one night until 11:30 PM and i was so tired I fell asleep at the desk
when I fell asleep that night I dreamed about u and I dreamed we were getting married lol
when I woke up my head was lying on the desk and it was so real i was like OMG
i heard u say the wedding vows
it was like real
we got married on a beach
u were wearing a veil covered in purple flowers
we were both wearing white

haha. I was so happy. Actually, this is what I always dream about! :DDD yeah, maybe you think I’m crazy. And YES! I can tell you I’m crazy for him!!!

from now on, he is my naughty sweet awesome husband :DDDD and I’m his sweet deliceous wonderful lovely awesome wife.

this was written by himself i just copied and pasted.

sick

hellooo :) got up super early like 7am. you know why?? cuz i was not feeling well yesterday..normail enteritis like indisgestion. vomitted about 4 times, it was like dying.

just now aet some maggi, only a few but i couldnt finish. that means i havent 100% healed la :( i'm so poor :( i was supposed to go to school yesterday. but i really couldnt! sorry lolo :(

so, only lolipop and eason did the project. :(

i love u

finally he got on line.

talking to him, makes me happy.

i'm so happy. i can't sleep.

this pic shows what i feel inside right now.

I love u more than mostest!

i just got fiona's message. she told me she's leaving for America with her mom this friday. so sad.

and my friends they are leaving for Malacca today! attending 54 Christ (Fight For Christ). actually, i was planning to go, but i need studying. so i just....

Jay Koopman.

this pic was taken during Extra Ordinary Conference which held on 28-31/5/09.

...miss those days...

even tired, but worth it.

when i look at this pic, i remember what he said the funny joke :D

and telling me that

I'm EXTRA ORDINARY!!

To you my lovely mom

my mommy. i love you. sorry i have never said even this 3 words -i love you to you. you still love me. sorry everytime you talk to me, i think you're annoying me. i'm sorry. so sorry mommy.

i am a cool person. i dont show my love easily to others in a direct way. you know mommy, i always want to hug you. so tight. but, i cant put down my faces. sorry mommy. even just a hug i cant give you. just now when you cryin', i just sit beside you and i wanted to hug you.

cuz when im in exam weeks. when i cant study well. when i cry. you hug me, tell me keep on moving forwards. thank you mommy. i love you. just now i hugged you. you know i felt so good. even just 5 mins.

what you have sacrificed for me and this family. i know. i do really know. so i always try to get good results to make you happy. everything will be ok mom. i promise i will always take good care of myself.

when i overseas. i will make sure everything is fine. i just have not more than 3 years before i leaving for another countries. i will be cherrish to you, everyone of my parents. and my friends. to me, everyone of you can't be forgotten.

my only sunday

Today morning got up about 7am. was preparing go to church. I had a very good morning. when got back home about 1pm. then, i prayed, bathed and i studied! my uncle told me that relaxing has no benifits for me. b'cuz of this, i was studying Economics the whole afternoon! wow XD but only chp 1. even just chp 1, it took me 3 hours to complete. this is for my som revision. of course i should spend more time on it! i had my dinner about 8pm. after that, i went back do my own stuff, and my dad....kept asking me to watch tv about taiwan news. you know my chinese sucks, you still..... SIGH!! and....bad things occured! sorry bad ><

this is my sunday, my only 23/8/29 sunday.