BREAK!!!!! <3 <3

I am finally home! Oh wait, it’s been 2 months since I came home. I keep thinking to update my blog as long as I’m free. But then when I finished typing the whole post, was about to post it, and the UPDATE FAILED!!!!!  I was seriously like WTH happened on Blogger! That’s why I couldn't update my blog until yesterday… found this. Windows Live Writer is awesome <3

Well, what’s going in my life? I have seriously no idea at all. I am currently working. I finally decided not to take summer course due to many reasons…. I don’t know if I have made a good decision but I don’t want to take anymore.. I just following what my heart and mind tell me (:

So, I am pretty enjoying my working life. My office mates are funny. There is something happened between me and someone in the office I guess... #You know its you. Why don’t you just take a step to tell me how you feel? Because you know I am still waiting….#

So I guess if the person could take a step out of confidence to tell to someone how you really feel about that person, life would have been different compared to now. My life, is the best example yet.

I have promised myself not to let go of anything. I love you. I guess. Haha. Well, this post is kinda emo.. because I want to SLEEP NOWWW and yet havent got my dinner :/

 

hi

heyyyy

My future room ^^<

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finally im free for few days. just finished all my year 1 units. hopefully i can pass without taking any supplementary exams :] now got to move on to my last paper on 2nd nov, while everyone already back to KK = = just saying a hi to everyone out there i been really busy. will soon uploads those pics here when the line is good X) well then nothing to say im still very tired sleeping 4 hours and studying 8 hours getting normal in my life

duh

IM BACKKKKK!!!! oh God, ive been so busy for ahilwe. I got 3 assignments same due date and i was dying. I just got back here from 1 week heaven holiday and started to prepare for marketing debate stuff. unfortuntaely, sore throat hits me up and how am i going to practice??? :( I thank God cos my another oral presentation isnt same as the marketing debate. as least i will have another 1 week to give my throat to rest. but now, 2 days more. i only have 2 days to get my voice back :( alright, im bored outta my mind. cos TODAY I DONT FEEL LIKE DOING ANYTHING~~~ like if you get it ;) ahahaha. ._.

im home baby!

FINALLY!!! im back home. eventually i am be able to understand the true meaning of HOME SWEET HOME :D

well nothing much to say, this time the feeling i got when i came home isnt the same with the previous one.know why? i have already submitted 5 assignments and completed 2 exams. and i just have 1 week holiday. -.-

this time, im trying my best to meet all those who i have not seen them like 10 years lol.

ok la. im really tired. gn.

BYE BYE LAH~

I'm leaving again and I hate this!!!! ><

Especially when u got a long semester break and now ur moods just so complicated cos u don't wanna go back there to start ur semester!!

Soo, I don't know what to say. But I really hope everything will be alright. :]

Tata night.



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Enjoy~

These are the pics taken during the year..


Celebrating sam's bday :)



Ok well, me and my monkey sister XD




This is what we built last last Saturday in youth. Our building was the most stable building among others so we got the cola ;D



My lunch in the airport.. On 11th June .. Coming back to kk



This happened on April.. Sushi Tei with my 'sisters' XD



BBQ party...



The girl with purple color shirt .. Her bday BBQ party.



Took while in the plane.. XD



Henrys crime.. The most fei movie I ever seen lol..



Accompanying mom went to the market.. Such a miracle XD

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15.7

Ok,i have been telling myself lets update blog tonight but kinda lazy XP

Im leaving this Sunday :( this 1 month holiday isnt that long..

but im better than others.. they already left here since Wednesday

ok well now, imma boom my uni =.=

just because i enrolled late, i got a penalty for RM 100 >< !!!

not only this, even i paid the panalty i also couldnt log in the OCR, online class registration.

this causes me cant choose my tutorial times, good stuff? ;D

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ok so before i leave i want to play my piano first.. lets calculate

i have not played my piano for like forever lol

tata

pics will soon be uploaded from my phone directly ;)



-everyone enjoy ur holiday or semester-

3/7

Well I thought this Sunday would suck... Wait till afternoon. I have had so much fun with a couple of funny aunty and uncle! :)

Pics soon ;)


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Crazy night 30/6-1/7

Been out for 17 hours today! :D it's also my very first time got out till 12++am back home.

Well actually was planning to go back earlier, but then... The cashier messed up with this.

I came back to office today..我上次停止上班到现在，他们都没有忘记我。

怎么说呢？有几个我跟他们不太熟的同事今天看到我突然出现在公司，反应几乎是一样的。。就是脸上很多问号哈哈。

有个姐姐还跟我说，「哦！是酱啦！回来也不去隔壁打下招呼。。」

我其实没有打算要酱做。。。因为根本就不太熟。。但是，今天，回去了，就突然之间大家变得很熟了。为什么呢？

今天在公司呆了1天，晚上就 KFC，然后就唱 k...这次虽然我没拿 mic 唱，但是我几乎没有声音了 zzz (I know everytime we go sing k, must have 'Sophia' this song included ==)

We said we would leave at 11pm. But then too many songs, postponted till 11.30pm. Actually our limit was till 1am. But tomorrow they have to work so...

Then, because of some problem with the payment there, we waited there almost 20 mins... 弄到我12点多才回到家。

今天可以说是我很开心的1天，至少玩够了。。

然后我要讲的是，每一次跟他们出时，他们都不要我出钱。而且，明年去西马的机票某人帮我付了。

还有，那个男生每次叮我嘴的今天没来，他知道我今天会回来，所以他把他的位让给我坐。

以上名种事情都很奇怪。

Almost 3.30am now. Gtg. And... I started to listenig to SOME Chinese and Korean songs just because the musics. I like! :p


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昨晚本来要 update blog。。但为什么没有呢？是因为我为了要 download 1首歌。。废吗？ = =

但是这首歌我越听越喜欢。它就像有一首华语歌, 我寂寞寂寞就好（好像）。

Talking to the moon- Bruno Mars

所以我在这里recommend 下。哈哈。。

我睡了9个钟。但为什么我的黑园圈还不舍得消失啊？！？！

其实，自从上星期它就出现了= =
而我忙到竟然是某某人跟我讲，「你看你，你的黑圆圈都跑出来了」

好吧。就到这。

我还有很多东西没有处理。但是，懒！






让我想起某人哈哈。

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11.06.11

我终于回家了！家就是家！好舒服啊~~~

今天下午3：50的飞机，期待酱久，竟然给我 delay.. 其实可能因为太多飞机一起飞吧。= =

不知为什么我就是没有像上次回来那么兴奋。。。为什么啊？可能这次回来是带着沉重的心情。。

我真的有点担心我的 degree final results... 如果我 fail 一科，我就要重拿。我不要啊！！！但是也没有讲没有补考，但是真的是要回来补考？我也不要啊！！！！！

算了，我现在只能够相信自己-我是不会 fail 的！ 

其实，我很想去evaluate, 投诉考试时间不够！他们真的以为我们一看题目就知道答案是什么。神啊！ = =

好吧，今天到这。我很累，但我还是坚持用中文打。因为我要证明我还会华语 zzz. = = 

Goodnight
:) 


It took me 1 hour to finish this zzzzz  




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long post dont read it unless you want it

hello. guess whats my mood today zzz

Im actually not in a good mood today

Dont know if there is something really happened or i think too much

But tonight i really really want to decide this

Final is coming

And management is the most worried subject

Actually, overall, im afraid of the 4 subjects

just learning to cope with this

if i fail, i need to come back on July for the suplementary exam

and

I KNOW I WONT FAIL! I WILL PASS! EVEN PASS WITH CREDIT! DISTINCTION! or even HD!!

yes this is positive mindset (learn from me, haha)

well seriously im trying to make it out

well besides this one, theres one thing i want to make a decision on it

.......

maybe these few months

i have relied on you too much

until..

you have become part of my life

now i guess this has come to an end

i have given you many chances but since you dont even cheerish them its fine

i will start to live without you, being part of my life

its kinda hard for me cause, i need to take you out, from my life.

treat you like nothing ever happened between us

difficult

but still i need to learn this

so from now on, i wont be hoping receive a message from you

i wont be hoping you to share anything with me

when i see you, i will just act like nothing happened

Ive always liked Ashley's [It's alright, It's ok]

this song is super awesome

|its alright its ok, im so much better without you|

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Just got a message from Unlce David, saying, "do your best and God will do the rest."

