Wednesday, 3 June 2009

if i were a pastor lol

i cried so much that night when i watched the video abt Jesus Christ died on the

cross, i felt the love of God. i realized that no matter what happens, God promises

He always by my side. that kind of feeling is much more different than everyone tell

me cuz God is God and we just human. when Jesus was on the way to the place that

he was go'n to die there (he already hinted very seriously and could really saw His

internal organs but those peoples still forcing Him to walk with the cross), He saw

His mother and He said, "see, mother, I make all things new." i was like Oh my..., i

cried so much cuz i didn't know what for. we are just sinners, we are not worth He

died for our death.


He makes all things new b'cuz of He died for our sins, so we don't need to die on the

cross. B'cuz of His rose again, we can have hopes. B'cuz of he still alive, He promises

He will help us when we get in troubles. we just have to accept Him, confess He is

the Son of God, is that so hard to do?



many peoples go to night clubs, they spend all $$$ there, get drunk juz to find what

we have.


they finding someone who can really love them care them. but after the night, they

got headache cuz they drank too much beers. Go'n to church, it's diff, cuz u wont

feel headache the nxt day, and u can find the love, peace and hope. only God can

gv us everything we are looking for.


Hell is created to the devil not us, when you die, u'll stand b4 God, and He will ask

you a question, "why should i let you enter heaven?" and what u gonna say? ei, im

postin' this not forcing or calling u guys accept Jesus a XD just feel like i need to

post here cuz its super important.


i was not a holy christian, i didnt care abt holy cuz i didnt know who am i like the

pastor said. now i know who am i, listen, u are borned for a reason - to be a world

changer. u need to find out who u r and u'll knw ur future. man its super important.

don't waste ur life time anymore.



there's only 3 types of peoples in the world:


1. peoples that make things happen


2. peoples that watch things happen


3. peoples that ask "what happen?"



if u want to find out who u r, u should know who created u. tell u, God created u.

God is awesome, his chidren also awesome God is powerful and we also powerful.

