My Yesterday

today's offday cuz yesterday was our school bazzar. i didnt go there cuz i knew it would be many people there plus very hot weather, ugh. i rather stayed at home and online :D i was playing piano the whole day...almost. i have to practise real hard and this is what i want and should do :D

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i cant sleep these fews days. i dont know why. been missing him so much you know???????? :(
if one day we break up, how sad i can be? and now, i'm listening this song, "THINKING OF YOU", my goodness, i miss him so much, can't wait to see him :(

you know i never cried for boys, NEVER! but, i did last night, CRIED, cuz i missed, i missed the time we spent together. it's hard to maintain this relationship, different countries, different nationality, i know! i do really know!!

some girl said to him, "you're girlfriend is lucky....."

he said, "i'm lucky to have her"

i'll never forget this situation!! 'cuz of this, i promise him he is not gonna lose me no matter what.

what i can say is,

my boyfriend is worth to the long distance relationship!!

Hilton New York Hotel

This is Hilton New york Hotel, the largest hotel in Manhattan.

Outside the hotel

Normal bedroom

Master bedroom

Other sides from master bedroom

Fitness Centre

The bathroom

Outdside the registration counter

Hilton New York Hotel

Dinner place

*wishing something *

Meaningful

i attended some service that was really awesome. i know i'm full of annoiting, i'm full of energy, i'm the princess like that, i found myself :D i wish you guys will someday. i remember the brother is called Desmond, he prayed for me and he said,

God'll use me in many ways in the future.

I do believe. so, i'm here to practice well my piano, glorify the powerful name of God. so i'm here trying to tell you what has happened just now :)

my conclusion is,

no matter how big the problem is, it WON'T bigger than my God.

fun friday :)

today's chinese lesson was the most funniest and playful lesson =D and today was prize-giving ceremony. i really didnt think that i won the bestest supporting actress, haha thanx! i'm happy for that even i kno just playing but i got so many koropok lol haha.

it was fun and i will never forget today. i'll remember today cuz it is gonna be last forever :) but, after this, we're going to do a lots of SPM past year papers, no more playing :( just now tuition maths, i was gonna die = = my maths seems not tiam le, next year ....

golden said in tuition, we will learn more about differentation and this contains many shit stuff like log, sin, cos, tan inside differentation = = UEC standard lagi T.T , so congras to all students who will be staying till senior three. Congras!!! you'll become smarter after taking the UEC exam!

we're havin BAZZAR this coming sunday in school :D so, see you guys there ;)

my tuesday

i upgraded my piano level to GRADE 7 since last saturday, wow! XD of course i'm very happy for that, but you know, the songs seem so hard to play! every piece of song at least 2 pages. in the examination, the examiner will give you aural test, sight-reading etc. i hateeeeee the most!

this is scales and arpeggios, also hate the most, b'cuz i need to memorize all the scales and arpeggios inside there, from grade 1 - grade 7, so, ....... but, the examiner only pick a few like 1 or 2 to ask to play! so......

this book i loveeee the most :D contains many classic songs inside, songs inside are nice but real hard to play on it. some very fast, some slow. need to pratice very well everyday. and.... i forgot to practice my piano today, haha!

this sight-reading. ohhh NOOO. i always hang there when the examiner tests how well my sight-reading! i hope this time not....

above 3 books, cost RM 111.70. i tell you, i'll remember this price forever and ever.

i didnt buy this book, cuz it's useless.

Busy tuesday is almost over, today's kinda tireed. i dont have time to take rest, that's sucks. today morning, i was in 2 periods of chinese lesson, that's super sucks, teacher scolded us for not preparing well for the drama.



man, that drama is so complex and many chracters there, how can we prepare well in short time? we also have another things to do!! teacher compares science students to commerce students, she said, science students jiu shi science students, and blablabla.... WA, so hurrt :(



i have lots of works to do already, now this drama again. it's fun but i rather dont want this fun :( i have no choice you know. it's really an EXTRA ORDINARY life, like superman life = = im soo tired like always wanna sleep like that. i always keep reminding myself, SPM a~~, but i am like nothing.... what to do??