yea even just a message, it works.

simply cause this is a stress period, and without parents by my side, ive got some friends

but friends arent my everything

cause sometimes they do make me feel disappointed

this teaches me that only God is my priority in life, whenever and wherever.

and oh yea, suddenly this just came out in my mind,

"Smile, because God loves you."

surely i will do this alll the time

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so ive decided to give up.

as the saying goes, "if your love doesnt work with that person, it simply means someone loves you more."

carrying this and moving forward

its Sunday tomorrow and surely i will start this new, miracle-fulled weekend with new mindset

gonna leave this tonight, leave this in a random Saturday night :)

Sweet dreams, i know i will be alright.

long post dont read it

hello. guess whats my mood today zzz

Im actually not in a good mood today

Dont know if there is something really happened or i think too much

But tonight i really really want to decide this

Final is coming

And management is the most worried subject

Actually, overall, im afraid of the 4 subjects

just learning to cope with this

if i fail, i need to come back on July for the suplementary exam

and

I KNOW I WONT FAIL! I WILL PASS! EVEN PASS WITH CREDIT! DISTINCTION! or even HD!!

yes this is positive mindset (learn from me, haha)

well seriously im trying to make it out

well besides this one, theres one thing i want to make a decision on it

.......

maybe these few months

i have relied on you too much

until..

you have become part of my life

now i guess this has come to an end

i have given you many chances but since you dont even cheerish them its fine

i will start to live without you, being part of my life

its kinda hard for me cause, i need to take you out, from my life.

treat you like nothing ever happened between us

difficult

but still i need to learn this

so from now on, i wont be hoping receive a message from you

i wont be hoping you to share anything with me

when i see you, i will just act like nothing happened

Ive always liked Ashley's [It's alright, It's ok]

this song is super awesome

|its alright its ok, im so much better without you|

-------------------------------------------------------------------

Just got a message from Unlce David, saying, "do your best and God will do the rest."

yea even just a message, it works.

simply cause this is a stress period, and without parents by my side, ive got some friends

but friends arent my everything

cause sometimes they do make me feel disappointed

this teaches me that only God is my priority in life, whenever and wherever.

and oh yea, suddenly this just came out in my mind,

"Smile, because God loves you."

surely i will do this alll the time

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so ive decided to give up.

as the saying goes, "if your love doesnt work with that person, it simply means someone loves you more."

carrying this and moving forward

its Sunday tomorrow and surely i will start this new, miracle-fulled weekend with new mindset

gonna leave this tonight, leave this in a random Saturday night :)

Sweet dreams, i know i will be alright.

01.06.11

Happy June! -.-

well im coming back home in 2 weeks

cant tell how excited i am z

these days i been busy with studies

finallll exammmmssss ahhhhhhh

haih this is more excited i guess zzz

im still in process of fighting for my final

i hope i really really really hope that i pass the 4 subjects

REALLY T.T

gawai holiday here... no bus .. guess today i will just stay at home eat biscuit as my breakfast and lunch

haih no comment z

sunny day here, why cant i feel it?

T.T

zzz

management 100

what do u want from me?

zzz

well, consulted mgt lecturer today

and feeling not right

the lecturer was like, " i can see that you dont have enough self confidence, its good that everytime u see me u smile but i know in the deep down ur heart you worry anxious... the final exams."

then i almost in tears lol

because he said what i felt oh my goodness

he just said we will pass we will pass. but i know only i will pass when i put so much effort on studying this subject and try my best

i really worry

i worry if i fail

haih

sorry for my negative mind

im trying to be positive but the wholeday i seem no mood

and i been eating a lot to reduce my stress

ahh

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today, i went to housing service

and

got a letter

a warning letter.. for not locking the main door all the time

and this will be recorded

AHHH zzz

but its still a day .....

everyday is an adventure

one word!

tired

but life is really full of challenging

you know i scare cockroaches

very scare

but when i got back home this afternoon

i opened the bathroom door then one thing dropped into my shoulder

i was like "hmm whats that?"

then when i shake my clothes

ONE BIG COCKROACH dropped into the floor

and i was like WT* !!!!!!!

IT WAS ON MY SHOULDER!!!!

a very big

big till it couldnt move even faster

oh my goodness

i was hang there for 5 mins

i didnt know what to do and just.......

keep hang-ing = =

i sprayed some fragrance [does it help?]

then the cockroach came out then went to my roommate's desk there

till now

its 10pm

it hasnt come out

arghhhhhh

this is crazy

i am so scared of it

but still i need to learn not to be scared by a cockroach

grrr

so wish me good luck

when i see it again i wont so scared

time to drop to the world of management

= =

goodnight for the lucky ppl

goodluck for the me

zzz -.-

ahhh

stomachache!!!!!!!!

youre a control freak!!!!

zzz

gastric again

zzz

i wanna crazy ady

the weather is so hot

and and and

my roommate says only switch on the aircon at 10pm

so hot

how to study?

ngai sat!!

and every morning, i sleep dao very syok

then she suddenly off the aircon

very cold wah~

then i directly wake up

thinking why no current

DISTURB ME SLEEPING!!!!!!

she just checked and told me that our electricity bill ady exceed so each of us need to pay for RM 2 ONLY!!!!

rm2 only

so why dont we switch on the aircon earlier?

and every night u want to go out

for excecing

ngai sat

and u want us accompany u go have dinner

i really speechless lo

why must i=I follow u?

u and that boy go cant meh?

why must I follow?

its just like ur a control freak

i wanna thank you for cleaning the bathroom

but u know

u seriously disturb my studies

i keep enduring i dont wanna say something bad about my studies

i know ur final still very far, but degree students only left 18 days from their finals

bless me in the final :)

bday

todays is sam's bday

we went out to celebrate and this and that

i got home so late and im damn sleepy

photos will be posted when i free~

goodnight

...

hello.

im damn sleepy

tomorrows a public holiday i was planning to study at home but then someones birthday is on tml

and i was thinking that i didnt want to go out

but then this birthday boy has helped me a lot not only in study but also in life

like he helped me to kill the two cockroaches ewwww

and my account didnt have enough credit so he helped me to print out the study materials

theres lot of things that we have done

so i guess i need to go out to celebrate his bday

hopefully it will be a happy day

im hoping

i know tml i wont study

so im studying management now

i dont want to be repeaters of the 4 units im taking this semester

if i ever failed, i dont know i really dont know

next sem will be crazier

so bless me

im stressed out

P_ _ _ _ _ _ _. Guess!

was doing my works till 2am and got up at 9.30am arghh

i just damn tired of it

my roomate told me that she got a email saying that we have exceed the amount of electricity and water maybe.

so when when we both woke up, my roomate wanted to switch off the aircon

its 9++am we switched off the aircon

i thought my roomate would on it again maybe on afternoon

cos its too hot

but then no

my parents bought me a fan she seemed like didnt want to turn it on

i was damn damn damn hot and

i was studying management

its just like oh my goodness

HOT + ANNOYING !!

this is crazy

my roommate didnt feel hot i think?

she was so relax doing her works and i just arghhhhh

well, next sem i want to move to single room

im not a patient person

so i just keep keep keep enduring

its fine with me

train my patience

im just writing here for exploring my feeling

yea its still Sunday

i wont let it be wasted :)

for my dearest beloved gorgeous mom!

THIS! is the first perfume i bought for someone. guess u know who is this person.

Even i cant give it to her right now and have to wait for 1 month so then i will be able to meet and give this gift for her.