I do speak like a pastor lol

Friday, 29 May 2009

tagged tagged tagged

1. Name : Full name as in Passport and I/C - sofia yong shuk fui

2. Sister : none

3. Brother : 1

4. Shoe Size : converse-8 all star-7 heels-100 XD

5. Height : 165cm

6. Where do I live? : opposite kian kok

7. Favourite drinks : pepsi

8. Favourite breakfast : an egg plus 2 hot dogs

9. Have you ever been on a plane : yeah

10. Swam in the ocean: no

11. Fallen asleep at school : always la

12. Broken someone's heart : yeah :(

13. Fell off your chair : when i was baby i fell off from my bed

14. Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call: always lol

15. Save e-mails : confirm

16. What is your room look like? : my room looks like his room lol

17. What's right beside you? : speakers, cpu, USB, modem, mouse, printer.....

18. What is the last thing you ate : hot dog bread

19.Ever had chicken pox : forgot

20. Sore throat : after yelled someone

21. Stitches : ??

22. Broken nose : i will pose my broken nose to you if i got it my dear friend

23. Do you believe in love at first sight? : no of cuz

24. Like picnics? : never and ever

25. Who was the last person you danced with? : my friend

26. Last made you smile : book-keeping 81 XDDD

27. You last yelled at : my brother

28. Talk to someone you like : ...??...??...??...

29. Kissed anyone : lol dont ask XD

30. Get sick : which type of sick?

31. Talk to an ex : just last night

32. Miss someone : dont ask silly question... confirm!!!!! XD

33. Eat : no one cooks for me right now :( mama....

34. Best feeling in the world : feel the feeling of being loved :p

35. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? : noooo its wierd

36. What's under your bed? : ant, dust and many things

37. Who do you really hate : F****** ... just hate not really hate

38. What time is it now? : 1.15pm now, equal to 1.15am in america :D

39. Is there a person who is on your mind now : yeah he never get out of my mind :)

40. Do you have any siblings? : see above question 2 and 3

41. Do you want children? : if he wants so, someday after get married lol

42. Do you smile often : of cuz i laugh like a goofy girl lol

43. Do you like your hand-writting : sometimes like sometimes i really hate

44. Are your toe nails painted? : no too girly i dont really like

45. Whose bed other than yours would you rather sleep in : his bed lol

46. What colour shirt are you wearing now? : blue

47. What were you doing at 7p.m. yesterday? : was sleeping

48. I can't wait till : till the day i leave for america

49. When did you cry last? : last time when i broke up with david

50. Are you a friendly person : super friendly XD

51. Do you have any pets : my skin sensitive la

52. Where is the person you have feelings for right now? : home sleeping

53. Did the last person you hold hand with mean anything to you now? : for sure :) everything

54. Do u sleep with the TV on? : you buy me a tv so i will sleep with the tv on

55. What are you doing right now? : thinking the answers

56. Have you ever crawled through a window? : lol no la of cuz

57. Can you handle the truth? : i guess

58. Are you too forgiving? : i guess

59. Are you closer to your mother or father? : mother, but sometimes she acts like a tiger

60. Who was the last person you cried in front of? : my dad :(

61. How many people can you say you've really loved? : all of them!! XD

62. Do you eat healthy? : sometimes

63. Do you still have pictures of you and your ex? : just deleted last year

64. Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you? : never, why should i so care what peoples say?

65. If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to? : go to beach with him and yell together

66. Are you loud or quiet most of the time? : when i sleepy i go quite, when i high i cant get myself quite

67. Are you confident? : im tyring

68. 5 things I was doing 10 years ago: acting like a stupid girl

69. 5 things on my to-do list today: sleep, eat, bath, watch tv, talk to him tonight XD

70. 5 snacks I enjoy: everything except shit

71. 5 things I would do if I were a Billionaire: i'd buy an island just for us, that's his dream, i'm makin' his dream comes true! wow :D

72. 5 of my bad habits: like to sleep, too hardworking lol, bad attitude(sometimes), get angry easily...i have only 4 XD

73. 5 people to tag: hk, puma, garfield, miss joie, leonard

Sunday, 17 May 2009

jealous + happy + sweet

i was like ugh friday night, i was so f-king jealous..you know why?? cuz mike told me

what the girl from Thailand said to him on msn. I confess im a little bit jealous but

its normal! im glad too cuz he's honest to me :)


if other boy/girl told your bf/gf, "hi i miss you baby bla bla bla..." you must get very

jealous right?? so i was like WTF that night, i just kept it secret and acting like

normal. Im not angry frm him, but just felt so jealous from the girl.



then last night, i chatted with him like 4 hours, my fingers gonna putus, typing

contineously. Before he go back to work,

Micheal says: bay i told that girl fon yesteday i was with u and ur my gf and she said she was jealous lol but she still kept asking me to fuck her until I signed off lol

✖【♥s o f i a♥】✖ says: lol really? she was so horny

Micheal says: yeah lol i would never fuck her cuz ur my gf

then we kept talking talking, talking.........

Michael says: I'm sorry about yesterday the Thai girl, she was so fucking annoying while I'm talking to you baby

✖【♥s o f i a♥】✖ says: no its ok baby i wont mind it cuz i got you forever lol

Michael says: oh yes baby your not gonna lose me

i was sooo happy last night haha. alright now. and i got him forever :D

Saturday, 16 May 2009

bored

i chatted with someguy from lebanon and just 1 or 2 times only...

he asked me to take pic of my ass ==


✖【♥s o f i a♥】✖ said: i dont have pic of it

la mer pour les poissons et la fille pour le garcon said: waye?

(he meant "why" ...her broken english)


✖【♥s o f i a♥】✖ said: cuz i didnt take

la mer pour les poissons et la fille pour le garcon said: taket now :D

✖【♥s o f i a♥】✖ said: lol i cant

la mer pour les poissons et la fille pour le garcon said: whay?

✖【♥s o f i a♥】✖ said:im with my bf now

la mer pour les poissons et la fille pour le garcon said:nice, i'm your bf :D

✖【♥s o f i a♥】✖ said: lol

then i told my bf XD lo ( the real one) ....



I say: fuck baby the boy keep saying im ur bf im ur bf

Michael says: lol

I say: lol i was like ugh when he told me

Michael says: lol fuck him

so the point is.... im just bored XD

Friday, 1 May 2009

super lame

i wanna write something but i dont know what to write now ==

today, when we finished our PE lesson class, the teo f=girls who sit beside me SHOUTED!! what happened????

owh… someone opened thier bags!!