老爸的英文情書

i found some post that really .... i dont know how to say. see below :-

『老爸的英文情書』

Dear Wang little sister:

From see you one eye, I shit love you.
Your eyes close, I die; your eyes open, I come back to live.
Your eyes close and open again and again,I die again and again.
Maybe you do not remember me, no matter.
When you carefully look at me, you will one see clock.
I think l should introduce myself to you. I call Li big great. Toyear 25
My home have four mouth people-papa, mama, I and DD.
I am a good man, in a big company work.
I do early Fuck every day, so that I can have strong body to protect you.
Please come to eat and sleep with me, or I will cut my hair to be a monk,
And find a place where many monks live in to over my life;

Like Your people.

沒有高手翻譯你不會看得懂的喔 !

全版如下 :

Dear Wang little sister:
親愛的王 小姐

From see you one eye, I shit love you.
自從看到你的第一眼 , 我便愛上你。

Your eyes close, I die; your eyes open, I come back to live. Your eyes close and open again and again,I die again and again.
妳的眼睛閉上，我就死了，你的眼睛打開，我又活過來，妳的眼睛眨啊眨， 我就死去活來 ?

Maybe you do not remember me, no matter. When you carefully look at me, you will one see clock..
也許你不記得我 , 沒有關係 , 當你仔細看著我，你就會一見鍾情

I think l should introduce myself to you.
我想應該介紹一下自己。

I call Li big great. Toyear 25
我叫李大偉 , 今年 25( 今天是 today, 那麼今年就是 toyear. )

My home have four mouth people-papa, mama, I and DD.
我家有四口人 .. 爸爸、媽媽、我和弟弟。

I am a good man, in a big company work.
我是一個好男人，在一家大公司上班。

I do early Fuck every day, so that I can have strong body to protect you.
我每天都做早操，這樣我會有強壯的身體來保護你。

Please come to eat and sleep with me, or I will cut my hair to be a monk, And find a place where many monks live in to over my life;
請嫁給我吧 , 否則我將削髮為僧 , 找個廟來了此一生。 ( 實在想不起「嫁」字怎麼翻譯，好在頭腦靈光 , 嫁過來不就是和我吃住在一起。至於「廟」字 , 也不會翻譯，不過很多和尚住在一起的地方，就是廟。 )

Like Your people
喜歡妳的人

tired o~~~~

十名男女測驗

依照順序填上名字，

不要填家人喔！（那可能會怪怪的～）

這是女生的順序，男生填的時候要把性別顛倒。

1.男　
2.女　
3.女　
4.男　
5.男　
6.男　
7.女　
8.男　
9.女　
10.女

　都填好了嗎？看結果囉！

〔解答〕
1.最愛　
2.好朋友　
3.一生的朋友　
4.有緣　
5.不可能在一起　
6.有緣無份　
7.知己　
8.無緣無份　
9.關心你的人　
10.影響你最深的

i found this on somebody blog, i just copied it and let you guys have some fun =)

tagged by PUMA

Tagged by PUMA

1.被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
2.請老實的回答每一個問題。
3.不行擅自塗改題目。
4.寫完請點8位朋友，不可不點。
5.點完後請通知那8位小朋友他被點到了。

A-Z
1. HKL
2. Mao mao
3. Mimi
4. Loli
5. Leonard
6. ..
7. ...
8. ....