I called her just now telling her that I wanted to buy something for her. its not neccessary for the mothers day gift but just wanted to buy many many things for her :D

and after i bought this i called her again. she told me that shes very happy that she couldnt even sleep tonight because she lovesssss perfumess and im sure she must love the smell of this perfume muahaha

yea its about 1.30am

still doing accounting and my roomate already in bed

so goodnight

13.05.11

this post was supposed to be updated on yesterday but i was too tired and always one problem, line problem -.-

i got a presentation on thursday and mid semester exam on friday

i was just a bit nervous about the presentation. know why? i was more worried about the BIS exam.

well today im in a good mood maybe. yesterday was too tired

because of the BIS. i was studying till i got some dizzy head. and the next day

woke up very morning, only slept 6 hours then went to the exam.

my friends, most of them had thier exams in the morning like 8-10am

then me!!! 12.30pm ahhh

so when they came out, they told those who didnt take the exam its very hard

so i also got psycho by them

then i directly hopeless

cos i was already bit like hopeless

i hate studying this, u ever experienced before that u keep studying studying only the 1 sentence and keep repeating to read read read then finally u still cant fully understand?

this is BIS 100.

so then i arrived to the exam room. this exam was run by using the computers.

i thought my exam started at 12.30pm. but its already 12.30pm there are still ppl inside there having exam

then i kept waiting waiting till 1pm. the tutor called my name then i entered.

then i found a seat to take my exam

i only had 70 mins.

i needed to answer the 19 mutliple choices questions

9 short answers

1 essay.

my firends told me that they didnt have enough time to do so

i tempak my MCQ

i luan luan answer my short answer questions

and i left 30 mins to answer the case study

i was so smart that i used 30 mins to write an essay.

my fingers just kept typing typing and mind kept thinking thinking

i think thats why i got so dizzy after the exam

i felt like vomit lol

thanks God again the case study was not so hard. i stil could understand but i can ensure if i had more time i would have been done much better than this one.

my worst part was the short answer questions. oh my goodness.

i had no time to think about.

they really expect you when u see the questions u directly know whats the answer for this questions. they dont even give u time to think more.

so happy all these are over. now is my time to study accounting.

so i have learnt that, i cant just keep memorising i need to understand but then such BIS i cant really understand. so wish me luck.

hope u all have a great great day!!

mom!

happy mothers day to my dearest beloved gorgeous mom!

so sorry that i was supposed to post this yesterday but when i finished typing was about to upload

NO LINE!!!!!!!!

so then right now,

before i go to sleep

actually i have many other things to do this and that

when i do my BIS worksheet, i do ir for whole day

i dont know why i just cant finish it about 4 or 5 hours

oh wait! not me but everyone cant be able to finish it around these hours !!! haha

so thennnnn

gtg now

thursday got a presentation

friday got BIS mid semester test

my nightmare

im serious cos i totally have no idea for this unit

im so worried that i would fail this unit

if i fail then i need to retake this unit and do the worksheet every week

I DONT WANT

so better be praying for myself hoping that miracles would come into my life

haha

alright then im damn sleepy

tml wake up early for the lecture which i can ensure you its boring :)

sleep tight.

我要回去了:(

明天我要回了。。真的很鬼死舍不得啊！！！

更 mad 的是。。。今年的母亲节竟然不能陪我最亲爱的妈妈度过 ...不能亲口跟妈妈讲母亲节快乐我真的很伤心但是没有办法 sigh!!!

你有没有想过为什么我酱爱我妈妈很间单她值得咯! 哈哈

I wanna wish my dearest mom: HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!! I love you!!! Always :')

P/s: Ughhh I almost spent 15 mins just to type these few Chinese words ughhh..


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贱人永远都是贱人，就算经济危机了，你也贵不了！

well today im not in a GOOD mood.

guess what?

her again.

im trying not to pollute my blog but i want to show the world that you are so bitchy

well i have been silent for what she has done to me

BUT!!!! this time is different.

the issue is.... I DONT LIKE PEOPLE fking follow other ppl like he is your fking bf.

YOU GOT IT??????????

well, you guys havent seen or never seen her attitute and the way she walks!!

I HATE THISSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

she just directly PULLED me away and followed behind his back

not only this, your fking bag and shoes and hand TOUCHED ME!! EWWWWWWW

BITCH!! i wasnt following him and acting im his gf

i just dont know how to live my life in this coming 3 years.

if she ever fking transfer to perth then i just wont gonna graduate in perth

I fking hate you you know

and the 2 group assignments..

WHO ARE YOU TO DECIDE THIS AND THAT IF YOU ARENT THE LEADER OF THE ACCOUNTING AND MANAGEMENT GROUP ASSIGNMENT????

and when everytime when we have questions to ask teacher, cant you always give me fking lan c excuse to ask me ask the techers?

you only know how to say to me, "ur english not very good de meh? you ask la! why everytime me?"

ISNT EVERYTIME YOU FKING BITCH!!!!

i told u i have been sooooooo damn enduring the way you talk!!

and i pls u la, pls u walk properly. DONT FKING JUMP WHEN YOU ARE WALKING

you think you are cute?????? ewwww.

and i pls u dont ACT CUTE in front of other ppl's boyfriend

maybe u dont realise but we all know we do know

i pity you

motherf-ker!!!!!

how i wish i could slap your face

we all hate you and sometimes im just pity you

pity you when you wanna talk no one even wants to fking listen what you talking

pity you when people dont want to sit with you and you even ask him, "why dont u sit beside me?"

i have been tolerating for so long. and you should know human's tolerance has its LIMIT BITCH!

oh wait, i think you dont have enough qualifications to be called as BITCH

so you are a slut. go check ur fking dictionary if u dont really understand whats a slut means

i just want to explore my feelings of my whole day

WHOLE DAY

i actually cried in the law class. but i was thinking

why did i cry? i dont even feel pity of myself

you are supposed to be the one who should feel pity of urself

pity ppl dont wanna be friend with you

pity you you are complained by other ppl that you are fking annoying

i wont angry

i wont cry because of this

i wanna be strong

and i promise

next semester we wont same house with you

next semester we wont same group assignments presentations with you

we hate you

im serious

i know as a Christian im really not supposed to say this but i hope you know that humans arent perfect.

im sorry for God.

let it just past away

tomorrow is a new day

and seeing you at tomorrow's morning is kinda spoiling my mood

anyway life is hard

so just love it

enjoy my life with this coming 2 years

if you wanna play i will play too

here got something to tell you...

遇事要先从自己身上找原因，

别一拉不出屎就怪地球没有吸引力？你喷粪之前先想想你自己都干过什么，有没有资格说别人！

我是不够完美，但是我坦白自然，你呢？

My Lifeeeee

hello how have u all been?

i been soo damn super busy

last few days just had law exam

today, friday, just submitted BIS assignment

and 2 more weeks..

are accounting and management research projects

very good lo like this.

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahhahahhahahhahahhahah.

k ba im too stress cos of this that this that

since i came her, to be honest, ive changed a lot

as u know all i have jie pi- a person who cares about cleaning the most most mosttttt

but when i came here, i wear my shoes to my room which i wear everyday to school and step everywhere including the toilet and water in the toilet everywhere

u just cant imagine how dirty i have become

just too many things to do

and i admit myself as too pro on relying on parents

now parents not here

im just like dying

dying and alive and dying again

arghhh

i must finish my degree in this 3 years

I CANT FAIL 1 unit

k la. time to drop into the world of management again

HAIZ

goodnight

LMAO

do u believe love at first sight? ;)

i dont but it happened to me lol

its not love but just like to see that person

cos good looking lo haha

i know im kinda a weirdo

i just want to relax

i been doing the BIS assignment sine 3pm till 10pm

its crazy really crazy

havent bathed

even havent got back to my room

haiz

who says uni life is so easy and free?

free because u can dont sumbit the worksheets and assignments??

lol ==

alright then.

my roommate just finished her works

yay i can back now

GOODNIGHT~~~

YAY ITS WEEKEND!!!

well nothing much to say. i wanna sleep now.

goodnight.

oh WAIT.

oh nothing la.

ive just created a blog for BIS this unit only.

just guess whats the URL.

and when u found it plsssss DONT COMMENT ANY POSTS. cos only BIS 100 students can COMMENT.

I CAN SAY THAT THIS IS ANOTHER pointless POST XD

YAY!! just finished my class. 3 hours of b.law.. the lecturer just gave us 3 mins to rest... soooo ke bo~~ :(

got to study ah study study those case study and do presentation and assignments and research project and review lecture notes. LIFE IS GETTING COMPLICATED.

i have found that.. EVERYTHING NEEDS TO BE PREPARED BY YOURSELF. even though those lecture outline presentation slides also you yourself prepare de wor. why ler? make me just so busy everyday. busy printing and reloading the printing charges. sigh.

and i have many things havent settled. i came here for 3 weeks already. and been to classes 2 weeks already. i didnt know we actually need to take moral and malaysian studies (if your not going to transfer to perth). this is a super early question for me

cos

i never thought about whether i should transfer to perth or where else.

but i really dont want to take moral and malaysian studies.

whats the purpose of studying moral?

studying moral is for those down syndome de~ XD

k ba just kidding.

tata! need to do some revision I CANT FAIL!!!!!!!!!!!!

first post of my uni life? lol

HI! i know its been years that i havent updated my blog

the reason is listed as below:

a) LINE SUCKSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! sucks daoooo i really dont know how to desbribe. even click the notifications also loading that one oooo!! ><

b) busy as dut. i actually not that busy but first time right.. everything needed to be done and prepared by yourself. and this is kinda sucks too. when you have time for laundry you need to sacrifice your sleeping time. hmmmmm is there any ways to deal with this situation?!