 

ok la i feel super sleepy nw…night

Monday, 27 April 2009

problem sloved

i dont know what to write here but I feel like wanna write something so ... i’m gonna say something then

so today I talk about me and stanley la...

all i can say is we’re over, when i say it i really mean it!

so dont ask me anything about stanley because it’s over and we should leave it ...

just like mike says ... past is past!

 

you know until now i still dont know why i accepted stanley! lol im serious.

I met stanley after I met Mike ...

I knew at that time i already fell in love with Mike but I just kept it as secret

then stanley asked that so i accepted lo ... but still I dont know why i accept thats suxxx!

anyway, its past and PAST IS PAST so we should learn to put the “past” down and keep going our journey

 

even Mike is so far from me but I still can feel the love with me more and more than stanley by far, absolutely!

how come like that ugh?

but, I’m so glad about that because Mike is more and more and more better than stanley you know

in every way ... like personality... he dont smoke but that stanley ... smoke till his throat painful o!

another thing, its quite wierd... you know I believe Mike more than stanley

like i will worry about stanley just playing around with me, but I’m 100% truse Mike that he’s serious to me

cuz of the way he speaks and his action his everything shows me that he is not a playboy! yeah I can feel it.

 

yay! i’m going back to school tomorrow. I miss you guys so much you know :( well i will see you later!

its time for me to get back to bed.

night!

 

 

Sunday, 26 April 2009

bored :(

i found one pix that i always wanna tell him :)

it is... ... ...

 

 

i-love-my-boyfriend

 

== ... ... ... super lame i know just dont comment this pls ><

Thursday, 23 April 2009

bored then...

b'cuz of im too bored, now im updating another lame post again ==

here we go>>>>>>


my fav SINGERS!




one republic


DAVID archuleta!! arghhh my fav!!!

the all american rejects


30 seconds to mars

david cook you rocks!


3 doors down

akon


chris daughty


sxc man justin timberlake


sxc lady gaga

i remembered their names! :D

lame post ==

i didnt come school again :( i miss you guys sooooooo much and i wish i could get

back to school tomorrow but the doctor said i need to stay at home until this sat, so

i will back to school on next monday.

I'm going to update a lame post again >>>>>>>

AMERICAN IDOLS!!

he looks so cool



both cute!! especially the grey jacket one ...

adam lambert rocks!

mmmmm i like the way he dressed

i like his watch ==

Wednesday, 22 April 2009

another lame post

an Italian man added me on facebook == i didnt know he was an Italian ... so when he chatted with me, baru saya tau ....

this is our 1st chat :

Tasso: ciao come stai? (hello how are you?)
Sofia: what?
Tasso: non sei italiana? (you're not Italian)
Sofia: no
Tasso: pero lo capicsi (but you understand)
Sofia: what?


then he offline
then he online again
then i just knew he was in Italian cuz i copied what he said to HIM XD ... and he said it was Italian so i zha dao ...

our 2nd chat:

Tasso: ciao (hello)
Sofia: ciao
Sofia: come stai (how are you)
Tasso: bene tu ai imparato l'italiano vedo brava ( well you learned to see the Italian brava )
Sofia: Yes I know appena un po 'solo ( Yes I know just a little 'only )
Tasso: bene (well)
Sofia: Devo andare ora bye bye ( i have to go now bye bye)
Tasso: bye bye


see ... i really understand Italian language so i am able to go Venice lol XD

Friday, 17 April 2009

another loooooooong tag

1.我的大名 : sofia yong

2.我的生日 : english '1119' XD

3.誰傳給你的 : nixon

4.說出五個好朋友 : mimi, lolo, da ling, puma, fiona....

5.生日想要得到什麼禮物 : hope spm posponds!!!! but its impossible ...HUH!!!

6.近期開心的是 : i chat with him everynight

7.近期壓力大的是 : those s8it projects

8.未來想做什麼: planning

9.有沒有喜歡的人 : 还要讲?

10.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : this question is for those peoples who study in university....