。。。。個 人 題 - 10 題。。。。
01 你叫什么: see my blog title
02 你的綽號：mumu, darlie == ...
03 你的血型：O+
04 你的星座：scorpion
05 你是男還是女：see my name then u'll know
06 你幾歲：16.5
07 你住哪裡：my house
08 你現在的學校 ：STTSS
09 你有沒有手機 ：016-8*8*6*3
10 承上，那是多少： 承上承上承上承上承上承上承上承上承上承上承上承上

。。。。朋 友 題 - 10 題。。。。
11 你最要好的朋友（限１個）：uumm, what if more than one?
12 你最討厭的人（限１個）：uumm, less than one


。。。。 情 題 - 10 題。。。。
21 你有沒有喜歡的人： ask them
23 如果没有，你希望什麼時候有另一半：...
24 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過： one only, only ONE!!
25 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過： uumm, like 4 gua ....
26 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友：2
28 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：already happened T.T
29 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受嗎 ：NOOOOO
30 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人： super funny, very cute, good looking, care abt me, have a good heart, know how to cook!!!
31 你和另一半牽手過嗎: he broke my virgin already... lol
32 你和另一半抱或親過嗎: he succesfully broke my virgin already
33 你跟異性牽手過嗎：already told you!!!!
34 是誰，你們什麼關係：boy-girl friends relationship
35 現在有人在追你嗎： not available

。。。。混 合 題 - 10 題。。。。
36 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣：sad
37 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會：sad, thinking why the hell they doing this to me T.T
38 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會：leave him?
39 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎：NOO, where else i can go?
40 你上課認真嗎 ：only when i feel nice and good mood
41 你功課好不好：middle
42 你开电腦都在幹麻：replying ur tag la
43 你的即时通有多少个同性: what do u mean?
44 你的即時通裡有多少個異性：what do u mean?

。。。。兇 手 題 - 10 題。。。。
45 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：PUMA
46 这個人對你好不好：not bad
47 這個人是你的誰：funny cute friend
48 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：lol ==
49 你們認識多久了: 03.01.2008
50 這個人是怎樣的人：very crazy, like shouting a lots
51 這個人正／帥嗎：cute also sexy~
52 這個人跟你有沒有在一起过: p/s., im not lessbian.
53 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼办: ya o, how o????

。。。。 聯 想 題 - 10 題。。。。
56 說到正妹你會想到誰：my cousin
57 說到帥哥你會想到誰：some boy haha
58 說到憨你會想到誰：lolo
59 說到痴你會想到誰：PUMA
60 說到暗戀你會想到誰：myself
61 說到出去玩你會想到誰: mimi, HKL them
62 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：i am ghost~~
63 說到傻子你會想到誰: PUMA
64 說到笑點低你會想到誰：rynna
65 說到愛笑你會想到誰 : tiong tiong

。。。。學 校 題 - 11 題。。。。
66 你的班導是誰：a teacher
67 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：lazy to say
70 你的英文好嗎：improving
71 你的體育好嗎：not really
72 你的数学好么：@#$%^&*(~
73 你喜不喜歡你的校長：ok ok
74 你的學校好看嗎：ok ok
75 你的班級是：senior two yi
76 你的班級在幾樓：1st floor

after lunch, i feel asleep, ugh! we're now havin' moral lesson, talking about projects. teacher says, we need to hand up within this week, OH MAN! i supposed to finish last last month but LAZYNESS, all because of LAZYNESS, SIGH!

we're not in english lesson, that's my fav. lesson b'cuz i can do anything i want to do. teacher is teaching the novel 'the pearl'. well, it's super boring. the teacher just reads every sentences from the book. i HATE so much dear!

spm coming soon, we all acting like "the days still very far" like that. i hope i can really pay attention in the class, especially BM, EKM, SEJ & MATH. but. so hard. i wanna show you that I CAN!!!! =)

we're going to have celebrating dinner this coming sat at Upperstar. after that, we discussed go together clubbing. lol thats not my style la. if michael was there, i would go confirm XD well, michael's not here, also my parents not allow me to go up so late like 2am HUH!

people who clubbing are seeking for LOVE, PEACE & JOY. i got them all in church, i know i have choosed the best =)

morning 9am

Hey you! =D i'm wirtting this post while teacher is teaching. Well, you know it's soo boring here---Math lesson. Math lesson always boring one T.T... I was thinking I wanted to get some sleep but I couldn't! Because when I reached school, I slept till 6:45am even I slept around 1:30am, I'm full of energy now, YAY!