***Please be informed that when i dont update my blog it doesnt mean i dont care haha. cos ive been really busy and sometimes i just visit my own blog without updating it (:***

and tomorrow friday. I DONT HAVE LECTURES AND TUTORIALSSSS!!! YAY!!! finally i can sleep till i automatically wake up muahahaha but i have business law and BIS online tutorials and a report waiting to be done grrrrrrrr

its 12.30am now. goodnight sleep well and try not to miss me that much ;)

countdown!

not even more than 5 days

and

i havent started packing yet

VERY GOOD

everyday go out and night dinner with family all together

NO TIME

TIRED

ugh!!

kinda tired

night night

feeling emo for the whole day. you see a smile on my face doesnt mean i feel happy.

i have started to miss my home

my friends

my everything

you guys are just as important as my life

i love you all

thank you for what you guys have done to me

i appreciate them im serious

i had a very touching breakfast with my dearesr family

never knew that you would care so much

and i was tryong so hard to control my tears so it wouldnt drop but failed

you saw mw cried and you cried

that was the first time i saw you cried in front of me

i just want to tell you that

dont cry, this is one of the progresses that i need to get through

i love you, grandma :')

this coming chap go mei we are going to have dinner all together

and maybe this is gonna be the last dinner that we will all together be taking

last dinner. i mean last dinner of this month :(

sorry for being so emo

but words cant describe my feelings for my family and friends and everything

i have started to worry feeling a bit of unsecure

im leaving

im not gonna be leaving alone but with friends

but friends arent family

hard tune is coming to pass

nighty night

testing testing 123

yay! got a new laptop~~~ XDDDDD

02.02.11

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!

Well, the main point I'm posting this is I'm freaking bored. ==

Dunno how come the tv new year programme so boring one.

This morning, when I was sleeping and my mom woke me up and said 'ui! Go dye your hair lo' then I also mcsquare went to dye.

Fortunately the result not bad la XD I mean still can see the color on my hair. I kinda loving my hair now it's red brown color not black .. FINALLY ^^

Ok la i think im going to sleep night!!

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??? love

its been years i have not played my piano


ah what a tired day...

hmm.. chinese new year is around the corner but why cant i feel the season is coming? lol

i dont except much from this coming chinese new year

cos

all I want is HOLIDAYS!!!

just now i got back home and on facebook, one of my friends updated his status 'why soooo sienz?' i was like grrrrrrrr

lol

im going to resign on 14th feb

hahaha good timing?

currently im working as a secretary.. can say like that

secretary of 2 accountants. one boy one girl.

i just want to ask... when man explain something to me and i cant really understand?

thats how i feel everytime when im asked to help him do things ==

i think when men say things.. you just need to guess. guess what he is trying to tell you ==

ok fine.

but i really thank you to him for teaching me really so many things that i didnt understand and blur blur in the past. now i excatly cleared

thanks to my si fu. haha

tomorrow. I HAVE WORKS!!!!!!!

again! DRESSED up like a office girl and sit there from morning till evening then back home then do this do that and have my very late dinner

goodnight. i love you all for spending your time reading this :)

works?

TIRED!!!!!!!

WORK!!!!!!

im so happy that tomorrow i dont have to work. i have got approval for my absence then need to settle those fan things down

and i feel a bit streesed o HOW ler? actually things werent like that.

i was helping miss connie to check those files de. then ah wong gor gor suddenly asked me: sofia! you very free kan? i said: har?! so i had no choice.

he asked me to check 3 files of those payment vouchers. then check the cheque no. then must sort the no accordingly la then check the company name. then check the date.. this and that that and this

just check check check. my whole afternoon gone.

BUT! what i didnt really enjoy was....

he asked me to check the bank statements if the chq no was too big different. i saw one was 258501. then the second one direct was 258525. then where the 258502-258524 gone???? so, i need to check those no on bank statements.

this wasnt a big pro. when i checked. some no. got inside the bank statements some didnt have. good lo.

if i were the one who needed to prepare the companys accounts i would crazy

one company got 3 banks. i just dunno when i can finish checking.

HAIZ

sorry ah just posting this writing this for some purpose as i need some spaces to realease my feeling. hehehe

and.. i will resign on 14th feb. haha. dont u think its a good day? lol
actually i was planning on 15th feb. but its a holiday sooo....

goodnight.

tml will be a good day

bought a lot of stuffs that i needto bring over to miri. i feel like moving my own house to another house ==

==

wow! i have been discussing this and solving this problem for 3 hours ==
guess what? must be those accommodation stuffs ==
ya, i will leave soon. of course after cny. but its tooooo fast for me

it sounds fun BUT,u need to plan this plan that. when the flight ah. those student visa ah. bank account ah. what should i bring to there ah. saya mau gila sudah ni.

and today, i just started to use UBS to record those payment voucher. i was so lucky that the jie jie gave me de works were kinda easy cos all were official receipts.

umm

k lah, i dont think u know what im saying lol

cos

i also dunno what im saying
==

i really have to rush... to bed now

tata

Wish u could understand

Ahh! Don't know how to express my feeling now -_-

Im a worker and my salary is based on daily not month. BUT! last week... I went to upper star and the Japanese restaurant.. I got to suffer bankcrupt ==

When we go for lunch.. Of course together de ma. Sooo. When they said they wanted to eat sushi.. Could I tell them 'no' meh?

I hope this coming week.. We will go to those kedai take our lunches. I want to save money la ><

I also can't blame them at all. Their salaries are based on monthly.

我吃不起 lo!


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我是打工仔

I'm soo sorry that I have been so busy and have forgotten to update my blog..

I'm fine just so tired and busy with works. Yea I have just started working.. Not bad la.. xDD

I have worked like 3 days.. 赚钱不是酱容易的！！！！ this is what i feel.. U never experienced u never knew ...

Everyday arrive office then work work till 12pm. My fav time at work xD then after lunch keep working till 5pm. This is 打工仔's life.

My works kinda boring cos I been asked to do the same thing. First day at work.. It was 16/12. I kept working working.. I wrote more than 100 sheets payment vouchers a day. ==

My working area is called 'heaven'. That is bookkeeping area.. My working mates are funny and love to joke while working.. Just like us always kept laughing during class.. I MISS THESE DAYS!!! <3

Visit my blog everyday for the newest update xD

G9 :)

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"Just A Dream" by Nelly - Sam Tsui & Christina Grimmie

NICE!!

Class Trip 2010

Haha inside the bus.



at hot spring.. Actually I wanted go inside.. But ummm a bit not satisfied my hygience requirement


At desa. Very smelly. The bullshit everywhere lol. I really mean it!


This is the last pic taken before we left and said goodbye to teacher the last time :'(

Well, I will cherrish every moment had been spent with you guys I'll see you guys on the day when we go back to school to take our UEC results :( tata! Don't miss me :(


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zzz

huh. what i can say is...

i regret taking LCCI accounting exam ==

everyday need to go back to school to attend 4 hours accounting lesson

my goodness ==

every boring lesson

while others facebooking, msn chatting

me at schoooool

lol

SORRY I HAVE BEEN POSTING THESE SILLY AND BORING STUFF LIKE THIS

BECAUSE I HAVE NO WHERE TO EXPLORE MY FEELING NOW

SO THIS IS THE ONLY PLACE ... ON NET I MEAN LOL

GOODNIGHT

need to sleep earlier

tomorrow 8 to 12pm

haiz.

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Tomorrow is coming ~

Tomorrow is a big big day for me! Yea! It is my GRADUATION DAY :D :D

I been waiting this day for really long time and tomorrow is coming.

