Tuesday, 7 July 2009

after lunch, i feel asleep, ugh! we're now havin' moral lesson, talking about projects. teacher says, we need to hand up within this week, OH MAN! i supposed to finish last last month but LAZYNESS, all because of LAZYNESS, SIGH!

we're not in english lesson, that's my fav. lesson b'cuz i can do anything i want to do. teacher is teaching the novel 'the pearl'. well, it's super boring. the teacher just reads every sentences from the book. i HATE so much dear!

spm coming soon, we all acting like "the days still very far" like that. i hope i can really pay attention in the class, especially BM, EKM, SEJ & MATH. but. so hard. i wanna show you that I CAN!!!! =)

we're going to have celebrating dinner this coming sat at Upperstar. after that, we discussed go together clubbing. lol thats not my style la. if michael was there, i would go confirm XD well, michael's not here, also my parents not allow me to go up so late like 2am HUH!

people who clubbing are seeking for LOVE, PEACE & JOY. i got them all in church, i know i have choosed the best =)

Monday, 6 July 2009

morning 9am

Hey you! =D i'm wirtting this post while teacher is teaching. Well, you know it's soo boring here---Math lesson. Math lesson always boring one T.T... I was thinking I wanted to get some sleep but I couldn't! Because when I reached school, I slept till 6:45am even I slept around 1:30am, I'm full of energy now, YAY!

Tonight, I'm goin to have my accouting lesson =) this is the tuition I enjoy the mosttt =D Well, we have PUMA, HK, FIONA, EN EN, ME & talented girl-Jesbelle, haha, she is really talented girl b'cuz even though she doesn't come to tuition, her results also flying colors!

Now, teacher is asking us to do Math excercise, ughhhhhhh! we all acting like DOLLS, haha! we all doing our own things like reading story books, sleeping, hearing mp3, playing handphone games, and me-posting =D you should pround b'cuz you're readong this which i am willing to post to.

This girl, sitting besides me, doing her LCCI Level 3- Advanced Business Calculations past year questions from 1996 to 2008.Yup, she's so crazy. Teacher asks her to do about 50 questions about depreciation. Oh man! Except that, she needs to memorizr essay questions! like our commerce essays. UGH!

This Math lesson is so boring! We're having 2 lessons of Math, 1 hour 20 mins. Rainy day here in Malaysia, what about in America? OH! I miss him so much. He os so busy these fews days, everyday writing reports. He hatesit but this is what he does everyday! aweeeeeeee

I think we have to find the point of living everys ingle days, if not, we're having our pointless days! and remember every moment lasts forever. Please be cherrish what you got and you should know who you are. this is the most important thing in yout life ever! Have a great day =D

Sunday, 5 July 2009

love u michael :)

erm, this pic actually taken my David. what did you see in this pic? haha.

yeahh... it's so hard to fine this pic you know? and because of that, i made a lots of copies from the original one lol. it's kinda stupid but you should know, LOVE is blind! =)



she didnt know the boy she was talking to me was my bf haha.

I chatted with a girl from USA. Well, the girl was so funny and we kept talking about boys like what type of boys do you like and blablabla. She was talking about the boy, and she told me the boy called MICHAEL lol. And Michael told me he knew the girl also. Lol so we know each others.

Michael knows me know the girl, and I know he knows the girl too, but the girl doesn’t know Michael knows me haha. It’s kinda confusing but very funny! The girl told me the boy is good looking, and sexy lol, I really zha dao. And she was trying to get the boy, but michael said, “I already have a gf.” I was like oh my, I am touched man! Haha XD he knows I am his gf haha :D and the girl told me, “he already has a gf, I am very sad, his gf is really lucky and blobloblo.”


When we knew each others about 2 months, she started to act like a fool to me. She asked me to have sex with her. OH MAN! That’s impossible so I blocked her, awe. Michael told me the girl asked him to have sex with him too, but he didn’t do, just don’t feel like it is right thing, so because of that, we both blocked her haha.

But, she still send me offline messages, saying:-

Hi Sofia, how have you been? You know I miss you so much when you’re not here talking to me, today I saw a couple in the club, it was an Asian girl with her European boyfriend drinking beers in the club. When I saw the girl I thought of you and your boyfriend Sofia. I wish I could meet you someday really, can you go to my club and find me?