Tonight, I'm goin to have my accouting lesson =) this is the tuition I enjoy the mosttt =D Well, we have PUMA, HK, FIONA, EN EN, ME & talented girl-Jesbelle, haha, she is really talented girl b'cuz even though she doesn't come to tuition, her results also flying colors!

Now, teacher is asking us to do Math excercise, ughhhhhhh! we all acting like DOLLS, haha! we all doing our own things like reading story books, sleeping, hearing mp3, playing handphone games, and me-posting =D you should pround b'cuz you're readong this which i am willing to post to.

This girl, sitting besides me, doing her LCCI Level 3- Advanced Business Calculations past year questions from 1996 to 2008.Yup, she's so crazy. Teacher asks her to do about 50 questions about depreciation. Oh man! Except that, she needs to memorizr essay questions! like our commerce essays. UGH!

This Math lesson is so boring! We're having 2 lessons of Math, 1 hour 20 mins. Rainy day here in Malaysia, what about in America? OH! I miss him so much. He os so busy these fews days, everyday writing reports. He hatesit but this is what he does everyday! aweeeeeeee

I think we have to find the point of living everys ingle days, if not, we're having our pointless days! and remember every moment lasts forever. Please be cherrish what you got and you should know who you are. this is the most important thing in yout life ever! Have a great day =D

love u michael :)

erm, this pic actually taken my David. what did you see in this pic? haha.

yeahh... it's so hard to fine this pic you know? and because of that, i made a lots of copies from the original one lol. it's kinda stupid but you should know, LOVE is blind! =)

she didnt know the boy she was talking to me was my bf haha.

I chatted with a girl from USA. Well, the girl was so funny and we kept talking about boys like what type of boys do you like and blablabla. She was talking about the boy, and she told me the boy called MICHAEL lol. And Michael told me he knew the girl also. Lol so we know each others.

Michael knows me know the girl, and I know he knows the girl too, but the girl doesn’t know Michael knows me haha. It’s kinda confusing but very funny! The girl told me the boy is good looking, and sexy lol, I really zha dao. And she was trying to get the boy, but michael said, “I already have a gf.” I was like oh my, I am touched man! Haha XD he knows I am his gf haha :D and the girl told me, “he already has a gf, I am very sad, his gf is really lucky and blobloblo.”

When we knew each others about 2 months, she started to act like a fool to me. She asked me to have sex with her. OH MAN! That’s impossible so I blocked her, awe. Michael told me the girl asked him to have sex with him too, but he didn’t do, just don’t feel like it is right thing, so because of that, we both blocked her haha.

But, she still send me offline messages, saying:-

Hi Sofia, how have you been? You know I miss you so much when you’re not here talking to me, today I saw a couple in the club, it was an Asian girl with her European boyfriend drinking beers in the club. When I saw the girl I thought of you and your boyfriend Sofia. I wish I could meet you someday really, can you go to my club and find me?

Then I just replied her saying:-

Hi XXXX, I miss u too. Sorry I couldn’t come to online because my exam coming soon.
Haha. I am so bad, who asks her to act like a pervert to me first huh?

I got to go now, see you gus. Take care and thanx for visiting my blog =)

where's the point?

Owh man! Connections so sucks here. Im posting this because I am bored. Bored by all those things. I don’t even know what to write but just try to writing down how’s I feel. I feel good, nice, and SWEET! :D

Today penilaian, we all acting like nothing. Ui, spm lo!! Actually me either, yesterday I studied soo hard, from 6pm to 10pm, studied, studied and studied. When I was studying, I listening songs, watching tv, eating haha. Were so interesting XD

I prepared so long time just to show my results on 2 hours and 30 mins papers. HUH! If I had a chance, I would want to DROP BM this sucks subject. My BM really…. Haiz. You know I know la. Last year Ms.Voo teached us Science, my Science was so GOOD. Now, Mr. Poong, everything changes!

