thanks to you. now i get what i want

well today's the 4th day i broke up with him.
i have to suit myself living my life without him
and now im getting better
knowing that there're pleaty of fish in the sea :D

i've learned this lesson with a positive minded :)
i have to DISREGARD my past so nothing can keep holding me back
well, all my ex boyfriends are losers!!
haha.

i saw my first love while i was __________ and we were shocked. it was the 2nd day i broke up with my ex boyfriend. maybe its the sign of something... ?

crying :'(

well, i didnt sleep last night
and then went to school
im so so tired.

why i didnt sleep?
i dont want to mention
it just sucksssssss

i had been crying for 1 to 5am
just because i never thought that this would happen
im regret and broken heart inside me

who can fix me when im in pieces?
im broken heart girl

now i have to get over it.
i have to forget about everything between you and me.
forget about the way you smile at me
forget about the way you kiss and hug me
forget about everything
forget about our future that we have planned
its all fake
yup its fake

you say you felt cheated
so do i?

get over it sofia.
forget about our memories
remember he's GONE FOREVER

its hard to forget
but i believe that i all i need is time
time can heal my broken heart you have made

i have to face the truth
im crying again im sorry
tell me how can i get over it

to make myself busy?
but when im alone i think about it

so whatever
he's not my everything

i will get over it
yes I can.!!!!!

bless me.
im broken hearted girl
who is willing to fix my broken heart?

this is my sunday 11/4 :)

today about 12pm went to city mall.
was gonna interview the popular but then the manager cuti ==
then we went to some shop interviewed
yeah so we did.

then pang pang and i went to starbucks to manage all those data
ordered frappucino chocolate cream chips :D
it costly though
then bought mints
perfumes yeah

i was online on facebook.
i know i was not supposed to but the guy sitting beside us was on FACEBOOK
so i couldnt tahan too haha

was online then managing the data
that sin shien and felicia just online facebook only
only me doing and pang pang accompanying me to do
how sweet was she :) lol

somebody was jealous.
slets see the conversation:

me: im leaving for starbucks now
he: will you bring me too?
me: yeah but im going with my friends
he: fine you dont want me

haha he is somebody that i wont share with anyone <3 :)
this is my sunday
and oh yeah
i didnt sleep last night
i sleep around 7am then woke up at 10am
why?

because you will stay up late all night long just to talk to the person you like <3

gift

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this is my son sent to me love it :)


______________ cant be trusted :p

never. :)
thank to you cuz im being loved.

but you still cant be trusted
theres some secrets of you i know :p

night.

Today's GOOD FRIDAY! lets be thanksful to God for what He has done for us.


recently, i been doing maths
was gonna memorize the eng but lazy
haiz. tomorrow have math tuition.

my To Do list:
1. eng
2. read the bm essay. i know you guys wont read de lah haha
3. math AHHH!!
4. cut my hair
5. attend math tuition

oh no. there is a crash
where should i go?
either cut my hair or go to math tuition
if my math is good i wont mind not going to tuition so much
so, ==

2am now i cant sleep. but tired. haiz






you still dont know what's the problem. sad.

car

i drove the new car !!!!!!!!
very comfortable
love that car
i want a new car to drive when i get my P license XDDD

sleepy zzzzz

每次的感情挫折, 让你更明白自己渴望的爱情是什么样的 :)

mimi is leaving today :(
sorry didnt come to the farewell party because i had something to do
but it didnt mean this was more important that your farewell.

well i dont know what am i doing these days
i need a good rest
sleep the whole day the best
haha

well i have to go now
i saw some teenagers book
about love love love that

i saw this and thought it was meaningful

每次的感情挫折, 让你更明白自己渴望的爱情是什么样的

emo me

hi im here.
been few days havent updated blog
well, no mood haiz

i have 2 reasons.