Then I just replied her saying:-

Hi XXXX, I miss u too. Sorry I couldn’t come to online because my exam coming soon.
Haha. I am so bad, who asks her to act like a pervert to me first huh?


I got to go now, see you gus. Take care and thanx for visiting my blog =)

where's the point?

Owh man! Connections so sucks here. Im posting this because I am bored. Bored by all those things. I don’t even know what to write but just try to writing down how’s I feel. I feel good, nice, and SWEET! :D

Today penilaian, we all acting like nothing. Ui, spm lo!! Actually me either, yesterday I studied soo hard, from 6pm to 10pm, studied, studied and studied. When I was studying, I listening songs, watching tv, eating haha. Were so interesting XD

I prepared so long time just to show my results on 2 hours and 30 mins papers. HUH! If I had a chance, I would want to DROP BM this sucks subject. My BM really…. Haiz. You know I know la. Last year Ms.Voo teached us Science, my Science was so GOOD. Now, Mr. Poong, everything changes!

My friend told me, “ha? Mr.Poong teaches you Science a? o gui la u…students who teached by him not many can score A de la…” aiyo, poor science teacher. Always says, “do the right time at the right time, separate your desks follow the American style, learn science learn more English….” = =

I wish I could tell him that, M’sia is M’sia and U.S is U.S la ok. You know he likes to talk about SEX, almost. today penilain last period, joanne said, “it’s time for me to have my lunch.” Me really zha dao. She had her lunch with bubur.

Wasai! When she eat, the whole class watched her eat and the smell……. Me very hungry at that time, and also very fan because I didn’t know how to answer those sucks questions. You know that kind of feelings? I was gonna spank something!

Ok la, im getting sleepy should get to bed soon. Good night everyone and MICHAEL I love u :D

Wednesday, 1 July 2009

loong post

i have not talking to him since last week, well i miss him and i confess XP. yesterday, i was gonna get to bed about 1am, and i saw loli and michael signed in at the same time lol. so just talked to them for awhile. awhile means ONE HOUR, wow! so i slept at 2am. that's not matter, when i got to bed last night, i couldnt sleep a~ sign thats sucks man. dont know what causes getting me like this.

well, even just 1 hr, but we talked kinda lots. he told me he was super busy, he had to do 3 peoples works so thats why he didnt come home for lunch. i thought he XXXXXX.... then i asked him why he could get back home for lunch, he said he missed me so he brought his works back to home do besides chatting with me even he just could stay about 20 mins.

ohh man. i am touched by what he telling me last night. you know that feeling?? LOVE is amazing thing. even we dont live in the same country, it's about 356489 km from MALAYSIA to AMERICA, but still can feel the love from each other. i consider this is much better than like some couples who fight each other everyday.

baby, i guess i am really falling in love. NO! i am still under-age. and i dont wanna lose my virgin so early lol just kidding. well, if you fall in love, you will much much agree what i'm saying you know? because its truth and truth is truth.

anyway, my first poriority is GOD confirm, andthen parents, special friends :) and lover...... however, you guys know there's no one can replace each of you!! not every friends are a real person in front of you, you'll know whose the real friend and whose the fake one :)

lover also, you are able to know if he is a good bf or not, just see the way he talks to you. i am telling you this my experience ok? lol yup. if you dont know about it, come and find me on crazygirl_1119 at hot male dot com. for more information, please dail 016-8*8*6*3 thanx.

sign, spm coming soon, one month examination, ugh. art students preparing their art project, history students are most poorest, why? cuz they always asked by our chinese teacher answering question. for geography students, always need to pay 100% attention during lesson. its 1/7 1am now! so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUMA! :D yeah i am getting sleepy and sleepy, i will be having 2 periods of geo lesson. OH MY BABY! how sucks is it?

owww miss sofia getting tired now, so bye bye la~~ good night ^^

Tuesday, 30 June 2009

dont ask anything!

this midnight, getting more and more lonely :( i have been trying sooo hard just to get into sleep. sigh. i dont know whats wrong la man, not school pressure, not parents problem, haiz dont know me la, ugh.

i just saw someone blog, 1st term TOP STUDENT x bf's blog! watching their SWEET pics there, seem havin soo much fun. but why they broke up ler?? haiz so sad. not just this case, but i saw many many cases they are like that. they love each others, because of their parents or some reasons they have to break up! sighh.