BUT! I scare I will cry lol. U guys lah, keep saying those sad things. 毕业到那么可怜...

Well, what we can do is keep in touch man!! Distance will never be a problem if u believe :))

Ok now, LCCI is coming gonna study now ==

Oh ya I forgot to show U guys this...
Don't tell me u don't know what's this man.





I know it's kinda ugly hehe but I DONT CARE! u know how hard and how much effort I put to get this??

Tata.

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too high

woohooooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i cant believe today has finally come!!!!
this is so lovely saturday

i been studying like crazy
now i just want to play like crazyy
last few months, my sat also study, sun got tuition

from 29/12 on, NO MORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BUT!!!
im having accounting, abc and bstat examss
next month ==

i really regret taking the LCCI diploma ==
if i had not taken, i would have highed dao bao already

but then , im not gonna worry my UEC RESULTS
i have tried my best. soo
now we just waiting to graduate :)

i wish all of my friends who i started knew them since junior could graduate with me
anyway, everyone has a dream inside them
even its not like that but everything happens for a reason right :)

I'm sooo freaking happpy! I finally can sleep early and my life is getting back to normal already!

During the exam week, I slept till 9 10 pm. Then had my dinner then study till 2.30 am. This is the first time seriously man.

But then I don't care abt my results already. Cos I almost all subjects soi XD YAY!!!

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Memek

Oh my goodness!!!!!!!!!!!!! My life is kinda crazy!!!!!!!!!!

Everyday test test test
Test study test study test study
Non stopping!!!!!!!!!!

Especially business studies
Every thing also need to study read memorize ... MEMEK!!!!!!

These days I only been studying
Mimi and ckl came I also didn't have a chance to go out with them :(

Whose fault?!?!?!

K la. My point is

Can I not study?

OR

Faster UEC!! I can't tahan this kind of life!!! :(((((

This is my graduate gift from club

I have one hamper but damn it was too heavy to carry. Well I'm not the 1sf one to open it. Always.


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Crazy senior 3 life

I'm living a life from hell
And I'm having 6 tests a week
Super crazy ahh

Like today.. 16/9
Holiday.. People go gai gai
Me at home study
Actually also didn't study that much
Cos I'm still in holidays moodssss

Yea so.. Bless me
I've just finished studying 15 Eco essays
Now going to study this stupid business studies

You know.. Now my life is only about economics and business studies only -___-

And I wanna ask....

WHAT IS THIS?!?!


And .. Can I know why do I have to memorize these?? T.T.

Tata.

Sleepy

I want this right now!


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sleepy mood

I only slept 3 hours ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

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hi

seriously I'm too sleepy

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不一定最好才是最適合，而是最適合才是最好。

what does 沁人心脾 means oh?

Helloooo been not updated blog .. Well just exam exam
exam and study study study == during the exam week
studying seemed only the purpose in my life BORING!!
But then now still got 1 week we have to go to school
dunno what for?!

Haiz exam finished now started worrying the results
dunno how bad or how good my result is lah XD
Actually I am like a bit regret staying for senior 3
cuz it seems too hard!!!

UEC is coming left NOT MORE THAN 70 days man
and u haven't started any revisions
yeah bless me ^^ I don't want to be ROAD SLEEPER man!!

So man we left this first ..

So how's my dearest friends in KL? :)
sorry been too busy so not been catching up
with u guys even on facebook XD

anything just leave a message on my chat box and I'll reply u
a.s.a.p ... Tak care baby :p

stressed!!!! :(
wednesday- english test
thursday- business studies test ANDDD statistics :(((((

owh man, bless me. take care you all. wont be on so much as the past i did.

8.7.10

I PASSED MAN !! if you get it :)

13.06.10

huh got up around 11am today.

then we went out for breakfast

went to karamunsing gai gai

from 12 till 4pm

didnt do what huh it took so long time long gai only

of course bought something new la muahaha XD

then we went to upperstar to have our dinner around 4

and got back at 5pm

im freaking tired

but have to write down here just as a memory of our family :)

pointless

boredddd at home. except sleeping eating watching tv online really got nothing to do.

let us think about this:

you ever thought about what you really need?

to be honest sometimes i dont really know what i what

yesterday some doctor talked to me

i was bit scared

he was asking me which courses and bla bla bla

and he told me

pharmacist is needed in this market

so

did i choose wrong?

maybe should i go to science stream

but NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

cant imagine

k la time to sleep bye

:)

to all of you

如果你和你的他/她分隔两地，请不要放手。

哪怕你承受着很痛苦的思念，哪怕每天晚上都会睡不着。

只要你坚持了，那么你将拥有别人没有的幸福。

珍惜现在所拥有的才是你应该做的事。

他/她不希望等来的是空白。。。

有些事物等失去了，再回头就已经没有了。­

当你发觉他她是多么爱你、对你多重要的时候，

再回头说“对不起”就已经晚了，

不是每句对不起都能换来没关系的…­

“执子之手，与子谐老”­

因为你们的等待是值得的。

虽然远隔千山万水，但是她的心时时刻刻放在你身上，

虽然你们想对方的时候只能发条短信

虽然你不开心的时候他没陪你身旁

但是不要埋怨他，难道他不想陪你吗？­

找一个喜欢你的人容易，但是找一个用心爱你的人难！­

距离就是考验你们感情的试卷，时间就是考试的题目。

茫茫人海可以找到一个心爱的人， 这是多么大的福气。

想你就是一份简单的幸福。。。

能等到你和他永远在一起， 才是真真的幸福。

type 到很累啊~~

ｂｙｅ ｂｙｅ

emo man !!
just saw a romantic sweet video
but i hate it, it made me lovesick ==

haiz, wake up lo sofia yong
its over
and even he's getting me back
i'll only say a "NO"
no regret. yup no regret.

honestly, i want to make myself busy
busy so i have no time to think about him
but holidays, at home so boring
what to do what to do　？？

ｗｅ　ｐｌａｎｎｅｄ　ｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇ　ｏｕｒ　ｆｕｔｕｒｅ．．．
ｗｈｅｎ　ａｎｄ　ｗｈｅｒｅ　ｗｅ　ｗｉｌｌ　ｇｅｔ　ｍａｒｒｉｅｄ
ｎａｍｅ　ｏｆ　ｏｕｒ　ｋｉｄｓ
ｂｕｔ　ｉｔｓ　ｏｖｅｒ
ｍａｎ　ｉｔｓ　ｏｖｅｒ
ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ｔｏ　ｓｔｏｐ　ｔｈｉｎｋｉｎｇ
ｂｕｔ　ｉｔ　ｓｅｅｍｓ　ｎｏｔ　ｗｏｒｋｉｎｇ　ｏｎ　ｍｅ　？？　

ｍａｎ　ｗｈｙ　ｉｓ　ｉｔ　ｓｏ　ｈａｒｄ　ｔｏ　ｆｏｒｇｅｔ　ｔｈｉｎｇ？
如果这个力量能用在学业上，　
ｉ　ｔｈｉｎｋ　ｉ　ｃａｎ　ｇｅｔ　ａｔ　ｌｅａｓｔ　８０％　ｆｏｒ　ｅｖｅｒｙ　ｓｕｂｊｅｃｔｓ　ｅａｓｉｌｙ　＝＝
ｃｕｚ　ｉ　ｃａｎｔ　ｆｏｒｇｅｔ　ｉｔｓ　ｈａｒｄ　ｔｏ　ｆｏｒｇｅｔ