11.跟誰出去最幸福 : B.F.F and B.F of cuzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

12.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : “是不是自己人先?!”

13.跟情人出去最想去哪 : beaches

14.聖誕節要做啥 : celebrate it

15.最想跟誰過聖誕節 : parents + friends + him

16.有沒有起床气 : got

17.有幾個兄弟姐妹 : 1 younger brother

18.最喜歡的一首歌(女生的) : thinking of you

19.最喜歡的一首歌(男生的) : fall for you

20.喜歡什麼顏色 : white and black

21.上廁所會不會先沖水 : of cuz i will

22.愛不愛我 : i just love him sorry la

23.喜歡男生還是女生 : 还要讲?

24.最想大聲說什麼 : I LOVE YOU!!!!!!

25.半夜敢不敢自己上廁所 : of cuz 敢

26.上廁所會不會脫褲褲 : 无聊问题

27.誰很欠打 : annoying peoples and those dudes

28.現在很迷什麼 : Apple

29.睡相很差 : no its excellent

30.現在的時間 : 2.10am (im talking to him )

31.是否痛恨傳給你點卷的人 : yesssssssssssssssssssss

32.體重多少 : >50 kg

33.今天天氣 : raining

34.你懷孕了嗎 : almost lol

35.你若中樂透最想做什么 : ???

36.大學生一定要玩的活動 : anything crazy and cool

37.如果能為彩虹添加一種顏色你選: white color


【點名人物】
1. mimi

2. lolo

3.puma

4. joie

5. hkl

6.joanne

7.violin

8.mandy

9.tiong spring

10.lyen


01-【4號認識6號嗎】:yeah

02-【10號是男還是女】:girl

03-【 8號的興趣是】:err....

04-【1號有沒有兄弟姐妹】:got

05-【7號姓氏】:wong

06-【10號人緣好嗎】:so so

07-【4號有人追嗎】:many XD

08-【承上2號呢】:what abt my lolo?

09-【6號喜歡的顏色是】:hw i knw

10-【3號和10號是朋友嗎】:yes

11-【8號的生日是】:see facebook

12-【5號讀哪呢】:same school as me

13-【你怎麼認識10號的】: school

14-【你跟1號的生日差幾個月】:7 months i think

15-【你和9號有出去玩過嗎】:nvr

16-【你喜歡和2號聊天嗎】:很好聊的

17-【你喜歡和3號在一起嗎】: yeah she vry ham XD

18-【你覺得7號人怎樣】:like to play violin

19-【你覺得9號人怎麼樣】:nice girl

20-【你愛5號嗎】:i told u i love him only lo ==


1.是誰傳給你這份問卷的 :又问?

2.你們認識多久呢 :since we young

3.你覺得他(她)對你來說很重要嗎 : err ok ok la

4.你與他(她)的關係是 : cousin

5.請問他(她)的興趣是 : his art ...maybe

6.你覺得他(她)的個性如何 : very stubborn ><

7.他(她)在你心目中是幾分 : calculating


---------------------------------------------------------------------------


*睡覺前第一件事 : 脱眼镜

*起床前第一件事 : 找眼镜

*你的偶像是 : no

*你喜歡的季節 : i dunno

*你打工過嗎 : no

*打工次數 : ==

*你想去的國家 : USA , UK , FRANCE :D

*你討厭什麼樣的個性 : 烦


*你常哭嗎 : no

*你常笑嗎 : hehehe im smilling

*去玩時喜歡一個人去嗎 : sometimes

*是假日時你都睡到幾點 : at least 11am

*今天的天氣是(晴 雨 陰): raining i told u ==

*朋友和情人你會選擇 : i would choose both

*機會和命運你會選擇 : 机会

*你很自戀嗎 : bit not much lol

*這問卷多不多 : u say ler?

*要怎樣才能讓自己過的好一點 : to be with him forever lo

*喜欢吃什么 : McDonald's

*喜歡吃冰嗎 : of cuzzzzzzzzzzzz

*現在幸福嗎 : 幸福

*最在乎哪幾個朋友 : those who always play kiss games

*房間裡最重要的東西是什麼 : my comp!!!!!