like me, why the person i love lives in another country? this love is so hard. more than you know man. and lagi, my parents dont know i have a bf outside, they say: dont marry an european guy lagi, so whats wrong with falling in love with an european guy?? give me a good reason thanx.

actually, i want to give up le T.T {cant imagine i wanna give up}, nt b'cuz of distances, but this year-SPM year! should put all my efforts on my studies, but, i love him so much and he does so, why i have to give up someone who i love so much ler? maybe i cant find again if i give up him.

why those peoples who love their bf/gf cant be together?? WHY???

sigh. i am super emo after writing this = = and pls, jangan peduli saya. terima kasih.

Monday, 29 June 2009

spm cancelled!

today i received msg, someone sent me saying :-

spm this year has been cancelled. for more information, please login to www.stopdreamingandstudy.com.

then i thought it was real, but i XXXXXX. i forwarded to another girl. she told me she really searched that website LOL. really zha dao.

if you believe me then you're really a fool. hahax.

Sunday, 28 June 2009

mixed post

today stay at home the whole day...almost. got up abt 7am dont know for what. really super boring aaaaaa. today 28/6, oh no! his b'day is coming-after 1 month. but i still havent start prepare...... ahh!

last time i asked him, what you want to be your b'day gift, he said he wanted a MIC, so we can talk on the mic, feel like we are really together... i am happy for that :D but i didnt get my mic yet. ouwwwwww.....

i want to get a MIC as soon as possible man. i dont want let him disappointed on me. if i get a MIC, what will i talk to him ler? i know i will LAG cuz quite long time didnt talk to him. agh, dont even know what to say lerr....

you know, we should always be thankful to those peoples who love us like your bf/gf. seriously. because:-

...he gives you the feeling of being loved :)...
...he lets you understand what is LOVE :) ....an amazing stuff....
...he loves you for no reason at all...
...he wants to spend his life with you, you should pround of it...
so, if someone you really in love with, pls dont give up on him.
also, if someone chasing you who you know he is real serious abt you, pls dont give up.

Saturday, 27 June 2009

PTS's day

today slept at 3am and got up around 9.30am...felt like dieing now == i guess everyone also...PTS'S DAY A~~ i arrived there almost 10.30am, uumm....only had 1 parents there lol {ting ting's mama} ....

when my mom talked to that teacher, they were so cooperation. i just sitting there acting like a doll listening them talking blablabla.....uumm, actually i already see the result at friday... cuz i couldnt wait to know...erm, not bad la, only SCI!!!! got 64 T.T last year i got at least 70++ de lo...

and CCA marks also, haiz this one so sad. cuz i got 1 time didnt come to club and 4GOT.............. my marks supposed to be 80, nw only 72. so sad. how could this happened to me le?? sigh.

i dont know how was ur results of u all, if u passed...you should be happy cuz at least you didnt fail. if u failed... study harder and harder till you get a GOOD results, show that you CAN. all the best :)

Wednesday, 24 June 2009

GIRLS need a BF like him!

this post is for GIRLS:

please be cherrish to those guy that

1. cried in front of you.

2. kisses you with meaning.

3. hugs you when you're sad.

4. calls you make sure you got home safe.

5. told his secrets to you.

6. always hugs you for NO reason at all.

7. prays that you're happy even you're not with him.

8. would give his seat up for you.

9. tried to show how much he cared you through every word and every breath.

10. holds hand with you.

11. tell you you're beautiful no matter what.

12. would sit and wait you for hours just to see you for 10 mins.

13. would give his jacket up for you.

14. would not force you do what you don't want to do.

15. just wants to CUDDLE and LOVE you for NO reason.

Girls need a BF like him! This is what a BF should do, he won't blame it b'cuz he LOVES you.

Tuesday, 23 June 2009

attention!!

today so boring, talking to those peoples, always ask me questions de, lazy answering them, i am BORED. i hate them when they ask me questions below:

1. what you doing?

2. you busy?

3. are you horny?

4. are you bisexual?

5. do u have bf? (if i say yes, they ask what do i do with him == ; if i say no, they'll ask me why i dont have one...)

6. do u have cam or pics?

7. what would u do if i was there with you right now?