ｉ　ｎｅｅｄ　ｔｉｍｅ，　
ｉｔｓ　ｂｅｅｎ　２　ｍｏｎｔｈｓ　ｓｉｎｃｅ　ｗｅ　ｂｒｏｋｅ　ｕｐ
时间还不够长啊　？？？？？
ｋ　ｌａｈ，　ｍｙ　ｃｏｕｓｉｎ　ｃｒｉｅｄ　ｅｖｅｒｙ　ｎｉｇｈｔ　ｆｏｒ　ｈａｌｆ　ｙｅａｒｓ　ｓｉｎｃｅ　ｓｈｅ　ｂｏｒｋｅ　ｕｐ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｈｅｒ　ｂｏｙｆｒｉｅｎｄ　ＸＤ
ｍｅ　ｇｏｏｄ　ｌｏ，　
ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ｎｏｔ　ｂｅｅｎ　ｃｒｙｉｎｇ　ｆｏｒ　ｈｉｍ　ｓｉｎｃｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｄａｙ　ｗｅ　ｂｒｏｋｅ　ｕｐ
ｂｕｔ　ｓｔｉｌｌ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｉ　ｓｅｅ　ｓｏｍｅｔｈｉｎｇ　ａｂｏｕｔ　ｌｏｖｅ
ｉｌｌ　ｇｅｔ　ｅｍｏ　
ｉ　ｎｅｅｄ　ｓｏｍｅｏｎｅ　ｔｏ　ｒｅｐｌａｃｅ　ｉｔ
ｗｉｌｌ　ｙｏｕ　ｂｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｏｎｅ　？　ｈａｈａｈａｈａｈａ　

ｊｕｓｔ　ｆｏｒｇｅｔ　ｈｉｓ　ｈｕｇｓ，　ｈｉｓ　ｋｉｓｓｅｓ，　ｈｉｓ　ｅｖｅｒｙｔｈｉｎｇ
ｍａｙｂｅ　ｉ　ｃａｎｔ　ｆｏｒｇｅｔ
ｂｕｔ　ｉｔｓ　ｏｖｅｒ
ａｎｄ　ｉ　ｈａｖｅ　ｎｏ　ｒｅａｓｏｎ　ｔｏ　ｒｅｍｅｍｂｅｒ　ａｌｌ　ｔｈｅｓｅ　ｓｔｕｆｆ
ｉ　ｗｏｎｔ　ｆｏｒｇｅｔ　ｔｈｉｓ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｗｈｉｃｈ　ｉ　ｕｓｅｄ　ｔｏ　ｂｅ　ｓｏ　ｄｅｅｐ　ｉｎ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｗｉｔｈ　ｙｏｕ

ｔｈａｎｋｓ　ｆｏｒ　ｙｏｕｒ　ｆｏｒｇｉｖｅｎｅｓｓ　
ｅｖｅｎ　ｉ　ｄｉｄ　ｗｒｏｎｇ　ｙｏｕ　ｗｏｕｌｄ　ｏｎｌｙ　ｓａｙ　＂ｉｔｓ　ｏｋ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｄｏｎｔ　ｄｏ　ｉｔ　ａｇａｉｎ＂
ｔｈａｎｋｓ　ｆｏｒ　ｙｏｕｒ　ｇｉｆｔｓ　ｉｍ　ｇｏｎｎａ　ｔｈｒｏｗ　ｔｈｅｍ　ａｗａｙ

ｆｏｒｇｅｔ　ｍｅ，　ｉｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｇｉｒｌ　ｙｏｕ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｍｏｓｔ，
ｉｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｔｈｅ　ｇｉｒｌ　ｙｏｕ　ｗａｎｔ　ｔｏ　ｓｐｅｎｄ　ｔｈｅ　ｒｅｓｔ　ｏｆ　ｙｏｕｒ　ｌｉｆｅ　ｗｉｔｈ
ｍａｙｂｅ　ｓｏｍｅｏｎｅ　ｉ　ｇｅｔ　ｍａｒｒｉｅｄ
ｉｍ　ｎｏｔ　ｈｏｐｉｎｇ　ａｎｄ　ｗｉｓｈｉｎｇ　ｙｏｕ　ｗｅｒｅ　ｔｈｅ　ｇｒｏｏｍ　
ｏｒ　ｗｈｅｎ　ｙｏｕ　ｇｅｔ　ｍａｒｒｉｅｄ　ｉ　ｗｏｎｔ　ｂｅ　ｗｉｓｈｉｎｇ　ｔｈａｔ　ｉ　ｗａｓ　ｙｏｕｒ　ｂｒｉｄｇｅ

ｋ　ｌａ，　ｉｍ　ｓｏｒｒｙ　ｉ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｗａｎｔ　ｔｏ　ｔｅｌｌ　ｈｏｗ　ｉ　ｆｅｅｌ　ｒｉｇｈｔ　ｎｏｗ
ｓｏ　ｉ　ｊｕｓｔ　ｗｒｉｔｅ　ｉｔ　ｈｅｒｅ　
ｔｈｉｓ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｓｕｃｋｓ
ｉｔｓ　ｎｏｔ　ｐｅｒｆｅｃｔ
ｔｈａｎｋｓ　ｆｏｒ　ｌｏｖｉｎｇ　ｍｅ　ｅｖｅｎ　ｉ　ｋｎｏｗ　ｙｏｕｒ　ｌｏｖｅ　ｉｓ　ｆａｋｅ
ｊｕｓｔ　ｒｅｍｅｍｂｅｒ　ｈｅ＇ｓ　ｇｏｎｅ　ｆｏｒｅｖｅｒ．

im backkk

yay finally exam is finished!!!
think im not going to sleep tonight
no for other reasons
just to celebrate exam is finished

考试期间，我的生活生不如死
每天不是读书，就是考试
读读读，后来就 bot 神经了==

holidays is on now
haiz
our class trip go to nexus
so freaking expensive
each person rm 100
WAHH
better use the rm 100 to buy clothes and bla bla bla

besides that, i have another trip
it only needs rm5
freaking cheap

so where should i go?
or both dont go
stay at home bot moi
everyday online till morning
and then sleep at morning

eat drink sleep sh*t
all these stuff
are gonna be part of my daily routine

last night studying chinese,
saw some words that really impressive ;)

我不在乎付出多少，我只要最好的。

it was 3am,when u wake me up, and we jump into the car and drive as fast as we could go, just to get away ~~~ XD

今年的母亲节 09.05.10

今天是母亲节，我最近都在忙自己的东西，都忘了今天是个特别重大的节日。

我刚刚完成了明天将要送给妈妈的礼物，我也写下几句我一直很想很想跟妈妈说的话。

我一边写一边哭，不知为何，泪不停流，可能感动？但是，我并不要十么感动，我只是很想把话说出来。

我要说，＂谢谢你妈妈，让我成为你的女儿，我感到很幸福，我爱你。＂

"love is just a game my dear"

so what should i do?
should i take the risk?

well, love is just a game. nothing else

有时侯真的玩不起

if we ever break up again. i will be like lose my direction

i need you to stay with me forever

i dont want you to leave me

how can you forget someone qho gave you so much to remember?

you never can i never will

we have already created our future together

i dont want to give up

talking to you is my daily routine

without it, ill die probably :/

i want you and only you



alright almost 2am now bye :)

if i died tomorrow, what one thing would you want me to know?

and

are you mine only?

hey hey hey
im pretty good mood today
well just talked to someone special
i feelgood

but you know what spoils me is
IM HAVING BUSINESS STUDIES TEST TOMORROW
and i know most people will be killed
well hope not :)

and now, im having the third baby lol ==
well im really sleepy now have to go to bed
dont miss me :)

im not your PERFECT daughter. im sorry mom !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

arghhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!! why?????
you know how heavy is my burden?????
you know i really hate it
i hate it like i hate the hellll
i know im not a perfect person
why i get angry so easily then you all say " you say you are a christian.." and bla bla bla. SHUT THE F*CK UP MOM and my DEAREST AUNTY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
who says chirstians cant get angry?
who says christians are perfect??
you say you understand me
i was just got angry at my dad
because it was just a small thing and he said im stupid
do you know i REALLY REAlly REALLY HATE it when you call me stupid??
i have my own MY SWEET MOMMMMMMMM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
sometimes i really cant understand why my dad treats me like this?
work pressures?
like i dont have school presure tooo??????????
do you know teenagers nowadays love thier own ways???
it is called BEING INDEPENDENT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i really hate this
i almost wanted to end up my life
i have many pressure
school, relationship, and PARENTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!
dad you know, the way you talk to me is like you hate me
if you hate me then why you gave birth to me
if you hate me then why you bought everything to me
sometimes i really cant understand why
dont you think REBELLING is such a POPULAR stuff in the teenagers' life nowadays???
today my aunt is gonna share the same room with me
and guess what?
she just said that she has already understood me
she said i just couldnt do well
WT*????
how the hell you knew??????
SO, i think im gonna give up
and IM NOT GONNA SHARE MY ROOM WITH YOU
I WONT ASK YOU TO GET OFF FROM MY BEDROOM
AS I KNOW, I GIVE A F*CKING RESPECT TO YOU
SO, I'LL SLEEP IN THE COUCH DOWN STAIRS THERE
GOOD NIGHT SLEEP DREAMS !!!!!!!!!!!!