My friend told me, “ha? Mr.Poong teaches you Science a? o gui la u…students who teached by him not many can score A de la…” aiyo, poor science teacher. Always says, “do the right time at the right time, separate your desks follow the American style, learn science learn more English….” = =

I wish I could tell him that, M’sia is M’sia and U.S is U.S la ok. You know he likes to talk about SEX, almost. today penilain last period, joanne said, “it’s time for me to have my lunch.” Me really zha dao. She had her lunch with bubur.

Wasai! When she eat, the whole class watched her eat and the smell……. Me very hungry at that time, and also very fan because I didn’t know how to answer those sucks questions. You know that kind of feelings? I was gonna spank something!

Ok la, im getting sleepy should get to bed soon. Good night everyone and MICHAEL I love u ♥ :D

loong post

i have not talking to him since last week, well i miss him and i confess XP. yesterday, i was gonna get to bed about 1am, and i saw loli and michael signed in at the same time lol. so just talked to them for awhile. awhile means ONE HOUR, wow! so i slept at 2am. that's not matter, when i got to bed last night, i couldnt sleep a~ sign thats sucks man. dont know what causes getting me like this.

well, even just 1 hr, but we talked kinda lots. he told me he was super busy, he had to do 3 peoples works so thats why he didnt come home for lunch. i thought he XXXXXX.... then i asked him why he could get back home for lunch, he said he missed me so he brought his works back to home do besides chatting with me even he just could stay about 20 mins.

ohh man. i am touched by what he telling me last night. you know that feeling?? LOVE is amazing thing. even we dont live in the same country, it's about 356489 km from MALAYSIA to AMERICA, but still can feel the love from each other. i consider this is much better than like some couples who fight each other everyday.

baby, i guess i am really falling in love. NO! i am still under-age. and i dont wanna lose my virgin so early lol just kidding. well, if you fall in love, you will much much agree what i'm saying you know? because its truth and truth is truth.

anyway, my first poriority is GOD confirm, andthen parents, special friends :) and lover...... however, you guys know there's no one can replace each of you!! not every friends are a real person in front of you, you'll know whose the real friend and whose the fake one :)

lover also, you are able to know if he is a good bf or not, just see the way he talks to you. i am telling you this my experience ok? lol yup. if you dont know about it, come and find me on crazygirl_1119 at hot male dot com. for more information, please dail 016-8*8*6*3 thanx.

sign, spm coming soon, one month examination, ugh. art students preparing their art project, history students are most poorest, why? cuz they always asked by our chinese teacher answering question. for geography students, always need to pay 100% attention during lesson. its 1/7 1am now! so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY PUMA! :D yeah i am getting sleepy and sleepy, i will be having 2 periods of geo lesson. OH MY BABY! how sucks is it?

owww miss sofia getting tired now, so bye bye la~~ good night ^^

dont ask anything!

this midnight, getting more and more lonely :( i have been trying sooo hard just to get into sleep. sigh. i dont know whats wrong la man, not school pressure, not parents problem, haiz dont know me la, ugh.

i just saw someone blog, 1st term TOP STUDENT x bf's blog! watching their SWEET pics there, seem havin soo much fun. but why they broke up ler?? haiz so sad. not just this case, but i saw many many cases they are like that. they love each others, because of their parents or some reasons they have to break up! sighh.

like me, why the person i love lives in another country? this love is so hard. more than you know man. and lagi, my parents dont know i have a bf outside, they say: dont marry an european guy lagi, so whats wrong with falling in love with an european guy?? give me a good reason thanx.