8. have u ever kissed a girl? ( i am forced to be kissed kan darling XD)

9. are you virgin?

10. you missed me? ==

so, pls dont ask me those question i listed above. or keep asking the same question. or ask me something that you already know. THANX! :D

Thursday, 18 June 2009

my results

argh!! my results T.T not so bad but also not so good like nothing == last time my sej got 64 de lo, now 60 :( and CHINESE!!!!! last time i 80 now 65 T.T my maths also not bad, improved from 22 to 36, better than last time la even also FAILED. and.....my bm, last time i got 30++ now 50 haha :D T.T

my bm, haiz, last time 30++ now 50. am guk (not chinese). only 10 marks o!!! i only FAILED 3 subjects, lowest is maths haiz. my eko scored 43, u seeeee, last time i got 20++ now 43 :D == since senior 1, i never past my MATHS and BM, even junior also. why? T.T last year i scored 75++ for eko de lo, now the DUT teacher teaches me, i got 43 ONLY :(

very fortunately, i PASSED my science :D but only 60 aweee :( studied so hard, only got 60. SIGH. and my comp 68 o... if my maths got 68, i would be super happy really. i studied so hard but still couldnt pass, it doesnt mean i'm USELESS. i was just didnt study smart. *Mr.POONG said that.

the highest is GEO :DD i never thought my essay scored FULL MARK la. HAHA. well, im not showing off to u == i also never thought that, my geo higher than my bk, but only 2 marks lol.
my commerce got 89 last time, now 72!! why o?? :( tell me why, i didnt study hard enough???

when we take the results? haiz, need to worry again whether i FAIL or PASS :(

almost 2am, bye bye la...




Friday, 12 June 2009

to u my bf

To the guy that confesses himself as my bf :

you seem so busy these few days, even back home also need to bing the report to do.

BUT, u knw, even u didnt come home online, i also miss u, i nvr 4get u. im not that kind of girl

that love her bf only whn she is with him!!! U signed in jz nw, i was so happy, hopin' 2 tlk 2 u

more. BUT, d 3rd things u asked me was, "so how's ur french bf?" whn i heard this u know i

was sooo hurt T.T. a real sad. maybe u're too sensative, u knw u're not the 1st time lk this,

BUT, 2 persons together should have confidence inside each other!!!

U told me many times u luv me, n yeah so do i? we mean it. we can share anything lk u said.

i tell u abt d french boy, b'cz i dont want 2 hide anything behide from u, i knw u dont like it.

2 persons together should be honest to others. so i told u abt d french boy, u KNEW he

wasnt my bf but YOU!!! thn jz nw, y u asked me hws my french bf??? SO SAD. Ive bn tellin

u so many times, no matter what happens, u're not gonna lose me. YES REALLY. u knw u n

him are really diff. i rather have u in my life. no matter wht they did (guys), they can nvr

replace u. i try already. I WANT U 2 KNW THT!!! wht i promised u i will make it comes true!!

thxx 2 b my bf, let me knw d feeling of being loved n cared even u're not here with me, bt u

gv me a REAL TRUE LOVE, tht kind of luv is much more REAL thn stanley gave me even he

lives here. u're the boy i love the most, no one can replace u in my heart. I LUV U...

ur gf


oh thxx blogger!!! b'cuz of u letting me wrote down my feeling, i feel much better nw.

blogger: "u're welcome sofia."

lol XD

Wednesday, 10 June 2009

tag

1. First thing you wash in the shower? hand

2. What colour is your favourite hoodie? never use that

3. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again? confirm XD

4. Do you plan outfits?sometimes

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now? not really :(

6. What’s the closest thing to you that's red? the angpao lol

7. Tell me about the last dream you remember having. i dreamed abt.......forgot

8. Did you meet anybody new today? no

9. What are you craving right now? wishing i could help him....................

10. Do you floss daily? u think i know flossing?

11.What comes to mind when I say cabbage? yuckk ==

12. Are you emotional?yeah

13. Have you ever counted to 1,000?.....999...1000! done them XD

14. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick? i prefer lick ice cream