1. mimi is leaving T.T
2. i cant accept why my ABC failed. only 48% !!! ahhh

but on the other side, im happy though.
because:-

1. i cant believe my add maths passed. i thought i would get 30 40 but i got 70
2. my results not so bad but what is weird is.. what i expected passed i failed
just like ABC haiz. but what i expected i failed i passed like add maths ==

almost 2am now. bye :)

i am bored so yeah

pretty tired today
i have had driving lesson again
wow the turtor asked me to drive from likas to sepanggar then 1b then dogongon then ums
drove till 60 only 60
but already high XD

slept from 8 till 11pm then just woke up online
why now still sleepy?
i been staying up late for no reason
saw mimi them online they are PPS-ing
yeah i know you guys de la

and.. im bored right now
what can i do at 2am except sleeping??

aw holidays have to be finished already
ask yourself, what you been doing this holidays?
me, online, sleeping, eating, driving, pak to-ing lol and what else?
waste of time!!

yeah guess have to sleep
or just facebook-ing now
byeeee

hmmm...??

i slept at 4am and got up at 9am
then went out for breakfast and then shopping this and that till 7pm
went to many many places that i never been there before
im super tired.

i was bringing a primary 4 little girl like her nanny ==
she's only 10. and she has her own hand phone
i was just thinking...
when i was primary all i had was those bears dolls which were useless
haha

they are leaving tomorrow so yeah
i will be alright then :)
but im gonna miss them so much

and.. i hate womanizer
it seems hard to hate someone you love maybe
why boys have their wifes and still not enough?
why they always lie? sigh!
well my cousin's bf sucks lol
dont know why my cousin still loves him so much
cry every night
its not worth my sweet cousin :(
really i dont know how to say my cousin
just stupid fool
well, maybe i can conclude this with " LOVE IS BLIND"
it does blind
sometimes sweet sometimes you'll want to commit suicide when your partner dumps you

hmmm really wierd
been waiting the person to come online but he seems like never come online
but these persons im not waiting for..i see them online allll the time
sigh.

got to sleep earlier today so good night :)

ouch ouch

heyy im back from driving lesson
i was really high and now too
was driving from likas complex there till 1 borneo
especially the high way part i love driving in the high way
hahaha but bit was bit nervous

been playing piano the whole day
canon really awesome
i love this song!!!
and my fingers and hadns are so painful
because been too long didnt play piano

thats all
maybe will update later on if im bored
so yeah see you later on

silly me

nothing to say really. just bored and been playing the piano
almost whole day
hands are painful and tired
haiz no choices bored at home always

tomorrow again.
3rd driving lesson
last time was really high
i was learning at likas complex there
just few cars and when i steped the 'oil door'
wow terus terbang XD

so thats all for today
i always tell myself, i want to get P license within this year!!!
umm actually at least before christmas :)

i ran out of things to do on facebook
but still on it
because im a loyal facebookers!! :D

oops gtg now before i continue being silly

second day of holidays

mommy!! im damn hungry. damn it!
i been playing piano recently
and im learning canon in d
and also 'when you're gone'
this 2 songs
man hard really hard especially 'when you're gone'
why all double notes [if u know what i mean]

i downloaded 2 songs of canon.
one is 9 mins and another is 3mins
the beginning of this 2 songs are absolutely different
the 9 mins is too classic so i love the 3 mins one :p
the only same thing is the chorus there haha.
if not same then not call canon already la ==

and im finding the piano sheet of 'right here waiting'
this also amazing song
but, my printer is not working
even i have found it cant print them out so :(

i had my second driving lesson
haha was really funny
especially the conductor asked me to go out the road there
bit nervous haha

yeah 3am now oh my!
got to get up 8am later bye :)

uh huh my font

hey hey
first, welcome back my cpu
second, i miss you guys!!
third, was planning go to school to paint. but my parents not allow due to my sensitive skin.

so whats your plan this coming holidays?
im gonna have my second driving lesson tomorrow yay
yesterday i had the first one.
fortunately it wasnt as terrible as i thought haha.

and also..
have you ever heard "the more you love, the more you get hurted"?
well i have been hearing this so many times
someone just to advise me dont fall in love too deep
well... am i falling too deep?

so well now im learning to protect myself.
dont fall in love too deep.
haha dont even know what im writing this haha.