actually, i want to give up le T.T {cant imagine i wanna give up}, nt b'cuz of distances, but this year-SPM year! should put all my efforts on my studies, but, i love him so much and he does so, why i have to give up someone who i love so much ler? maybe i cant find again if i give up him.

why those peoples who love their bf/gf cant be together?? WHY???

sigh. i am super emo after writing this = = and pls, jangan peduli saya. terima kasih.

spm cancelled!

today i received msg, someone sent me saying :-

spm this year has been cancelled. for more information, please login to www.stopdreamingandstudy.com.

then i thought it was real, but i XXXXXX. i forwarded to another girl. she told me she really searched that website LOL. really zha dao.

if you believe me then you're really a fool. hahax.

mixed post

today stay at home the whole day...almost. got up abt 7am dont know for what. really super boring aaaaaa. today 28/6, oh no! his b'day is coming-after 1 month. but i still havent start prepare...... ahh!

last time i asked him, what you want to be your b'day gift, he said he wanted a MIC, so we can talk on the mic, feel like we are really together... i am happy for that :D but i didnt get my mic yet. ouwwwwww.....

i want to get a MIC as soon as possible man. i dont want let him disappointed on me. if i get a MIC, what will i talk to him ler? i know i will LAG cuz quite long time didnt talk to him. agh, dont even know what to say lerr....

you know, we should always be thankful to those peoples who love us like your bf/gf. seriously. because:-

...he gives you the feeling of being loved :)...

...he lets you understand what is LOVE :) ....an amazing stuff....

...he loves you for no reason at all...

...he wants to spend his life with you, you should pround of it...

so, if someone you really in love with, pls dont give up on him.

also, if someone chasing you who you know he is real serious abt you, pls dont give up.

PTS's day

today slept at 3am and got up around 9.30am...felt like dieing now == i guess everyone also...PTS'S DAY A~~ i arrived there almost 10.30am, uumm....only had 1 parents there lol {ting ting's mama} ....

when my mom talked to that teacher, they were so cooperation. i just sitting there acting like a doll listening them talking blablabla.....uumm, actually i already see the result at friday... cuz i couldnt wait to know...erm, not bad la, only SCI!!!! got 64 T.T last year i got at least 70++ de lo...

and CCA marks also, haiz this one so sad. cuz i got 1 time didnt come to club and 4GOT.............. my marks supposed to be 80, nw only 72. so sad. how could this happened to me le?? sigh.

i dont know how was ur results of u all, if u passed...you should be happy cuz at least you didnt fail. if u failed... study harder and harder till you get a GOOD results, show that you CAN. all the best :)

GIRLS need a BF like him!

this post is for GIRLS:

please be cherrish to those guy that

1. cried in front of you.

2. kisses you with meaning.

3. hugs you when you're sad.

4. calls you make sure you got home safe.

5. told his secrets to you.

6. always hugs you for NO reason at all.

7. prays that you're happy even you're not with him.

8. would give his seat up for you.

9. tried to show how much he cared you through every word and every breath.

10. holds hand with you.

11. tell you you're beautiful no matter what.

12. would sit and wait you for hours just to see you for 10 mins.

13. would give his jacket up for you.

14. would not force you do what you don't want to do.

15. just wants to CUDDLE and LOVE you for NO reason.

Girls need a BF like him! This is what a BF should do, he won't blame it b'cuz he LOVES you.

attention!!

today so boring, talking to those peoples, always ask me questions de, lazy answering them, i am BORED. i hate them when they ask me questions below:

1. what you doing?

2. you busy?

3. are you horny?

4. are you bisexual?

5. do u have bf? (if i say yes, they ask what do i do with him == ; if i say no, they'll ask me why i dont have one...)

6. do u have cam or pics?

7. what would u do if i was there with you right now?

8. have u ever kissed a girl? ( i am forced to be kissed kan darling XD)

9. are you virgin?

10. you missed me? ==

so, pls dont ask me those question i listed above. or keep asking the same question. or ask me something that you already know. THANX! :D