15. Do you like your hair?if my hair is dyed....

16. Do you like yourself? yeah im special :D

17. Would you go out to eat with George W. Bush? i would ask him to go to meet Obama with me

18. What are you listening to right now? you're so beautiful.......

19. Are your parents strict?depends on which section

20. Would you go sky diving?i would if u gave me this chance

21. Do you like cottage cheese? i guess

22. Have you ever met a celebrity?yeah

23. Do you rent movies often?i dont see movie

24. Is there anything sparkly in the room you're in?no

25. How many countries have you visited? 2 or 3

26. Have you made a prank phone call?of cuzz

27. Ever been on a train?yeah

28. Brown or white egg?white

29.Do you have a cell/mobile phone?yeah

30. Do you use chopsticks?not much

31. Do you own a gun?i wish if i could maybe to have it

32. Can you use chopsticks?yeahhhhhh

33. Who are you going to be with tonight?alone :(

34. Are you too forgiving?yeah

35. Ever been in love?yeah

36. What is/are your best friend(s) doing tomorrow? ask them

37. Ever had cream puffs?yeah

38. Last time you cried?aiya....forgot

39. What was the last question you asked?see above

40. Favourite time of the year?after spm

41. Do you have any tattoos?nope

42. Are you sarcastic? lol no

43. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect? i see the word of "The Butterfiy Effect"

44. Ever walked into a wall?no thats stupid action

45. Favourite color?allll....except red ==

46. Have you ever slapped someone?lol no im not that rude

47. Is your hair curly?i dont like curly hair

48. What was the last CD you bought?i never buy a CD

49. Do looks matter?if u were a model, then looks is really matter

50. Could you ever forgive a cheater?yes but i wouldnt never trust him/her again

51. Is your phone bill sky high?yeah the house one

52. Do you like your life right now?yeahhhhh

53. Do you sleep with the TV on?if u buy me a tv i would

54. Can you handle the truth?yeah

55. Do you have good vision?not really

56. Do you hate or dislike more than 3 people?like of cuz

57. How often do you talk on the phone?not much

58. The last person you held hands with?him

59. What are you wearing? my t-shirt

60.What is your favourite animal? katak XD

61. Where was your default picture taken at?my room

62. Can you hula hoop?no

63. Do you have a job? nope

64. What was the most recent thing you bought?my lunch

65. Have you ever crawled through a window?no...

tagged:
lolo, leonard, reila, HKL, joie....

Tuesday, 9 June 2009

worrying

It's not much time we have together.
I don't know where i go to continue my uni-life, but sure i have to go overseas.
I should be happy cuz i am havin' this chance to study more, gettin' a higher education.
But u know, i don't even know how to cook an egg or maggi or whatever....
How i survive?? ....if i live alone there, lagi kasian....
My parents, especially my dad acts like a garrulous person to me ==
sayin'-
Dad : "sofia!!! i ask u to cook and u go online??"
Me: "i really don't know how to cook ma... =="
Dad: "learn la!!! if someday i send u to another country then u must mati"
Me: "==... yala yala...mati..then go heaven ==..."
Dad: "if u dont know cook...ur future bf also dump u la..."
Me: "before he dump me, i will dump him de....and i'll make sure my bf knows how to cook"
He zha dao ...yay!!! .... now my mum also T.T
I'm not interesting in cooking so that's why i don't learn.

Monday, 8 June 2009

pointless post

Radio City Music Hall


World Financial Centre

Times Square



Bridge in *******

********** skyline


Camden Maine


Flat Iron Buidling



The Chrysler Building


Grand Central


Narrow Bridge
now
tell me
where's the places is.
don't answer:
somewhere in the world

european guy learns chinese

Let me show you how an European learns Chinese language in 5 mins :

1) That’s not right........ Sum Ting Wong

2) Are you harbouring a fugitive... Hu Yu Hai Ding

3) See me ASAP..... Kum Hia Nao

4) Stupid Man..... Dum Fuk

5) Small horse... Tai Ni Po Ni

super borken ==

Thursday, 4 June 2009

maybe i should not commend this

tuesday night 11:56pm .. i commented my status:


i'm learn' to speak broken italian language

then 5 peoples commented me ==



Daniel: wow..cool sia..

Sofia: u want to learn find me then XD i'll speak in italian language u never heard b4 hehe

Daniel: hahahaha... okok..

Jade: daniel sen ka

Daniel: -.-... u la.. sen ka and 8!!!