1.05.10 *wish i could reverse the time so everything would be perfect*

today, something happened
i got his message wrote :[ ♥ ...
i asked what happened
he said that i didnt know what happened
and he said i left him for someone else.
*oh he thought i was serious with john* lol

but then he was asking me wanna get back to him
like i always say "once i turn around im not coming back"
i dont know how to do man!

he asked me if i still love him and i said i think so
he gave me the same answer when i asked him sooo...
should i get back to him?
or just leave him alone?

i wish i could leave him alone
but you know its easy to say hard to do

and oh im trying dont really care about it
i know i have got to make a decision
but just.. sigh its complicated

oh well i really dont know what to do
just wait
i need time :)

fun fun fun

just got back from 1b.
haha it was fun really
well of course i went to watch IP Man
not bad la.
at least i didnt feel boring so it was really ok :D

today loli and i have watched 3 movies WOW
2012, che bi, and IP man
tired really tired

today also the firts time i went out with friends so late
that i came back almost 12am
well, i hope to have the second chance going out with you guys again
its fun im sure :)

tomorrow, help school wash the land of our canteen
oh no. regret little now haha
well im so tired, see you guys :)

a.r.g.h. ARGH

umm yeah well
ignore my relationship status on FACEBOOK
i love everything about fb
but theres one thing i hate
your FACEBOOK HOME PAGE'S TOP NEWS THERE
if no "top news"
then it would not have problem now
sigh :(

well like i say
im not really in a relationship
i just help my friend as you already known it
so you got it?

yea i just mad at some people
haiz
why they seem serious?
if i say i eat shit then will you believe?
if i say i been to atmosphere will you believe?

time for me to leave
see you :)

爱一个人很容易 放下/放弃一个人很难

是 , 很难 , 但是也不就是什么 ? 俗语 拿得起 放得下 , 既然放不下 就别拿 . 不知道后果 , 就别碰 别抱起希望 , 浪费泪水


but i did. i really did. i gave up on him.
yea i wont cry anymore
its useless
there're pleanty of fish in the sea :)

-end-

thanks to you. now i get what i want

well today's the 4th day i broke up with him.
i have to suit myself living my life without him
and now im getting better
knowing that there're pleaty of fish in the sea :D

i've learned this lesson with a positive minded :)
i have to DISREGARD my past so nothing can keep holding me back
well, all my ex boyfriends are losers!!
haha.

i saw my first love while i was __________ and we were shocked. it was the 2nd day i broke up with my ex boyfriend. maybe its the sign of something... ?

crying :'(

well, i didnt sleep last night
and then went to school
im so so tired.

why i didnt sleep?
i dont want to mention
it just sucksssssss

i had been crying for 1 to 5am
just because i never thought that this would happen
im regret and broken heart inside me

who can fix me when im in pieces?
im broken heart girl

now i have to get over it.
i have to forget about everything between you and me.
forget about the way you smile at me
forget about the way you kiss and hug me
forget about everything
forget about our future that we have planned
its all fake
yup its fake

you say you felt cheated
so do i?

get over it sofia.
forget about our memories
remember he's GONE FOREVER

its hard to forget
but i believe that i all i need is time
time can heal my broken heart you have made

i have to face the truth
im crying again im sorry
tell me how can i get over it

to make myself busy?
but when im alone i think about it

so whatever
he's not my everything

i will get over it
yes I can.!!!!!

bless me.
im broken hearted girl
who is willing to fix my broken heart?

this is my sunday 11/4 :)

today about 12pm went to city mall.
was gonna interview the popular but then the manager cuti ==
then we went to some shop interviewed
yeah so we did.

then pang pang and i went to starbucks to manage all those data
ordered frappucino chocolate cream chips :D
it costly though
then bought mints
perfumes yeah

i was online on facebook.
i know i was not supposed to but the guy sitting beside us was on FACEBOOK
so i couldnt tahan too haha

was online then managing the data
that sin shien and felicia just online facebook only
only me doing and pang pang accompanying me to do
how sweet was she :) lol

somebody was jealous.
slets see the conversation:

me: im leaving for starbucks now
he: will you bring me too?
me: yeah but im going with my friends
he: fine you dont want me

haha he is somebody that i wont share with anyone <3 :)
this is my sunday
and oh yeah
i didnt sleep last night
i sleep around 7am then woke up at 10am
why?

because you will stay up late all night long just to talk to the person you like <3

gift

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this is my son sent to me love it :)


______________ cant be trusted :p

never. :)
thank to you cuz im being loved.

but you still cant be trusted
theres some secrets of you i know :p

night.

Today's GOOD FRIDAY! lets be thanksful to God for what He has done for us.


recently, i been doing maths
was gonna memorize the eng but lazy
haiz. tomorrow have math tuition.

my To Do list:
1. eng
2. read the bm essay. i know you guys wont read de lah haha
3. math AHHH!!
4. cut my hair
5. attend math tuition

oh no. there is a crash
where should i go?
either cut my hair or go to math tuition
if my math is good i wont mind not going to tuition so much
so, ==

2am now i cant sleep. but tired. haiz






you still dont know what's the problem. sad.

car

i drove the new car !!!!!!!!
very comfortable
love that car
i want a new car to drive when i get my P license XDDD

sleepy zzzzz

每次的感情挫折, 让你更明白自己渴望的爱情是什么样的 :)

mimi is leaving today :(
sorry didnt come to the farewell party because i had something to do
but it didnt mean this was more important that your farewell.

well i dont know what am i doing these days
i need a good rest
sleep the whole day the best
haha

well i have to go now
i saw some teenagers book
about love love love that

i saw this and thought it was meaningful

每次的感情挫折, 让你更明白自己渴望的爱情是什么样的

emo me

hi im here.
been few days havent updated blog
well, no mood haiz

i have 2 reasons.

1. mimi is leaving T.T
2. i cant accept why my ABC failed. only 48% !!! ahhh

but on the other side, im happy though.
because:-

1. i cant believe my add maths passed. i thought i would get 30 40 but i got 70
2. my results not so bad but what is weird is.. what i expected passed i failed
just like ABC haiz. but what i expected i failed i passed like add maths ==

almost 2am now. bye :)

i am bored so yeah

pretty tired today
i have had driving lesson again
wow the turtor asked me to drive from likas to sepanggar then 1b then dogongon then ums
drove till 60 only 60
but already high XD

slept from 8 till 11pm then just woke up online
why now still sleepy?
i been staying up late for no reason
saw mimi them online they are PPS-ing
yeah i know you guys de la

and.. im bored right now
what can i do at 2am except sleeping??

aw holidays have to be finished already
ask yourself, what you been doing this holidays?
me, online, sleeping, eating, driving, pak to-ing lol and what else?
waste of time!!

yeah guess have to sleep
or just facebook-ing now
byeeee

hmmm...??

i slept at 4am and got up at 9am
then went out for breakfast and then shopping this and that till 7pm
went to many many places that i never been there before
im super tired.

i was bringing a primary 4 little girl like her nanny ==
she's only 10. and she has her own hand phone
i was just thinking...
when i was primary all i had was those bears dolls which were useless
haha

they are leaving tomorrow so yeah
i will be alright then :)
but im gonna miss them so much

and.. i hate womanizer
it seems hard to hate someone you love maybe
why boys have their wifes and still not enough?
why they always lie? sigh!
well my cousin's bf sucks lol
dont know why my cousin still loves him so much
cry every night
its not worth my sweet cousin :(
really i dont know how to say my cousin
just stupid fool
well, maybe i can conclude this with " LOVE IS BLIND"
it does blind
sometimes sweet sometimes you'll want to commit suicide when your partner dumps you

hmmm really wierd
been waiting the person to come online but he seems like never come online
but these persons im not waiting for..i see them online allll the time
sigh.