*最常夢到什麼 : dut dut lo XD

*男人精神出軌要不要原諒他 : only forgive him XD

*你认为人生的意义是什么 : just live ur live

*你知道吗?(看你们怎么回答!): i dunno

*什么时候最讨厌我 : when i lost myself

*向往出世抑或入世,向往道家抑或儒家? : Christ

*你喜欢吃什么蛋糕? : oreo chesse cake

*请问这个游戏可以停止了吗? : i wish i could stop asnwering now

*喜欢沙丁鱼吗^^? : damn im hungry...

*谁是你的知己? : everyone

*IQ/EQ哪一个比较高? : EQ

*電腦还是手機? : comp of cuzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

*比较喜欢睡觉还是玩? : 看情况

*Friendster 还是 Facebook ? : facebook

*What is your cellphone model? : NOKIA 5320 XM

*Missing someone ? : yes of cuzzzzzzzzzzzz every second


DONE!! so tired ...alomost 3am now ....T.T

Friday, 10 April 2009

WIERD stuff

today i went to a WIERD chat ..i didnt know this guy in fact .... see my conversation -----

joseph: hey gf
sofia: hello
joseph: how has my gf been
sofia: not bad just came back n u
joseph: who am i to u if ur my gf
sofia: my bf
joseph: yea
sofia: lol
joseph: yea

....didnt know what to say....

joseph: i ve feel sad today
sofia: why?
joseph: cus i went to my sisters grave to say hello and wish her a happy b'day
sofia: aww thats sad
joseph: thnx babe luv u
sofia: welcome
joseph: luv u
sofia: luv u......?
joseph: luv u more

.....i didnt know what to do ....

joseph:hey babe u have a cell phone
sofia: yeah malaysia no.
joseph: k babe i was gonna ask u for it cus i gotta go to sleep
sofia: oh where u live why so early
joseph: us..cus its like 11 where i live
sofia: oh ok
joseph: ya babe but i m serious bout this ? even though we ve only dated for a little while but
sofia: lol
joseph: i want to be urs for the rest of are lifes cus i luv u so much and i know we ve been dating for a few days but i dont know but i just do
sofia: oh


joseph: so wht do u say babe and i want u to know if u say no we still can be bf and gf
sofia: why do u love me
joseph: cus u have a beautiful smile and ur my gf, i can't think right know but i do
sofia: ok
joseph: so wht do u say babe
sofia: mm maybe
joseph: k babe
sofia: yeah
joseph: goodnight babe
sofia: night

i was like what the hell ><>

studying ....

i wish i had the perfect like in the U.S .... i wish i could study in the U.S so im able

to meet him .... i havent told my parents that i wanna study in the U.S cuz maybe

my dad is going to send me to Australia or New Zealand .. HIAZ :(



In NZ, sheeps and cows more than peoples ..when i study there, my aunt can take

care me warr .... :( and i am not the type of person that love natural environment

so much so i guess i will be bored as hell when i study there :(



Aust is a good country but i dont feel like i wanna study there cuz U.S better and i

dont have friends or cousins in Aust...so how?? :( haiz..so confusing .... if i told my

parents that i wanna study in U.S ..they always have many comments abt this ><

especially my brother.... ><>

study there?? u need to meet ur bf a?? >< ><



he always piss me off == tell me how :( i really cnt tell my parents that i have a bf in

U.S ...if i did...i will lose my mind and IMPOSSIBLE to study there ...so friends

pls...dont tell my parents..my brother also that 38 lao ><>

fake smilling :(

Wednesday, 8 April 2009

what a ...

i dont know what i am going to post ..just feel so bored then i update blog lo ...i met 2

peoples

today .... one called allan and sherrie ....both from usa too :) and they really nice

friends out of my all online friends except my prince LOL .... at least they are not

talking abt sex ..so thats enough ....



sherrie told me she had a friend which very beautiful who is a prostitute ... i felt so sad

whn she told me this ..i dont know why those girls wanna spoil themselves like that ..