well i got to go now
love you friends :)

the sweetest words ever : don't cry sofia.:)

hey hey you you whats up?
im pretty good today but before this
i was bad mood and cried in the morning not because of anyone of us but the special one

i cried not because of he scolded me
it was because i felt sorry for him
and im really sorry i didnt mean what i said :'(

after i were gone for dinner
he bought an iPod touch for me
and i did something to hurt him
well i really didnt mean it
he felt sorry for overreacting to me
so we just kept sorry-ing for at least 30 mins

but after this, i feel better and he too i think
but i dont know why how come facebook mobile doesnt let us send msgs anymore thats so sucks
yeah so thats all for today
i still feel sorry for what ive done and i hurt him maybe

but only after this happened
i relaized he was so cared about me i was so happy hahaha
but when he told me like " im not sharing you"
i was really hurt i was like "awwwww" lol

and dont you hate it when somebody calls your bf/gf like darling baby honey
what the heck he's mine not yours
hahaha im only kidding im not saying you XD

CNY holidays is gonna end :(
time passes so fast but I LOVE IT!
1. miss u guys
2. i can back to the nomal life [ i can take my meals on time ]

see you guys

i only slept 3 hours from 6am to 9am
then i got up went out with parents
well went to really many places
and many places were the first time i went no joke

went to inanam for breakfast
then was on a very long ride
went to tampuruli spanggar there
then went inside the sampa just to see the school inside there

*kids there have no clean white shirts to wear to school, how lucky we have clean ones*

after that, went to PLKN camp there
wasai it was so sucker than i known
no natural water there
and the lorry is used as a water tank to bring water from the city to there
see how dirty the water is
and the food also
and also many insects
luckily i dont have to participate XD

then, went to the crocodile farm there
mmmm adventurous
there have nearly 1000 crocodiles there
and also some places there very smelly
because of their sh-

and also went to the new IS buiding
so modern
and yeah i really forgot where i have gone today

so night im tired and a bit emo for no reason
muahahaha XD ==

boring CNY

CNY is so boring man!
today just staying at home
watch tv
eat sleep shower
and watch tv
shienzzzzzzzz

anyway, i have slept really late these fews days
at 14/2 that night
i started online around 1am till 6am
then woke up at 10am
almost crazy
well i cant tell you what i was doing in the 5 hours
anything can happen in 5 hours lol

well i got nothing to say
just that
so happy CNY and belated happy Valentine's
i love you all
and you baby
take care xxx

the body shop day

i got back from wisma again
saw ah b with her mom.

finally i found a new pencil case after shopping the whole building [almost]
and i also wanted to buy a perfume o~

i was planning to buy after cny
use my ang pao $$$
but my mom said she could buy for me like credit sales
im gonna give her back the money

well i bought this :D
this is the new perfume..

it's rm85. with promotion 20% discount it costs rm 68.

so im gonna pay my mom back rm 68.

this is the whole set. if you buy the lotion and shower gel you'll get 50% discount.

since my skins are allergy i better dont buy.

this is the whole set. i wish i could buy all of them

if you are new member of the body shop then you can get a free make up within 1 month

so who wants to go just tell me.

i dont know if i go then probably will be like funny

because i dont really like make up stuff haha

so i got to go now see you tonight

12.02.10

i got a new watch baby!! thanks dad mom everyone :D

well today im pretty tired.
i followed my dad went to the Rumah Bakti Harapan at Inanam there
this is actually a chang zhang yuan
we visited them and gave them some foods like that

*dad is pretty good mood today 0.0*

then we went to wisma to buy my bro's shoes
first, i saw pei ming and her friend gai gai
then i saw mimi hkl and ah b
oh my goodness they all got new hair styles wowww!! XD

i also saw tan jia yi and her cousin gai gai
and also chung ying selling 'kering daging'
haiz, lulu is in KL, felicia is Taiwan, chung ying is leaving for HK this sunday
Sam already in Kudat, pang pang already in Sandakan

see all gone.
but as long as im staying here XD

we went to dinner around 8pm
the foods arrived at 9pm
we finished around 10pm
i was so sleepy that i even slept in the restaurant
night!!