got to sleep earlier today so good night :)

ouch ouch

heyy im back from driving lesson
i was really high and now too
was driving from likas complex there till 1 borneo
especially the high way part i love driving in the high way
hahaha but bit was bit nervous

been playing piano the whole day
canon really awesome
i love this song!!!
and my fingers and hadns are so painful
because been too long didnt play piano

thats all
maybe will update later on if im bored
so yeah see you later on

silly me

nothing to say really. just bored and been playing the piano
almost whole day
hands are painful and tired
haiz no choices bored at home always

tomorrow again.
3rd driving lesson
last time was really high
i was learning at likas complex there
just few cars and when i steped the 'oil door'
wow terus terbang XD

so thats all for today
i always tell myself, i want to get P license within this year!!!
umm actually at least before christmas :)

i ran out of things to do on facebook
but still on it
because im a loyal facebookers!! :D

oops gtg now before i continue being silly

second day of holidays

mommy!! im damn hungry. damn it!
i been playing piano recently
and im learning canon in d
and also 'when you're gone'
this 2 songs
man hard really hard especially 'when you're gone'
why all double notes [if u know what i mean]

i downloaded 2 songs of canon.
one is 9 mins and another is 3mins
the beginning of this 2 songs are absolutely different
the 9 mins is too classic so i love the 3 mins one :p
the only same thing is the chorus there haha.
if not same then not call canon already la ==

and im finding the piano sheet of 'right here waiting'
this also amazing song
but, my printer is not working
even i have found it cant print them out so :(

i had my second driving lesson
haha was really funny
especially the conductor asked me to go out the road there
bit nervous haha

yeah 3am now oh my!
got to get up 8am later bye :)

uh huh my font

hey hey
first, welcome back my cpu
second, i miss you guys!!
third, was planning go to school to paint. but my parents not allow due to my sensitive skin.

so whats your plan this coming holidays?
im gonna have my second driving lesson tomorrow yay
yesterday i had the first one.
fortunately it wasnt as terrible as i thought haha.

and also..
have you ever heard "the more you love, the more you get hurted"?
well i have been hearing this so many times
someone just to advise me dont fall in love too deep
well... am i falling too deep?

so well now im learning to protect myself.
dont fall in love too deep.
haha dont even know what im writing this haha.

well i got to go now
love you friends :)

the sweetest words ever : don't cry sofia.:)

hey hey you you whats up?
im pretty good today but before this
i was bad mood and cried in the morning not because of anyone of us but the special one

i cried not because of he scolded me
it was because i felt sorry for him
and im really sorry i didnt mean what i said :'(

after i were gone for dinner
he bought an iPod touch for me
and i did something to hurt him
well i really didnt mean it
he felt sorry for overreacting to me
so we just kept sorry-ing for at least 30 mins

but after this, i feel better and he too i think
but i dont know why how come facebook mobile doesnt let us send msgs anymore thats so sucks
yeah so thats all for today
i still feel sorry for what ive done and i hurt him maybe

but only after this happened
i relaized he was so cared about me i was so happy hahaha
but when he told me like " im not sharing you"
i was really hurt i was like "awwwww" lol

and dont you hate it when somebody calls your bf/gf like darling baby honey
what the heck he's mine not yours
hahaha im only kidding im not saying you XD

CNY holidays is gonna end :(
time passes so fast but I LOVE IT!
1. miss u guys
2. i can back to the nomal life [ i can take my meals on time ]

see you guys

i only slept 3 hours from 6am to 9am
then i got up went out with parents
well went to really many places
and many places were the first time i went no joke

went to inanam for breakfast
then was on a very long ride
went to tampuruli spanggar there
then went inside the sampa just to see the school inside there

*kids there have no clean white shirts to wear to school, how lucky we have clean ones*

after that, went to PLKN camp there
wasai it was so sucker than i known
no natural water there
and the lorry is used as a water tank to bring water from the city to there
see how dirty the water is
and the food also
and also many insects
luckily i dont have to participate XD

then, went to the crocodile farm there
mmmm adventurous
there have nearly 1000 crocodiles there
and also some places there very smelly
because of their sh-

and also went to the new IS buiding
so modern
and yeah i really forgot where i have gone today

so night im tired and a bit emo for no reason
muahahaha XD ==

boring CNY

CNY is so boring man!
today just staying at home
watch tv
eat sleep shower
and watch tv
shienzzzzzzzz

anyway, i have slept really late these fews days
at 14/2 that night
i started online around 1am till 6am
then woke up at 10am
almost crazy
well i cant tell you what i was doing in the 5 hours
anything can happen in 5 hours lol

well i got nothing to say
just that
so happy CNY and belated happy Valentine's
i love you all
and you baby
take care xxx

the body shop day

i got back from wisma again
saw ah b with her mom.

finally i found a new pencil case after shopping the whole building [almost]
and i also wanted to buy a perfume o~

i was planning to buy after cny
use my ang pao $$$
but my mom said she could buy for me like credit sales
im gonna give her back the money

well i bought this :D
this is the new perfume..

it's rm85. with promotion 20% discount it costs rm 68.

so im gonna pay my mom back rm 68.

this is the whole set. if you buy the lotion and shower gel you'll get 50% discount.

since my skins are allergy i better dont buy.

this is the whole set. i wish i could buy all of them

if you are new member of the body shop then you can get a free make up within 1 month

so who wants to go just tell me.

i dont know if i go then probably will be like funny

because i dont really like make up stuff haha

so i got to go now see you tonight

12.02.10

i got a new watch baby!! thanks dad mom everyone :D

well today im pretty tired.
i followed my dad went to the Rumah Bakti Harapan at Inanam there
this is actually a chang zhang yuan
we visited them and gave them some foods like that

*dad is pretty good mood today 0.0*

then we went to wisma to buy my bro's shoes
first, i saw pei ming and her friend gai gai
then i saw mimi hkl and ah b
oh my goodness they all got new hair styles wowww!! XD

i also saw tan jia yi and her cousin gai gai
and also chung ying selling 'kering daging'
haiz, lulu is in KL, felicia is Taiwan, chung ying is leaving for HK this sunday
Sam already in Kudat, pang pang already in Sandakan

see all gone.
but as long as im staying here XD

we went to dinner around 8pm
the foods arrived at 9pm
we finished around 10pm
i was so sleepy that i even slept in the restaurant
night!!

today's special

well, im bored at class
me, pang pang, sam and others were just keep talking something 18x
haha very fei lerr ==

and and, the new and simplified facebook's home page
hmmm not really know how to use it
i was like "umm where the account setting already a?"

recently, i have been providing homeworks for them
like the maths and the accouting homeworks
i even wrote 'copyright reserved' on my original papers
haha well funny i guess

i was a bit bad mood just now
because i slept around 6pm and then i had set the alarm at 7pm
i dont know who silent the alarm so i didnt wake up
then my dad woke me up at 9pm for dinner
and he always scolds me because of this!!
thank God i didnt get that gastric!
you just dont understand how much i scare and hate that gastric!!!!

well i got to go now and i love you :)
night night

09.02.10 happy birthday!

oh no i forgot today is my mom's birthday
im not a good girl then
i didnt even wish her a happy birthday
didnt talk to her much

i love my mom. she's smart awesome great gorgeous mom ever!!
even im always not hear my mom's advice
and im always complain this complain that

and because of stresses
sometimes i have a bad temper
thousand apologies :(

well, thank you mom for preparing my breakfasts lunches dinner for years and years
thank you for everything that you have bought for me
im really appreciate it and last..

I LOVE YOU MOMMY!!!

6.02.10

oh man i got sunburnt!!!
especially my right hand
only my right hand huh?

i have done event caller for this 3 days
the easiest job i think
todays also the busiest day uh huh

hmm i wonder why there was 5 peoples in 4x100m event
i got timothe david mario ivan and nelvord
then i had to choose which 4 of them got to be choosed

so mario was not included in the event
haiz how sad
it was because he wanted the shoes but his legs were big size like me
and he didnt want to run without shoes
so he quited!! sad!!!

i interviewed timothe after he had finished the events
he totally pervert
how could he ran so fast
and he was about to break record but ummm forgot the reason lol

now i just realize junior students are so cute
cuz even we lost
but they still very high
and me too

i was so high i almost spoiled my image
but pity only got 30 mins to high
not enough

to b.h :

even we lost it, but like teachers say, the important thing is the process

and positions arent really important

so, stop crying

be strong!!

we are not always win, so we must learn how to lose

alright then, time for bed :)