Sofia: lol

Jade: =.= you so bad oweys bully me one..not gentlement at all!!

Daniel: i think u mean not gentlemen.... -.-....

Jade: Whatever..heng!!

Daniel: ala... ^^

Jade: u don come bak kk!! u come bak baru kau tau!!

Daniel: hahahahahahaha!!! THen i will go back... wait me ya..^^

Sofia: oops jade :)

Jade: ya u becareful

Daniel: hehe.. im not scare... and i will always welcome u.. must find me wor.. ^^ Muah!!!

Sofia: lol daniel

Jade: =.= u stop lcly there=.= sorry sofia daniel is kacau kacau+ing

here...i will stop him..this monkey too naughty.. escape from the zoo...


Ivy: hey sofi...hmm...who is this daniel??..ur boy???.hahah...anyways, good luck wf ur lang..


Daniel: Cheh.. if i am really monkey a.. u oledi no hair liao lo!!!

WUUAAAAAAAAAAAKAKAKAKAKAKAKKAAKAKAK!!!!!!!!! don be act good ppl

la.. help ppl wa.... -.-


Daniel: -.-.. im not her boy la. just friends....

Jade: =.= =.= =.= swt.. fine u win. speechless. u really not gentlemen

atall. cham..why i got such fren.


Ivy: ops..my bad...:(..heheh

Daniel: HAHAHAHAHAHA... u got me is your luck OK!!!!! Don blame

yourself bcos of me...^^


Daniel: pity sofia... email spamming....

Sofia: lol he's not my boy boy la lol

Sofia: lol its ok jade take care of urself :)

Jade: LOL my email spamming too..

Daniel:I told her oledi.... k la.. i sleep lo... have a fun chat u guys... good

night sofia and her fren... and haiz.... don even want to greet le.... -.-

haiz... k la... good night J...A......de.... Cho....ng.... haiz.. so hard...


Jade: thanks dear sofia =)

Sofia: lol yeah lots of spamming email .. all abt facebook

Jade: omg too bad!!! u too badd!!!

Sofia:lol ok good night daniel :)

Leong: ciao....

Sofia: ciao :)

Leong: buona notte...

Sofia: Avete intenzione di male? in modo veloce

1 status 36 comments (if u bored u can count whethere its 36 comments or not XD)

Wednesday, 3 June 2009

if i were a pastor lol

i cried so much that night when i watched the video abt Jesus Christ died on the

cross, i felt the love of God. i realized that no matter what happens, God promises

He always by my side. that kind of feeling is much more different than everyone tell

me cuz God is God and we just human. when Jesus was on the way to the place that

he was go'n to die there (he already hinted very seriously and could really saw His

internal organs but those peoples still forcing Him to walk with the cross), He saw

His mother and He said, "see, mother, I make all things new." i was like Oh my..., i

cried so much cuz i didn't know what for. we are just sinners, we are not worth He

died for our death.


He makes all things new b'cuz of He died for our sins, so we don't need to die on the

cross. B'cuz of His rose again, we can have hopes. B'cuz of he still alive, He promises

He will help us when we get in troubles. we just have to accept Him, confess He is

the Son of God, is that so hard to do?



many peoples go to night clubs, they spend all $$$ there, get drunk juz to find what

we have.


they finding someone who can really love them care them. but after the night, they

got headache cuz they drank too much beers. Go'n to church, it's diff, cuz u wont

feel headache the nxt day, and u can find the love, peace and hope. only God can

gv us everything we are looking for.


Hell is created to the devil not us, when you die, u'll stand b4 God, and He will ask

you a question, "why should i let you enter heaven?" and what u gonna say? ei, im

postin' this not forcing or calling u guys accept Jesus a XD just feel like i need to

post here cuz its super important.


i was not a holy christian, i didnt care abt holy cuz i didnt know who am i like the

pastor said. now i know who am i, listen, u are borned for a reason - to be a world

changer. u need to find out who u r and u'll knw ur future. man its super important.

don't waste ur life time anymore.



there's only 3 types of peoples in the world:


1. peoples that make things happen


2. peoples that watch things happen


3. peoples that ask "what happen?"



if u want to find out who u r, u should know who created u. tell u, God created u.

God is awesome, his chidren also awesome God is powerful and we also powerful.

I do speak like a pastor lol