WHY?? well...this job makes her earn $5000 a night ..equal to RM 18500 ...a night

only o 0.0



this is what she wants :( although i dont know this girl but when sherrie told me i

almost fainted!! and i felt so sad why she spoil herself :( this girl just loves $$$$$$ so

much


her cloths cost more than sherrie earns in a year ... this is the benifit to be a

prostitute .... some of the men she has come in to the club with are actually very

handsome .... she has many bfs but only looking for sex and no love ...thats so poor



so my point is ... girls ... dont be such an asshole doing this kind of job cuz u'll regret

forever ...

ok la..someone asking me to sleep == bb

Sunday, 5 April 2009

love is blind

already two days... i have been discussing with my parents what and

where should i study == ask ask there ... maybe study music?? 0.0 im

not sure yet cuz my mum says this and my dad says others like

banking..financial risk... ==


well i still dunno what should i study .. of cuz i wish i oculd study in the u.s

so i am able to meet him :D and another reason is ... i wanna be with him

XP ... so i should study there :) but i dont think how could it be ... but i just

wanna make my dreams come true ... u know when u lovesomeone and

you just cant spend your lifetime with him/her ..it's sooooo sad u know T.T

and you will miss him/her soooo much when you both not together ..u

know it?? do you really know it?? can u feel what i always feel??


and he is the 1st boy that made me did something that i would never

do ..bt last time ... i did!! i still dunno why i did but i have learnt one

thing ... LOVE is blind .. those who say love is not blind they are liar ... it

makes everyone blind especially when u r really fall in love so deep with

someone :)

Saturday, 21 March 2009

tagged

001. Real Name: sofia yong
002. Nickname(s): mumu.. darlie...turtle...babydoll LOL
003. Age: 16.5 ??
004. Horoscope: scorpion
005. Male or Female: female
006. Elementary: forgot
007. Middle School: chung hwa kk
008. High School:STTSS
009. College School: not yet
010. Hair colour: absolutel balck
011. Long or Short: long
012. Loud or Quiet: both man
013. Sweats or Jeans: jeans
014. Phone or Camera: phone
015. Health Freak: ??
016. Drink or Smoke: drink
017. Do you have a crush on someone: ya lol
018. Eat or Drink: drink
019. Piercings: uummmmmm

020. Tattoos: nope
021. Social or Anti-Social: social
022. Righty or lefty: nt important

FIRST

023. First piercing: forgot
024. First relationship: long time ago
025. First Best Friend: rosemary??
026. First Award: kindergarden something like that
027. First Kiss: mummy :D
028. First Pet: hamsters
029. First Big Vacation:
030. First Love at first sight: never happen
031. First Big Birthday: tell me hw big is it
032. First Surgery: never
033. First sport you joined: lol never
034. Orange or Apple juice: apple
035. Rock or Rap: both man
036. Country or Screamo: country
037. NSYNC or Backstreet boys: NSYNC
038. Britney spears or Christina Aguilera: Britney spears
039. Night or Day: Night of coz
040. Sun or Moon: Moon of cuz
041. TV or Internet: internet
042. Playstation or xbox: playstation
043. Kiss or hug: BOTH!! XD
044. Iguana or turtle: nt important
045. Spider or bee: bee
046. Fall or spring: fall
047. Limewire or iTunes: iTunes
048. Soccer or baseball: not important

Currently

049. Eating:nope
050. Drinking: saliva ^^
051. Excitement level: unlimited ..more n more lol
052. I'm about to: sleep
053. Listening to: so what nanana~~~
054. Plan for today: online chatting with him ^^
055.Energy Level: full charged now
057. Thinking of someone: him of cuz :D

FUTURE

058. Want kids?: if he wants ... lol
059. Want to get married?: ask my future husband
060. When? soon
061. How many kids do you want: ask him
062. Any name on the mind: soso for boy and fiafia for girl
063. What did you want to be when you were little: princess ...too innocent
064. Careers in mind: abt tourism??
065. Mellow future or wild: wild rocks
066. Something you would never try: smoke and drug
067. When do you want to die: whn he die thn i will too
Which is the better in the boy/girl you like(in the future)
068. Lips or Eyes: eyes
069. Romantic or Funny?: funny
070. Shorter or Taller?: taller
071. Protective or Caring?: BOTH :D
072. Romantic or Spontaneous?: Spontaneous
073. Nice Stomach or Nice Arms?: nice arms
074. Sensitive or Loud?: Loud
075. Hook-up or Relationship?: relationship
076. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?: none of them
077. Muscular or normal: muscular but wont shock me one :)

Have you ever

078. Kissed a stranger: nope
079. Broken a bone: no
080. Lost glasses or contacts: ya
081. Ran away from home: no
082. Held a gun/knife for self defence: nope
083. Killed somebody: sot de ...
084. Broken some one's heart: yup
085. Had your heart broken: yea
086. Been arrested: nope
087. Cried when someone died: i did
088. Liked a friend more than a friend: yes

Do you believe in

089. Yourself: sometimes
090. Miracles: i do
091. Love at first sight: never
092. Heaven: its so real
093. Santa Claus: nope
094. Tooth Fairy: nope
095. Kiss in the first date: i guess
096. Angels: yup

Answer Truthfully

097. Is there 1 person you want to be with right now?: yup forver :D
098. Are you seriously happy with where you're in life now? maybe but if i was there with him ithink its perfect
099. Do you believe in God? for sure

Thursday, 19 March 2009

happy happy happy :):):)

i feel soooooo happy today :) :) :) coz something happened :D i waited

for him really a long time ago ... really i cant imagine he told me just

now ...so i really hang there and just cried ><>

i cried coz im missing dut so much even though im talking him .....

well, im tired nw, so bb ...

Friday, 13 March 2009

untitled

im feeling super tired today :( i have planed what i was going to do after

school WHILE MATHS EXAM lol .. so can you imagine how hopeless i m abt

my maths?????? sigh man ....

i have planed for today, after school, then i just back home and SLP!! thn..

i ddint know why... i went to online == ...but also very good la .. cuz i

chatted with him o :D yay !! the more i talked to him ... the more i liked

him :p

i chatted with him 3 hrs today... wohoo!! so im vry vry gud mood nw :)

scold me la.. i wont angry you de :p ...now i just

waiting..waiting..waiting....i waiting him to come here online to chat with

me :)

i just thinking here if he got a gf and i dont care keep talking to him...

what would happen?? ... well, he dont have gf nw, vry gud lolxx ... cuz

maybe i will jealous??? lol ....

really dunno what im writting here, just wanted to waste my time cus im

very very bored right now... mimi, loli, puma, garfield all didnt online ><

and he didnt online too :( he got works and he will online at 11am ....

means 12am in m'sia ... now just 9.30pm ... so....very long time lagi

== ..

Sunday, 8 March 2009

untitiled

exam weekend!! sigggghh o :( i feel so stress a t.t just worring abt my results and this year spm year o haaaaiz ... i dont know why we all still in senior one's mood o.o ..... anyhow... FORGET EXAMS!! YAY!! XD

well, today exam chinese subject... *** man so hard o t.t .... i just left 5 mins agter i had answered all the questions... so no time checking lo .... when i was writting the eassay about my new wishes in the new year ..... i......cried o ^^ dont ask me why i cried .... cz i really dont know WHY!!! tell u guys o... i wont tell you all de.... so dont fan me XD ..... really dont fan o....

about my bfs .... HAAAAIZ t.t .... you know today D***** asked me ' you still love me?' i was like OMG when he asked me this .... cuz i didnt know what i should asnwer him ..... sorry t.t .... i didnt what should i asnwer cuz maybe i like someone?? haiz .... dont know me la >< that =" =">

i wonder why he asked me this question .... so accidently man ><>

at the same time, another guy named S****** .... haiz :( so fan o !!! t.t that S****** always sleep sleep there, then how i pak to with him o t.t well ... i dont think im serious de XD i wanna become serious ... bt can i be serious with two boys at the same time??

so conclusion is ... i need time to prove myself .... who i love more ^^ and who more sincere ^^ i wish time could prove everything ^^




Sunday, 1 March 2009

hey guys

so long time i didnt online ...how you guys ?? :) well im bored as hell without online :( and now im able to online cuz my dad purchased a new pc to me... THANKS DAD!!! :)

i want to say something, but i just.......haaaaiz t.t i dont know how to say man ..... i tell you guys o...dont force me to say.. I WONT SAY !!! XD

all i can say is

something changed and no one told me that it was gonna be this way